Post 29

I panicked

I was afraid to ask him and listen to the answer.

 My heart beats accelerated

6alal: doctor  6ameny?

Doctor: 6alal Abeek tathker alla. E7na sawaina Eli 3laina bs Dalal 3lajhaa 9a3eb o mu ay doctor ygdar eraj3.ha methel ma kanat. 6alal dalal enshalat

6alal: SHINO???? 

dalal? my dalal? inshaalaat? 

Mizyan was crying she came to hug me 

bas ana? wallaa 7araaka! mo ga3ed astaw3eb! shlon ba3eesh men doonha? 5lass bas makoo dalal? 

i picked myself up and left.. 7amaad and mizyan kanaw ga3deen eenadoun esmee! maradaait 3alaaihom! 

re7t il sayaaraa w 7a6aait raseee 3alaaa il sekan! 

laish ya raaaabeee laish?

the tears started to roll down my eyes, they came chinhom rain wa7daa waraa thanyaa w they wouldnt stop

i got in my car and drove as fast as i can! i couldnt care less about dying! yaaraaaytneee amoutt wallaa ashouf ilyoum ilee dalal itrou7 meneee... 

the thought that i lost her made me speeed up moree! makaan lee mukaan arou7la i was just driving and my legss led me to the magbra... 

i got out of the car w re7t laihh magbraaat mama shaikhaaa 

6alal: walhaan 3aalaaich! wainich? wainich when i need you the most? shayooo5aa? shayoo5ti? ABEECH! wainich? abeeech tin9i7eeeni? abeeech itlimeeeneee! tithaakeraain wanaa yahel? laamaa kanaw eezifouni? minoo kan eedafe3 3anii '3airich? minooo kan ma3aay through the good and bad times '3airich? shayoo5! dalal 5laasss ra7aat! il maraaa ileee 7abaaitaaa w kent ba56ebhaaa raa7aat meniii! inshallaaat! abeeech! aaabeeech itgouleeeleee inaa makoo shay and everything is ok! mama shaikhaa shasawiii al7eeen? i lost alll the important people in my life... awal shay ooomi w oobooi ba3daain intay w al7eeen? my dalal

 i started crying like a baby i couldnt control myself! 

6alal: mama shaikhaa reday! i-i-i- neeed yooouu! 

i startedd crying even moree! i have to make a desicion now on what to do...

re7t il mistashfaa w i went to the doctor 

6alal: doctorr... tikfaa gouleee feee e7temall enhaaa tet3adel

he was quite 

6alal: tikfaa 

doctor: ihoo fee i7temaaal... feeee 3ilaaaj tegdar itsaweee ib london ya5ith sentaaain... w anaa gelt 7ag  ahaalhaa w ra7 eewadounhaa london.. bas taraaa yemken yinja7 il 3ilaaj w yimkin la22 

6alal: inzain doctor.. 3adeee adisssh 3endaahaaa? 

doctor: tafthaal

dashaait 3end dalal w il doctor kan wagef 3end il bab... 

kanaat ga3daaa alff wire feeehaa 

it was hard to loook at her.. it was hard to see her like that...

6alal:  dalal? 

she opened her eyes 

i held her hand 

6alal: i love you w ill never let you go... ra7 akoun maa3aaach! ill always be with you low shinoo 9aar! loww shinoo ma5leeech brou7ich ra7 akoun yamich 6oull il wagt w inshallaah raa7 itrideen a7saaan min gabeel! ill never give up on you! 

i turned to the doctor 

6alal: doctor ihee t7ess feeeni? 

he nodded 

i smiled a little..

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mizyan's pov: 

kinaa bel bait ana w 7amad 

i called dalal's family and told them about what happened 7araam wallaa el oom keseraaat 5a6ri maskeeenaaa! 

i called 6alal 8 times w maradd 3alaay! 7adee 5ayfaaa! a5aaf eesaweee ebnafsaa shay!

mizyan: 7amad 6alal dag 3alaik? 

7amad: laa wallaa! 

mizyan: aa5aaaf 9ar fee shaay! 

7amad: smelaa 3alay! ta3wethay min ibleess inshallah makoo 2ila 5air

mizyan: 7amaad roo7 darwaa tukfaa

7amad: inshalllaah! 

 wallaa faj2aa 6alal eeyeey

6alal's pov: 

6alal: ohh zain intaw both hnee... mizyaan rou7aay foug abee 7amad eb mawthou3...

7amad: ay mawthou3 

6alal: ent lail7een tabee e5ty? 

7amad: akeeed 

6alal: 3ayaaal abeekom tamlichoun eb agraab wagt! 

7amad: laish? 

6alal: la2ana.. ana ba--rou7... 

i breathed swallowing the tears 

6alal: anaa qarart arou7 ma3a dalal for 2 years tit3alaaj bara

7amad: int mit2aked min hal qarar? 

6alal: ee

7amad: managder agoulik shay 

6alal: yalllaa anaaa mashii 

7amad: wain raye7? 

6alal: 3ind dalal! 

and i left.... 

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(Hospitaal) 

kanaaww her family insideee with dalaal ffaaa i couldntt go in... 

i sat down outsidee on the chairs... i started remembering 

"dalal: 6alal

 6alal: 3youn 6alal 

 dalal: a7ebik"

i  didnt get to say i love you back! 

a7ebicch dalal w amoutt feeech 

i cant believe it... i wont see her smile again... i wont hear her voice again.... 5lasss makoo dalal makooo 

i started to tear agaainn.... 

wainich yaa dalal wainich? 

wallaa faj2aa jaanaa comess 

jana: 6allaalll!!! waainnnn dalal? wainhaaaaa??? 

6alal: daa-5eeel 

she sat down next to me 

jana: are you ok?

i shook my head and started to cry more

6alal: gaalaatleee a7ebeek w ra7aat! 

jana: it could of been worsee! 6allaal basek laataabchee! 5lass il mooheem she's aliveee 

6alal: theres a chance inaa she gets better 

janaa: 3ayaaal 5alaaas eda3 rabeeek inaa titshaafaaa 

6alaaal: yaaraaab yaraaaab!!! 

janaa: yalllaa anaa barou7 ashoufhaa 

she toook a breath and went insidee 

yaaraaab yaaakareeeem ishfaaaa dalal! 

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3 day's later

Mzyan pov: 

Men 9'3ry wana omneti kanat youm 3rsy wel nas tdma3 3yoounhom Lai d5alt. Wtkoun omy wagfa tan6ry ib a5er el 8a3a e9afgly wtkoun far7ana Ly men kel galb.ha. OOO taleeeha el kel eyi e9awer ma3ay oo ebarkly. Oo b3dain 3ad yd5al 6alal ma3a obouy labseen Eli bsht. OOO I always imagined 6alal mtwaheg oo mu 3aref yalbes el bsht b3dain 3ad efelhaa oo yg3ad yarge9. Bs kel hatha ma. 3rsy ma Kan nafs el 3rs Eli knt at5ayila wa7lem fee. Bs ya el malach oo melacht 3ala 7amad.

6alal: mabroook ya5ty

mizyan: allaah eebarek feek! o5oooi 7aabeeebeee 

6alal: yallaa rou7ay 6el3aay ma3aa 7amad w ha? moo t2atheeen rfeejii 

mizyan: inshaalaa 

i smiled 

6alal is not 6alal ilee a3arfaa... ilee jidaamyyy mooo 6alaal he was heartbroken he was weak, his face wass palee w 9outaa raye7 3younaa kanatt dry.. ive never seen him like thiss.. wallaa shaklaa kaan eeegaa6ee3 il gaalb 

i hugged him i just couldnt and started crying

6alal: shfeech tabcheen 

mizyaan: anaa asef 3alaa kel elee 9arleek 

6alal: its not your fault, yallaa mis7aay dmou3ech w rou7aay istansaay ma3aa 7amaad 

mizyaan: inshallaaah 

i wiped my tearsss and left..

i diddnt enjoy dinner laa ana wallaa 7amaaad both kan balnaa mash8oulll 3alaaa 6alal, a9laan 6elaa3naa for half an hour chan nrid. 

6alal: shfeekom radeeen 

7amad: manigdaar in5aleek brou7ek 

6alal: yahel anaa 

mizyan: 6aalllaal! naderi inik ga3eds it3aanii 9arlek ayaam moo nayem w 7altek 7ala 

7amad: yaaa5oooi shlon a6la3 w istanes wintaa ib hal 7ala

he went and sat on the coach nazel rasaaa w he started crying 

6alal: aseeef i ruined milchatkom 

ri7naa ga3dnaaa yamaa..

7amad: laatetasaaaf 

rafaa3t rasaa 

mizyan: its ok not to be ok 

he came and hugged me and cried like a baby 

mizyan: oussh bass 6alaal 

i heard him weaping like never before.... 

7amaad: 6alaal 5laaas lat7aatee anaa w i5tikkk maa3aaak w low shinooo manhedeeek!

6alal: Ana asta3then…

2 years later🙀🙀🙀🙀🙀

Is dalal ok or not? Is she alive of not? Is mzyan still 3ala Thimat 7amad or not? Did 6alal marry Jana? Who knows :O

To be continued…