Costa Mediteranea post 16

I know Hal mra 6wlt 3laikum wayed bs I'm excused 9a7? :p
This post is dedicated to:
@PositiveAjwan @ralolaimany @meskyr @Shahenax @asooma_e @feelingspeak_ @bentahmad_   @hoplessdreams__ @SWalsarraf and for my one and only 6ayouba @6aibakhanum;*
ENJOOOOOOOOOY!!
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(ما قدرت اصبر وجيتك قبل موعدنا بساعه
 والغريب اني لقيتك تنتظر قبلي بساعه
تنتظر؟
قبلي؟
خالد؟
خالد!؟

 HE WAS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN!!

I waited an hour..

two hours and he still not there

where could he be? What's more important than me?)

Zaina's pov:
Ley Mta bn6er ya3ne? :)
I can't believe he forgot. Shd3wa? He's the one who told me to come at this time mu Ana-.-
It's getting cold.. Very cold.
I loved the view, everything is missing khaled.
I excused khaled for today.
الغايب عذره معاه.
I looked at the sea, I started remembering the times we spent together.
على البال كل التفاصيل على البال
Oh how much I love khaled.
I love him, I really do.
I closed both of eyes and all the flashbacks came.

*Flashbacks*
Zaina: Yala 3ad Yala
Aljaze: haw shd3wa zayon Mafeha shay
Zaina: la feha w n9
Farrah: Weeeh entay sh3rfech
Zaina: la bs entay t3rfen
Al3anoud: bnat bnat serious talk, when it comes to love? Tra mu bedna
Aljaze: yeah I know, I admit this ya3ne. Bas I feel that I'm way to young to love
Farrah: bkaifech ehu? Tra Mku a certain age to love. It's comes like this.
Al3anoud: eh tra 9ej jazy, mu bedch Ekun
Zaina: eh g9ay 3la e5te g9ay, jazjaz ma3laich kela bedch.
Aljaze: YA 7MARA DONT CALL ME JAZJAZ OK?
Farrah: Zaina lat2lfen ok? Laish jrbtay?
Zaina: n3am?
Farrah: jrbtay?
Zaina: ha?
Farrah: mn gal ha? Sma3! Jrbtay?
Zaina: laish eshyfatne?
Farrah: a human. Who doesn't love?
Zaina: I don't, and I'll never will.
Farrah: you never know..
Zaina: oh well I do know, bs skray elsalfa Farrah. Ma eye mn wrach ela l5rab. W please lt5rben jazzy
Al3anoud: tra farra7 ma galat shay!!!
Zaina: kel ele Tgula 5rbee6 b5rabe6
Farrah: biye lwagt ele t8tan3ain, Yala 3anoud emshay t25rna.

*end of flashback*
I remember Farrah went wyha m39ba that day, lne klsh ma 3batrt'ha ble Tgula. Bs ya lyum ele thbatle ena klmha 9a7.
من عاب؟ ابتلاه
بس...صج الحب بلوه؟
I asked myself
الحب بلوه؟؟؟

 I'll never know, until I try.
Khaled is beyond nice, I don't think he will hurt me.  
I closed my eyes again, and hoped for the best.

Bader pov:
Her long wavy hair was being blown in the direction of the wind. Her black eyes had a lot to tell. The way she talked made me want to know more about the subject she's discussing.

Aljaze: SHRAYK??
انا رايي مع رايك يبيع و يشتري .. ياللي سكنت بناظري و اغلى علي من ناظري
Bader: bb-shnu?
Aljaze: HAWW?? 9RLE SA3A MN AKLM?
Bader: Kmlay Kmlay m3ach
Aljaze: WEE Y7THE WAIN M3AY? ELA KLSH MU M3AY
Bader: shfech? Sr7t shway my9er?
Aljaze: ZAIN WNA SHGLT? MGLT ELA EL 9EJ
Bader: zain Yala kmlaay
Aljaze: MABE
Bader: 3AN SWALF EL YHAL YALA 3AD
Aljaze: SHKU YHAL? W B3DAIN SHFEHOM EL YHAL? MKNT YAHEL? SEDA KBART MSHALAH 3LAIK??

I wanted to laugh at what she just said, bs mstk nfse.

Bader: eh seda
Aljaze: SHLOUN BALA?
Bader: madre 3nech!!! Shu2lch nafs wayhech!!!
Aljaze: ALLAAA YAZENA MN SU2AL

صدقتي

Bader: 3laich th8aaaa madre mn wain yaybat'ha. Madre mn ga9 3alaich
Aljaze: ashwa enhom e7bonha
Bader: Mnu ehma?
Aljaze: ehma ma 3rft'hum?
Bader: la ma3rft'hum, 3rfeha 3laihom
Aljaze: haw ehma 5ubre 5ubrk??
Bader: ehhhh thkart!!  Wala 5ush nas ha?
She looked at me with the corner of the eyes
Aljaze: 7dhom!! Bs Ykhe sreee3 e39booon
Bader: MN GAL SHAKU???
Aljaze: bsmellah!!! Kahum 39baw

I laughed
Bader: laish t5tar3ain lman a9r5
Aljaze: Ymken 3shan t5r3?
Bader: tra wala mu bedy, ya3ne I have anger issues
Aljaze: shlun ya3ne?
Bader: ya3ne bsr3a atnarfz, bser3a a6fer. Wtha 39bt ma3rf ele jdame.
Aljaze: shd3wa!! Latbl'3!!
Bader: MN9JE ATKLAAAAM

Aljaze pov:
I've know Bader for a short amount of time, bs I agree with him. He has anger issues. Myt7maaal!
Aljaze: waaay!! Adre bs knt at'3shmar m3ak
Bader: ma kan wagt '3shmra, knt g3d atklm mn 9je
He said that and turned his face
Aljaze: hmm z3lt?
Bader: Shku az3al?
Aljaze: madre fj2a nfst
Bader: mu mnafs
Aljaze: shd3wa Bader? I didn't mean to say that tra
Bader: mn gal z3alt? Gltay shay ez3el 3shan az3al?
Aljaze: b9ra7a? La mashuf nfse glt shay ez3l oo ystahel kel Hal nfseya!!
Bader: bkaifech mnafs?
Aljaze: latklme chthe
Bader: laish shlon tabene aklmech?
Aljaze: t9b7 3ala 5air!!
I stood up, he grabbed me from my hand.
Bader: l7tha, m5l9t klame Ana! Mat36ne thahrech w Tamshen fahma?
Aljaze: Bader enta t7taj tehdaaa shwy!
Bader: MU M3A9B MA TFHMEEEN?
Aljaze: la klsh
Bader: ALJAZE BAS
Aljaze: I'm sorry walah
Bader: don't be worry, why are you sorry?
Aljaze: I don't know, it just..
Bader: it's just shnu?
Aljaze: never mind
Bader: t7chay
Aljaze: it's just the fact m7b ashufk z3lan
He gave me a half smile
Aljaze: eh eh eth7ak
وجان بدر يشق الابتسامه
Aljaze: EH EH CHTHE MU MSA3A
Bader:  jazy
Aljaze: hala?
Bader: shrych nru7 to the very end of the cruise?
Aljaze: wayed tshuf titanic?
He laughed
Bader: 9je wala what do you think?
Aljaze: why not?
Bader: Yala emshay
Aljaze: Bader Chna a huge risk? It's windy, akhaaf e9er shay
Bader: don't worry

Bader pov's:
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on..
Bader: wayhech mu3aber!!
Aljaze: agul Bader
قول امر سمعا وطاعه يا بعد هل قلب واوجاعه
I laughed
Bader: mn ghair mtgulen adre 5yfa mbayn
Aljaze: khan rid, Chna hwant?
Bader: Yala 3ad, wedy 7ail walah
Aljaze: waaay Bader Yuma akhaaf
Bader: 3-3a6nyy edch
She stretched her hand
Bader: mra7 Ahdech lat5fen
Aljaze: ok take the lead, wana al7gek
Bader: bsmellah
The floor was slippery, knt 5yf 3laiha akthar mn ma knt 5yf 3ala nfse
Aljaze: BADEEERR!!!
She was holding my shirt so tight
Bader: SHFEEECH!! TRA I'M LOSING BALANCE SHWY SHWY
Aljaze: knt bzleg
Bader: alla yhadach, b'3na nru7 w6e
Aljaze: a7s Chna titanic, jack w rose
Bader: but rose loved jack
Aljaze: Bader
Bader: shnu..
Aljaze: mo gtlay ensay? Laish tb6el lmawthu3 again?
Bader: glt'ha mn ghair may7s
Aljaze: Bader were almost there

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Bader: close your eyes
Aljaze: Mbe Mbe
Bader: trust me
Aljaze: with my life?
Bader: with your life!

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Aljaze: afta7 3aine?
Bader: l7tha
Aljaze: ha? Aftha7?
Bader: shwy bs
Aljaze: now? Afta7?
Bader: ft7aaaay

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Aljaze pov:
I saw love in Bader's eyes, I can see in them how much he loves me.
I see him as a brother.. Not more not less.
I feel sorry for him.. I don't mean to hurt him. He's a good friend, a very good one. I admit he's the only friend I can now trust with everything. Expect my heart.
Aljaze: mashaaalaaah!! It's breathtaking
Bader: mskaaaay ede
Aljaze: ka mskaaa el handle
Bader: 5wara hathe you can't depend on it.
Aljaze: 3yal?
Bader: depend on me, I will never let you down. Trust me

I knew exactly what he meant

He held my hand
Bader: Edch bardaa
Aljaze: ljaaaw bard
He was about to take off him jacket
But a call interrupted
Bader: aloo... Hala?... Shfeek? Ukhhh... La wala?? Matshuf shar... 3ad mu wagta... Yala Yala kne yaaay

And then he closed the line
Aljaze: 3sa mashar?
Bader: mashar bs u5ouy t3ban shwy
Aljaze: m3laih ela l3fya enshalh, myshuf shar.
Bader: elshar mayeeech, ast2thn ana.

Khaled pov:
A weird feeling I never felt before, I didn't have a flue. Wala knt m9d3. The only thing that was hurting me ? Was my heart. Not because of Zaina, because of me. Yes me.

I  heard a knock on the door, Akeed it's Bader.
Khaled: b6el Elbab, mba6al
Bader: Ukhh!!!! Salmaaaat Bo waleeed!! Wayhek film
Khaled: shd3wa?
Bader: wala it looks so pale
Khaled: 9ej wala?
Bader: eh wala mbyn 3laik t3ban, klait?
Khaled: lyum el buffet mu thak el zoud
Bader: anzel a5thlek mn el bar shay?
Khaled: la mu msht'he
Bader: 3yal laish mnadene?
Khaled: Ayaaal shagoul, hatha bdal ma tgoul ag3ad m3ak awnsk
Bader: 3ad hne? Wain lwansa bel salfa? Emsh n6l3 entmasha
Khaled: agulk mafene akel? Tgule emsh entmasha.. Wain fne 7ail?
Bader: 3yal 7e6 rasek w naam
Khaled: wala ya badair ma mnek fayda meee7 mt3rf t'hawen 3lay
Bader: AFAAAA N3EEN WN 3AWEN YA 5OOOY
Khaled: eglb wayek eglb wayek
Bader: shlun b3ad yglbona?
Khaled: latst'hbel mu nag9ek
Bader: mn 9jek? Shfeek?
Khaled: Bader
Bader: mn tgul Bader? Matf2al khair klsh. Shmhabib?
Khaled: Ana ahabeb? 5lait el habab 7gek ent wrab3ek
bader: khaled aderi enaa 3laa8atnaa hal cham senaa moo thak el zoud bas ee3ez 3alay ashoufek chethe goulee shfeeek?

I wanted to tell him whats going on bas I couldnt la2naa tawaa 9gheer 3alaa hal souwalef.

bader is my little brother w mahmaa kebar ra7 ekoun okhooi el 9gheer elee I always have to protect.. not the other way around

khaled: wallah bader mader shagoulek.. im going to go take a walk.
bader: khaled... tawaa etgoul mafeek 7ayl!

i smiled and went out of the room.

zaina's pov:
I came back to the same place that me and khaled meet hoping to see him today...

6oul el youm mashefta kelesh as if he disappeared

where could he be?

I sat on the chair and looked at the stars and began to think about khaled

I never thought I would ever "fall in Love"

I used to warn my sister to never make that mistake.. but I cant call khaled a "mistake" since hes the most beautiful thing that happened to me

....: zainaa

I turned and saw khaled.. his face was so pale

سلامات حبيبي مو على بعضك سلامات

سلامات اشوف الحزن في عيونك سلامات

Zaina: khaled.. 3asaa ma shar?? esh9aayer?
khaled: zainaa. ensaayne
zaina: shqa9dek?
khaled: e3tabray kel shay baina entaha