post 18

6alal's pov:

Ma9adat  Eli sma3ta. Gimt abchi chny yahel. I couldn't control my self. I didn't want mama shai5a to leave the world. Ra7at ib '3amthat 3ain. I already miss her smile. Her 7anna, her t7l6im EVERYTHING! Lsani enriba6…

6alal: la-a-a2

Moza: eth.ker rabic 6alal ed3eelha

6alal: sh-loon? La-a-a-ish? Shshshshshsh9ar?

Moza: d3eela 6alal. Alla e9brna oo ehawn 3laina

I closed the phone and rested my head on the bed.

A5555 shloooon agoul 7g mzyan?

7amad's pov:

Kanat isa3a wa7da belail. Gimt men 3z noamy 3ala 9out bachy el tifat wela 6alal 7alta 7ala. Faz Galby…e5tira3t. Gmt oo ba6alt el Lait

7amad: 6alal!!! Shfeeeek? Sh9ayer?! 

6alal: goam wadny 3nd mzyan! Aby mzyan al7een

He sounded like a child. Shfeeha mzyan? Laykooon 9ar feha shay.

7amad: ah ok awadeek bs sh9ayer?!

6alal screamed: ent ma tfhaaaam?! 

7amad: had a39Bic 6alal! Kani Kani bas abadel. 

Fikra twadeni oo fikra tyeeebni. Madri sh9ayer. 7a6ny eb maw8ef bay5 walany gader as2ila shfeeh.

6alal pov:

Ra7at oo 5alatny. Ra7at ib 3iz ma kint ib 7ajat.ha. E5ty malha '3aira. El bait ib yfthaaa 3alaina. Ma8moooot oo walany 3aref shasawi. '3a9 bel bachya walany gader a6al3ha. 

Mzyan's pov:

Mzyan: KAAAK!!! Many gadra a9adeg😂😂 ambai shloun?

Jana: walla 3a6any (A) wanna ma5tha (C) bel test!

Mzyan: aham shay! Shal foutha?

Jana: baby  I'm special 

Mzyan: LOOOL ambai nzain goumay saweeli popcorn 

Jana: Mali 5lg walla 

Bathba7ha Janaw walla kela malhaa 5lg. 5anagoam asaweh a7sanly. 

Faj2a wela the door bell rings 

Haw 5air enshlah. Mno yay Hal 7aza?

Jana: haw mno yayna?

Mzyan: t3alay ba6lee a5af

Jana: bsmillah…who is it?

6alal pov: 

Shagoulaha? I am not ready for

This.

6alal: Ana 6alal.

Jana opened the door for me.

I held mzyan's hand and said.

6alal: hathy el dnya, oo ma9eerna maktoooob oo kel wa7ed Emooot in Youma.

Magidart akamel. Makint aby abchy jdamha. I wanted to be strong one in her eyes. I want to be the one who pull her up.

Mzyan pov:

6alal's face was pale and yellow. Her eyes said words I couldn't translate. He looked exhausted from crying. He looked afraid. I started to panic. What does those words indicate? 

Mzyan: 3sa mashar?

6alal nazal rasa.

I looked at Hamad

Mzyan: 7amad shfee 6alal.

He ignored 

Mzyan: matrdooon!

Jana: 59bagtooona bas ta7achaw

7amad: mama shai5a

Mzyan: *gasp* SHFEEEHA?!

They both ignored me. 

I started crying and walking toward 6alal.

Mzyan: red 3alaaaay!!!!!!! 

6alal: 36tich 3umerha.

Mzyan: a----aaaaa-----hhhh 6alal mu wagt '3ashmartic

7amad: d3eelha.

Mzyan: abeeha 7amad I miss her.

I went toward my bag  and picked

Out the yellow dress I bought for her.

Mzyan: ma3a6ait.ha hatha. Al7en mno yalbisa?

My eyes were heavy from tears 

Myzan: *sniff* *sniff* oo hatha? Ehya wa9atny 3alaih!

I grabbed the chocolate from the table.

Mzyan: mamidani a36eeha eyahom mamidani!

6alal: bs mzyan!

Jana: alla yr7amha kanat 7anooona oo Dyman mtfaaahma

7amad: alla yr7amha.

Mzyan: a555555 abeeha *sniff* *sniff* aby ashem r7at.ha, aby kel ma ad5al el bait y5ngny re7at b5ourha. 

I turned and looked at 6alal.

Mzyan: al7een mno btgoula shayoo5? Oo b3dain b3a9eb? MNO MNO?! 

6alal: BAS MZYAN!

6alal pov:

Mzyan gamat etzeed el nar 7a6ab. 

Mzyan felll to the ground! 

Mzyaan: MAA SHBA3T MINHAA 

I went and gave her a huge! i held her and look straight into her eyes

6alal: sim3eeeni mzyaan! lataabcheen! il bachii maraa7 eybha! Be strong! 

mzyan: shlon i be strong shlon? 

maderi shared ? shagoul? 

nazaalt rasi makan le rad 

3aweraat galbii! magedart at7amaL  7asaait inii ma8mout! maderi shasawiii i just got up and left! ma3eraaft at9araaf! 

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7amad's pov: 

kanaat jidaami maytaa men el bachi! 

ga6a3aat galbi

7amad: Mizyaan latabcheeen! 

Mzyaan: 7amaad tikfaa i6la3 

SHINO? tabeeni a6la3? anaa sh'sawait al7een? 

7amad: 3ala ra7tich 

i went out without saying a word? shagoul? i was speechless shfeehaa 3alaai hal ayaam anaa sh'sawaait? 

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6alal's pov: 

ri7t il findq kaan 7amaad still with mzyan and Jana 

i weentt w ga3dt 3al 8anafaa fi9a5t jakaaitee w 7ithaftaa bil arth 

a7iss ineee ma8mout! 

laish yaa rabi laissh? 

amout anaa wallaa mama shaikha itmout! 

ihya omi w oboi w e5ti w rfeeji w 7yate! 

i felt the tears rolling down my face

"lazem i be strong for Mizyan" i repeated that sentence in my head 

shlon i be strong? w ana min da5eel I'm  WEAK! 

abee a7add arou7 afathfithlaa! ileee fe galbii wayed! abee a7ad ashkeelaa ilee da5el galbi shasawi ib nafssi al7en? wain arou7? Mama Shaikhaa eli kent arou7laha  w ashkeelhaa kanaat ta36eni advice on what to do. She always leaded me to the right direction.

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dalal's pov: 

i was at home studying 

'3areeebaa la 6alal, laa janaa, la mizyan dagaw 3alaai! wanasa awal maraaaa adress 3alaa ra7tii bas bougaali araaaje3 w 5alaas ill be ready 7ag limti7aan! i took a sip of my coffe aaa555 chan zain a5ith limti7an now! ishta6ait 3alaay! 

a knock on the door interupted my thoughts...haw mino? i got up and opened the door 

i was shocked to discover whats on the other side! 

dalal: 6alaal shyaybik? Oo shfeek tabchy?

post 17

7amad's pov: 

Mzyan: na3am? Tara wayd 9adagt nafsich! 

 she left me there speechless! shino? 

ana sh'sawait? 

laish ga3daa it7acheeni chithi? 

radaait il bait makaan le nafs akel! 

6alal: bismila madaak takel?....shfeek a7medaw? 

7amad: makoo shay! 

6alal: shino mako shay! lat3alimne feek shffeek? 

widi agoulaa bas magdar! 

7amad: wallaa shay wallaa bas inaa kan il ma7al imsaker! 

targe3a mithl wyhe 

6alal: kil hal z3al 3ala ma63am 5ara3tni! 

ashwaa mishat 3alay hal targe3a

a7isss ma8moutt laish galaat hal kalaaam? 

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dalal's pov: 

i was in the universty w mou5i kan 3alaa ams! waii zoughaa a7iba!! 

jana: dalaal dallaal ni6reeni!

il tifat 

jana: amss wain ri7tay 

ohhh 5araa nesait adres! 

dalal: ADRES! 

jana: eee okk okk... yalla imshay limti7aan! 

dalal: eee yallaa

we went to the test! 

awaaal maraa a7is i didnt do well! 

i hand it in my exam w ri7t kint babchii! 

faj2aa wallaa a7is a7ad ga3ed yl7agnii 

?: yaa 7ilwaa! 

ohhhh lee 5ilg ana :) 

?: shfeeech za3lana 

his voice was familiar! 

?: hailaa yaa romanaa hailaa ya romana il 7ilwaa za3lna il 7ilwa za3lana! mnoo yratheeha? 

faj2aa someone grabbed my hand 

?: anaa aratheeha! shfeech

dalal: 6ALAL! 5araa3tnii! 

he laughed! 

dalal: shal 7araakaa balaaa janaa shaftnaa? 

he ignored 

6alal: inzain goulay shfeech za3lana? 

dalal: killaa minik ams maderast a7is ba986 

6alal: laa laaa inshallaah mako ilaa kil 5aair! 

dalal: ay 5airr! aderi inii zafat! 

6alal: dont think about itt! inmanija7tay 9ikeni kaf! 

dalal: haw shino a9ikik kaf? 

6alal: ishdaraani ya3ni 

dalal: yallaa ana barou7 il bait

6alal: laish? 

dalal: badresss!!! 

6alal: laa tikfaa

dalal: laaa laa makoo badress! yallaa see you! 

6alal: laa mabii za3alt 

sawaa nafsaa za3laan wallaa wayhaa kan cute 

dalal: il dinyaa kilhaa tiz3al ilaa ent! 

6alal: wee aste7i 

he put his pinky in his mouth and acted shy 

i laughed 

dalal: MAYNOUN! 

6alal: FEECH 

i blushed 

dalal: yalla lazem arou7 

6alal: yallaa ashoufich 3ala 5air

dalal: Bye! 

waiii a7ibaa eeyanin

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7amad's pov: 

i layed in my bed 

ya5iii laish galaatli chithi! 

anaa sh'sawaait! 

i thought of every possible thing i might did bas makan fee shay eza3el! 

wallaa 7adi confused 

al7een ihyaa mo dagaa 3alay 3abalhaa her friend w galat 3ani ashaweg? wain ra7 hal kalam 

a5aaf jikart! 

arou7 as2alhaaa shfeeha? 

laish galaatlii chithii? 

i spent an hour a7awel afhaam shfeehaa wallaa 6alaal eedish 

6alal: a7medaaww a7medaww! 

7amad: halaa?  shfeek mistansaa

6alal: a55 yaa a7medaw a7is ini mirta7! awaal maraaa eekoun 3inddi hal sh3our? aa554 yaa zeen il 7ob! yallaa barou7 atsba7 

gaam ee'3ani 

6alal: ahhh a7ebik a7ebik a7ebik w amout ib kilmat a7ebik inta il hawaa w intaa il 7ayaa!!!! 

i smiled 3alaa 8al wa7ed mina mistanes! 

a555 yaaa mizyaaan amoutt w a3areffff laish giltay chithi? 

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(kuwait)

moza's pov: 

kinaa bil hospitaal! mama shaikhaa kil youm and her condition is getting worse! 

mama shaikha: sim3eeni ya mozaa 

she was paale it was hard to see her like thiss! 

moza: amraay 

i held my tears maagdar ashouf mama shaikhaa chithii 

mama shaukha: derbalich 3alaa 6alal w mizyaan! sima3tay? ithaaa ri7t min hal dinyaa.. take care of them! maaa 3indhom la om wala obo wallaa shay!  gouleelhom inii a7ebhom w amout feehom! 

moza: shalll kaallaam yumaa maa feech ilaa il 3afyaaa! LATGOULEEN CHITHI! 

mama shaikha: deer balkom 3alaihom! 

i started crying i kissed her head 

moza: inshaallah! 

mama shaika: yallaa anaa banaam latiz3jounii! 

moza: inshaalaa! 

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6alal's pov: 

kent nayem wallaa telephonii eerin

haw mino dAg isaa3aa 1 bilaail 

6alal: alo? 

moza: 6alal 

she was cryingg 

6alal: SHFEECH? 

moza: MAMA SHAIKHAA! 

she stopped 

6alal: ISHFEEHAA MAMA SHAIKHAAA!!!!! 

kanaat saktaa 

6alal: MOZAA LATYANINEEENI SH'9AYER? 

mozaa: alaah yer7amha w yaqmid ro7a el jana! 

Post 16

Dalal pov:

5athayt my bag oo I left my apartment…

Gabel my a6la3 I looked at my reflection in the mirror I looked Brocken. My eyes were puffy and red.

Enksar 5a6ry 3ala nafsy

Rkabt sayarty oo twakalt 3ala alla. Alla yakteb Eli feeh el 5air.

Kan mu6ar oo el streets Kanaw fatheeen. The area was so calm all I could her was majeeeds voice.

Min 3lamak 9out el mu6ar kaif a7treek wala el mu6ar majabeeely abad. 

Wi9alt bser3a.

Bsmillah… I took a deep breath 

And knocked the door 

6alal's pov: 

6alal: ayaaba Eli pizza w9alt

Knt 7ady you3an ladarajt eni 6al3 7ag el rayal bel mkasar oo faneeela :O

I screamed: I'm coming wait 

I opened the door the the big shock was that it wasn't the pizza man it's was DALAL!

6alal: dalal? 

Dalal: 6alal… we need to talk

6alal: 7ayach tfathilay.

Dalal: mafe da3y. Fi kalam b5a6ry agoula oo amshi.

6alal: 3nd el bab?

Dalal: esma3ny 

6alal: tfathilay.

Dalal: you have to think in one single moment that everything beautiful can sink in just a blink of an eye. 6alal when I first saw you I adored you. You  didn't only break my heart you broke my expectations about How love is supposed to Be. If you played with many girls in you life? You were

The first boy in my life.maybe all

Boys are like this? Or maybe it's just love. Agdar I forgive you for everything you did, bas ya 6alal I can't forget what you did. 9ej ena its just yourpast oo you will  start a new life bas you already did it! Oo 7oubat Hal banat mara7 et.3adak!  Mu ymkin ela sawaita fehom etsaweee feni? Mu ymkin I'm just a girl for the millions you enjoyed your time with? Ishlooon a9adg kalamic ya 6alal Shlon? Sheli yathbtly?

Maskena kel hatha bgalb.ha? Ma3qoula? Her eyes were gleaming from tears. Madri shno agdr asawi… madri Shlon athbit.laha ena 5ala9 Ana g6a3t 3alaqty ma3a kel el banat l3yooonha…shloooon ya raby Shlon?

Dalal pov: 

Enshlah yt7acha enshlah egoul shay! Shfee ga3d oo e6al3ny chithy? 

Ma wi3at el yamik edi oo da5alni da5el '3rfa.

Dalal: 6alal hdny shtasawi? Laish m5al3ni el balcony 

Ma yrd 3alay…

6alal pov: 

Ri3aft edi oo mashayt dmoo3ha.

6alal: dalal may9er 5a6rich ela 6ayeb.

I took my phone out from my pocket. Kan fi kel 5arabee6i oo my chats ma3a el banat. Oo chan a8la min foug Lai ta7at 3shan athb.tala ena abeeha oo Mabi '3aira. Oo a7ba oo wala 3umry ba7eb a7ad '3aira…

Dalal: *gasp* Ambai 6alal ent Mynoooooon!?

6alal: yananteeeni<3

Dalal pov: 

He made me smile from the inside. Raya7ni el 9ara7a. I wanted to hug him so bad. 

He looked at me and winked.

6alal: ee th7kay Yuba th7kay. Ah el 7mdillah finally!! 

Dalal: 6aloool youz youz 

6alal: ajeeba ya3ny ajeeba! Ybt rasich ;)

Dalal: tmoot majbty rasy lu kither zainik ;)

Ah el7mdillah ya rab

Walla oo t7agag munaaya shfu 7abeby ma3aya

Back to deerat el 3z (Kuwait):

"Bait mama shai5a"

Zaina:  moza walla may9er chithy mama shai5a 7ail ta3bana lazem enbal'3hom

Moza: Zaina shfeeech MATFHIMEEEN? Enshlah maku ela el3afya. 

Zaina: madri madri it's so complicated oo Ana el 9ra7a ta3abt achathb 3la mzyan kel ma s2ilat wainha.

Moza: ya3ny mat3arfen mzyan oo 6alal? Etha Daraw byooona raketh!

Zaina: oo shfeeeha Lai yaw? Mu yadat.hom

Moza: don't worry she will be fine just stop worrying stop will all this worrying basich!

……

Mama shai5a: a5555555

Moza: ma3alaih 7abebty Yuma lazem takleeen

Mama shai5a: *cough* *cough* mashfihee

Zaina: 3shany Yuma 

Moza: bas wa7daaa ya Yuma.

The next day. 

Back to London.

7amad's pov: 

7amad: 6alool Ana nazel aby waffles 

6alal kan lahy bel Tv

6alal: ha?

7amad: agulik bayeeeeb waffles! Tabeee?

6alal: shino? 

7amad: a7achyyy mno Ana?! B6agag zain…

6alal: rou7 5al9ny…

Nzalt OOO lgait mzyan ib wayhy.

7amad: mzyan mzyan 

Mzyan's pov:

My headphones were plugged knt ga3da asma3 majeed

Lu giltelc za3lan? Jblee hadiya

Lu giltelec mabeek? Guly a7bic

Latz3al en kadart jawic shwaya

Galby 6fel oo e7b yl3ab bgalbak

Haw mno enadeeni? I turned and saw 7amad.

Mzyan: hala?

7amad: shloonich?

Mzyan: b5air

7amad: ahh shrayech tyen ma3ay 7adi msht.hy waffles et9adgeen?

7amad's pov:

Y7louha akeed btgoul ee! Wai ya Salam 3alaik ya 7amad mno gadic lyooom aywaaaaa

Mzyan: na3am? Tara wayd 9adagt nafsic!