Saturday, July 6, 2013

post 24


Dalal pov: 
Madri shasawi al7en. Both yayeen OOO 5oufy ena they meet. Wetha dagait 3ala 6alal oo gtla latyi ra7 e9eer ena eyi oo yadri shel salfa and the same thing goes to Jana.  Uff ya rabi yaraitny ma tsara3t oo 5thait 8arar taafeh nafs hatha. Al7en shel 7al? 

An incoming call from Jana interrupted  my thoughts 

Dalal: aloo? 
Jana: Ana Barra, open the door.
Dalal: I'm coming


Jana pov:
Ala yaster meni Eli bitgula. Alla yaster oo mayzel lsani. Alla yaster oo ma I lose dalal. Alla yaster bas.

Dalal came and opened the door
Jana: dalal shfeech?
Dalal: Jana Ana mayhoooon 3alay az3lech mny. 
Jana: el mafrooth tgouli dalal
Dalal: b---as he's your cousin

I wish ya dalal he is only my cousin. I wish I don't have strong feelings towards him. I WISH

Jana: I know, bas el mafrouth tgouleele tadreeen ena I'll understand you.
 
Dalal was quite 
Jana: 76ay nafsich mukany. Tra wala mu shay Sahel! Entay 9damteni…

Dalal pov:
Regret regret regret…
Bs shda3wa a7e6 nafsy mukanha? 7tan Lu 76ait mathen eni kent ba3a9eb kel Hal 39abeya. Oo Laish mu Sahel ya3ni?

Many Unanswered question popped into my head bs I don't think it's the right  time to ask Jana for the answers. Kent 3ala a39abi 5ayfa 6alal y6eg el bab ay wagt oo 3ad madri sh9er wagt.ha. Maybe I'll lose 6alal and in the same time Jana. 

Faj2a wela the door bell rings 
My heart beat accelerated.

Dalal: Ahh ashoof el bab
Jana: take your time dalal.


I opened the door wela……………






MU 6ALAL ASHWA


Kan Mr. James yay ya5eth ajar el shiqa. Ashwa 3adat 3la 5ayr ufff

Mr.james: hello ms. Dalal I came  to receive the payment from you
Dalal: heeeey, sure I'll go bring them and come back.


7imadt raby oo shkarta ena mu 6alal. Lazem afahem Jana el salfa from A-Z Lana mu kel Mara taslem el jarra…

Jana pov:
Dalal look confused, mu 3arfa Trakeb kelmitain 3ala ba3ath.hom 3shan ta8ni3ny of how much she is sorry oo ena shkither ehya mt7asfa Laish magatly men el awal. 

Then dalal came.
Jana: ha? Dfa3tay?
Kent aby ahadeeeha shway 
Dalal: eee
Jana: dalal sm3ay. I can tell from your eyes how much you love him mu ela Tguleen. I understand that it was hard to tell at first oo Lu kent ib mukanich ymkin chan sawait mthel siwayaaaach. Mabi azeed el 6een bala oo ad5al ib tfaaa9eeel el mawthoo3 3shan la ysh.tad el 7adeeeth oo nd5al ib seen oo jeeeem. You have to know that 6alal wa7ed wel ni3m fee. Mu ga3d amda7a la2ana e9erly bel 3aks yshad alla 3alay ena a3dich methel e5ty oo abeelech el zain.

Dalal's pov:
3yooni '3oorigat, Jana wayed kanat mt.fahma oo fhimatny. 

I went and gave Jana a huge.
Dalal: ja--na Ana ass---fa *sniff*
Jana: lat3eedeeenha.
Dalal: enshlah
Jana: yala 3yal asta2then Ana.
Dalal: alla ma3ach. Oo atmana matkouneeen shayla ib galbich 3alay.

El7mdilah, erti7t!


Jana pov: 
Kent nazla min dalal's apartment wela 6alal ib wayhi.
6alal: Jana?
I stared  into 6alal sharp eyes
Please 6alal don't make it hard for me. Men youm Kena 9'3ar kent 7a6a eb baly enk btkoooon 7agy, melky Ana oo bas. Makint mtwa8.3a ena agrab enas Ly ib ta5thek meny oo Ana magdar agoul shay '3air el7mdilla hathy kitbat rab el 3alameeen. 6alal Ana a7bec la 7sha ma7bic Ana a3shgek.
6alal: Janaw? Wain sraaa7tay?
Jana: 6alal
6alal: amray?
Jana: 7afeth 3ala dalal Taraha t7bek 7ail. Alla ehaneeekom oo yas3dkom oo yaktblikom Eli fee el 5air.
6alal: Jana entay tadreen?
La madri :))
Jana: ee 
6alal: mashkora matga9reen oo yaktblech el 5air ib dnyitech oo ewafgich.

Nzlit dam3a lash3ooriyan I couldn't control my self wala.
Jana: amen, yala ma3a el salama.

Back to Kuwait.
…………
7amad pov:
What's app chat between 7amad and mzyan. 
Ma9arat 9aber ya3ny! Kel hatha oo ma fakirat?! Why is she taking all this time. B9ara7a la3at chabdy wana an6er. 
7amad: mzyan sm7eeeli bs Ana 9bart wayed oo  entah masta8raitay!
Mzyan: 7amad giltlic eni aby afaker
7amad: Lai meta? Tara 6waltay
Mzyan: etha tabeni en6reny a5eth ra7ty.
7amad: shino? Mzyan shfeech? Ana feni 8ala6 3shan ta5theeen Hal kither wagt 3ashan you take 8rarich!
Mzyan: la 7sha mu feeek el 3aib. Bs Ana 9'3eera oo ma7is eni gad el mas2oooliya.
7amad: bas Ana ma3ach mzyan. We will sort it out don't worry.
Mzyan: madri madri madri
7amad: uhoooooo! Kaifich 

9ej ena ma kan el mafrouth t6la3 meni klmat kaifich bas ya5y 6la3tni 3an 6ouri! 9ayra mata7acha kel ma gilt shay galat Ana 9'3eera. Madri ishbasawi feha Ana! 

Mzyan pov:
Kaifi? Mashi ya 7amad
I decided to call moza.
Moza: aloo?
Mzyan: wai3 Mani 3arfa shasawi?! Mozooo understand me please. I need a lot of time to think mu l3bat barouy hatha zwaj! Ya3ni bait oo 3yal oo louya madri I am ready for this wela la2! 7alty 7ala Ana oo akher shay egouli kaifich?

Moza: ya bnt enas Lu l'3ez chan 7laiteeeh. 6al3teeeh men 6oura wayd na6areeeh mzyan wayed! 

Mzyan: waaaay moza wana Eli kint abeech 3oun 6l3tay fr3ooon?! Yala bye bashuf Zainoooo

And I closed the line.
I called Zaina maybe 4 times matred effff!


Back to بلد الضباب
Location: dalal's apartment 
6alal pov: 
6alal: mawdeee ared.
Dalal: 6alal *sniff* I'll miss you
6alal: me more bas shasawi? 
Dalal: latrou7…ً :"""(
6alal: oo mzyan?
Dalal:  hneee tkamel drasa! Wala a76ha ib 3youni! 
6alal: adryyy bt3almeeeeni Feech? Bas wlla 93ba!!! 
Dalal: Abeek!
6alal: 7beby ayeelich ma Bain fatra oo fatra Tara Ana mgdar 3ala fragich.

Dalal estaa7at.
6alal: yazen Eli ysti7ooon. 
Dalal: waiii yoooz 6alal 
 
I looked at the time. U55 9arat 2 wain yamdeeni arou7 oo I shower oo asawi my bag OOO Anam? 
6alal: dalal Ana mashi 
She began to cry.
Walla mawdi ahdha bs mu beedi!
I came closer oo mishait dmoo3.ha
6alal: la la dalooool matfaqna chthy :( 

Back to Kuwait
Mzyan's pov: 
Knt ga3da labsa my pink pj's oo my socks Eli 3ala bunny.

Tara walla I am  still young ;(( 
Oo a5af aheda erou7 men edi. Bs ena etha hathi awlha yn3af taleeha! Etha ehwa mu gadeeer yt7amal ena yan6er al7en shloun ba3dain? 3ala gulat moza e7bni bas Ana 5abra Eli e7b esawi el msta7el 3shan Eli e7.bha! Bas ehwa 7tan 9aber mu gader ya9ber uff.
Madri shasawi walla. I need my…mother!




And after 3 hours of thinking 
Esta5rt rabi ooooo I texted 7amad.

Mzyan: 7amad Ana 8arart.

Friday, July 5, 2013

Post 23


Jana pov: 
Dalal: ha?
Jana: men gal ha? Sma3!
I turned my back on her.
I noticed that she began to cry
Jana: ammmm and 5alaas i dont need your help anymore yebtleee tutor 
and i left without saying another word

Dalal pov: 
Ya3ni arou7? Ana shwasait?! Hagait ena ib tfra7ly mu tagleb el
Dnya 3alay. 7gait.ha t.fhaamatny ooo tstanes aw 3al a8al ts2alny oo tfham shelsalfa! ufffff
i lefft the universty! 6alal called me three times bas i didnt answer! ill call him ba3ad shway i need to calm down 

Janas pov: 
kent eb my apartment where i heard a knock on the door! 

it was dalal

Dalal: Ana shsawat? I was panning to tell you Jana.
Jana: bs Lu Ana mu gayla chan mat7achaitay wala n6agtay?
Dalal: Jana 9afay niwaayaaach! Laish t76en ib thmitech ha?! Mu 7aram 3alaich?

Dalal began to tear, I desperately wanted to go and hug her. Bs I really can't. I still love her to the moon and back bas it seems that the stars came between! Something inside me stopped me from going to her. 

Jana: dalal can you just leave me alone?
Dalal: Laish? 
Jana: please 6il3ay! 
Dalal: ok bye Jana

i wanted to tell her im sorry  I really wanted to tell her whats going on bas shlon?  shlon agoulaha im inlove with 6alal? 
-
( location: Kuwait) 

whats app conversation between mizyan and 7amad 

7amad: haa now you know everything about me 
Mizyan: mmmm eee :p 
7amad: al7een gouleele ethaa 5e6abtech ta8beleeen? 
Mizyan: 7amaad anaa tawnii 9'3eera w lazem afaaker 
7amad: e5thaay ra7tech anaa na6rich w 6oul il 3omer ban6erich 
Mizyan: give me a couple of days and ill give you the answer


Mizyan's pov: 
i know its been one day  but i feel like ive known him for years! personality wise eeyanin! shkither yemda7 fe 6aloul oo5ooi, jameel, Hes my dream guy! bas am i too young to get married?
-
7amad's pov: 
anaa gad il mas2ouleeya? 
hal sou2al as2ilaaa nafssse kil youm! bas taraa im ready! im ready to get married! abeehaaa! abeehaa 3allaa sinaat allaah w rasoulaa! bas allah yaster! a7iss ebtarfithne! 

Kent raye7 duwaneyat bu 3amera... kent 7a6 88.8 w kanaaw 7a6eeen i'3niyaa NAAAR! it'thakerne eb mizyaan! i smiled...  chan adez 7ag mizyan whatsapp 
"ihdaa2 7agich" 

Mizyan's pov: 
 i opened 88.8 on my phone and started to listen to the songs they put! waii shal a'3anii il 3gaydiyaa bas this one song...

i received a whats app from 7amad... i read it and smiled

i turned the volume up

يسألوني ليه أحبك حب ما حبه بشر
وليه إنتي في حياتي شمسها وإنتي القمر
وليه صوتك لا وصل صحراي يملاه الزهر
علميهم يالحبيبة يا أغلى حبيبة

يسألوني ليتهم مثلي يعيشون الهوى
الأصابع في اليدين الواحدة ماهي سوا
عندهم حبك طبيعي وعندي فوق المستوى
فهميهم يالحبيبة يا أغلى حبيبة

يسألوني وفي شفاتي يرتعش حر الجواب
ما دروا إنتي بحياتي راحتي وإنت العذاب
وإنتي حلمي اللي عشقته وطار بي فوق السحاب
خبريهم يالحبيبة يا أغلى حبيبة

يسألوني وأنتي أكبر من سوالفهم جميع
وإنتي أجمل ما خلق ربي بهالكون الوسيع
وإني أتلاشى بدون عيونك الخجلى أضيع
إعذريهم يالحبيبة يا أغلى حبيبة


7amad: fahmeeeehom yal 7abeeba aaah aaah ya a'3la 7abeba
Mzyan: 7amaaaaad I'm speechless. I love you. 
7amad: mzyan yala aklmich latter 
Mzyan: Amm ok ;S

Dalal's pov:
I needed 6alal, knt abi agoula 3an Jana oo shloooon '3ayirat mu3amalt.ha ma3ay Awal ma darat.

I decided to call him. 
6oo6…6ooo6…
6alal: aloo?
Dalal: 6alal
6alal: SHFEEEECH?! 
Dalal: ta3al *sniff* wainic?
6alal: Kani masafat el 6reeej!


Lalala ma7sait lazem Hal shay lazem e9er. Shaku a5li 6alal etnarfaz men dalal? Al7en sarag3ha Shagoul?

Mala '3air Jana…

I decided to call her.
Jana: aloo?
Dalal: j------ana
Jana: dalal shfeeech?
Dalal: ahhhh Jana I need you.
Jana: I'm coming.
Dalal: bseeeeeer3a 

Jana was always there for me. Ib a93ab awgaty kanat etsa3dny hatha Eli ehya dayem 3awidatny 3alaih. Oo I am used to it no matter what happen between us.

I regret calling 6alal I really do! Shasawi? 76ait nafsy ib mawqef zift!

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

post 22


this post is dedicated to @Asooma_E  la2nhaa etshaweg w fahmatne ;* 
ENJOYY!

Mzyan: Mahagait fi youmin baltegy ib sha59 tijtime3 fi el 9fat ile ta7lm feeha kil bnaya. 9ej 7ayaty mashya oo Bkel 5air bas Ana thlamt nafsy alla 3a6ani kelishay bas fgadt 7anan el om oo la2ani figata Magidart a36eeh! OOO laman shftic Awal Mara lfat nathary ib 6are8a '3aireeba…knt ashuf feek aysha2 Atmana ashuf.ha ib nafsy! 7amad Ana… Ana ASEFA bass magdar a7ebek magdar a36eek 2ileee tabeee, inshallah  etlageelek bint a7san meni... 

7amad: bas ana mabi '3airich! 
matifhemeeen a7ebch ana! 
mizyan: 7amad 7ataa ana a7ebik... bas shlon? magdar! latinsaa intaa rfeej i5ooy w ana magdar asawi ib oo5ooi chithii 
7amad: mithl maa yhoon 3alaich it5ouneen i5ooch anaa mayhoun 3alay a5oun a3az 9adee8 lee! anaa moo ga3ed agoul hal kalaam for a reason!
mizyan: w shinoo hal reason? 
7amad: mizyan ithaaa 5i6abtich itwaf8een? 
mizyan: sh-inoo? 
-

(back to london) 
dalal's pov: 
we were still in starbucks! il souwalif mat5alis 
6alal: meta btrj3en yala?
Dalal: 6alool Tara ena 7ana
6alal: shasawi i miss you ib every second 
Dalal: 3yartich wla 9afeeelek el jaw al7en esra7 wemra7 
6alal: mashouf '3airich. Enta kaafy oo ma2aby '3airec abad!
faj2a walaa my phone rings 
dalal: oh hathiii jana
6alal grabbed my phone 
6alal: 5at waliii! brou7aa 3indina youm wa7ed ma3aa ba3ath! lets make the most of it! 
dalal: okk 
-
jana's pov:
kint ga3daaa adig 3alla dalal bas moo rathee itsheela! haw? il 3adaaa kil maa adig 3alaihaa itsheelaa saree3! i looked at the time? it was 8:30 yimkin lail7een ib starbucks? i need her help gabel the exam! i took my keys and went to starbucks

i went inside starbucks... w sheft shay yaraaytnee mashiftaa 

6alal? w dalal? ma3aa ba3ath? 
kent shaka eb hal shay! bas i hoped it wasnt true! a tear started to roll down my eye... they didnt notice me there were to busy gazing into eachothers eyes! smiling, talkingg! aa5 ya dalal! i hope you know how lucky you are! 

i went back to the car! w i started crying my eyes out! i layed my head on the wheel! 

i knew it! i just knew it! 

oufff the way he looks at her killed me. 6alal is supposed to be for me! Why is life so complicated? i love him! and i loved him ever since we were kids! 

I took a tissue oo msa7t dmoo3i
Ista'3farralah… alla ehaneeehom dalal tstahel kel 5air.
Fj2a wela a boy knock on my window.…
I opened the window
Jana: 5air?
The boy: 3asa mashar?
Jana: went shaku? 8elat Adab! 
And I drove off. 

I texted dalal. 
(dalool Ana ray7a el exam now, 3yazt adg oo matrden knt abeech etsa3deeni knt mu fahma a part, 3al 3moom shaklich busy. Ashufich bacher)

Dalal's pov:
Ambai 7ram Janaw. Being with 6alal doesn't mean I have to ignore Jana. She my friend!

Dalal: 6alool 7ram Jana kanat tabeni asa3d.ha!
6alal: waih mu ela. 
Dalal: emballa ela Ana ray7atlaha.
6alal grabbed my hand
6alal: Ana mashiba3t!
Dalal: en3awth.ha 6alal, el bnaya 3ndaha final!
 
I left 6alal oo called Jana bas matred!

Jana pov:
Ard Shagoul? Agoul wa5ray 3an 6alal la2any a7ba? Akhhh this is beyond hard.
I decided to ignore.

The professor: no cheating, eyes on your own paper.

Ahh madri shga3d a5rb6 a7s mu drasa shay… nsait kelshay! Eff hatha mu fahmita wala hatha wala thak! Knt m3tamda 3ala dalal! Bas 7athrat.ha esra7 wmra7 ma3a 6alool. What am I saying? Alla ehaneeehom oo yas3d.hom enshlah. 

 Back to Kuwait…
Moza pov:
Awwwh cute
Moza: oo b3dain shgltay?!
Zaina: akeed galat ok ba3ad shgalat? Laykooon Giltay shay Thani wala athb7ich!
Me and Zaina both looked at mzyan
Mzyan: magilt shay! 
Zaina: shloun? :||
Moza: ee wala shloun ya3ny thay3tay el salfa?
Mzyan: la mu chthy bas giltlaaa ena I need time to think oo ena i am still young.
Zaina: enzain ehwa shrad 3alaych? Ena shagalich? Oo shglteela?!
Moza: ee ya3ny 3a9ab? Tnarfaz?
Mzyan: hooob hoob shway shway 3alay!

7amad pov:
Rdait el bait mrta7 7asait chna ham wnzaaa7. Eli ib Galby gtalha eya.

D5alt oo 5athyt shower ebard 3ala Galby.
laman 6la3t jabalt el 6oufa afaker.
Ana gad mas2ooliyat el zawaj? Ana tawny 9'3eer oo mzyan 9'3eera ba3ad?

A message from mzyan interrupted my thoughts 

Mzyan: 7amad listen…el zawaj mas2looya oo laman tgoul klma lazem etkoun gad.ha wgdooood! Ana fakart ib Hal kalam gabel magoulik ena. Ana weyak lazem enta3arf 3ala ba3ath 3adel gabel matkoooon obu 3yayl. 

Yazenich oo yazeenich 3yalich. 
7amad: Ana gad klmeti. Oo Ana abeech bl 7alal! Mabi al3ab 3alaich oo Mabi alf oo adoor ma3ach! 

Mzyan: Adri… wel chan mawithaqt feek men bid kel el 9bayan. Bas I need to know you more. Bas promise me 6alal mayadri ib Hal shay. Don't put in mind ena Ana ra7 a'3der ib my own brother bs Tara men 7agy a3rfek 3adel

7amad: Ana mwafeq. Mzyan klamich  3ala 3ainy oo 3ala rasy. Akeed men 7agich oo men 7ag kel
Bnaya. 

Mzyan: bas maby at7acha ib rasmeyat. Akhaf.
7amad: Ely taben ensulf fee Ana 7ather
Mzyan: shga3d tsawi ;$
7amad: tawny ma5eth shower oo chna Chna sha3ry 6al barou7 ag9a
Mzyan: laaa 7amad wala 7lu laatgi9aa
intaay il wa7eedaa ilee kalamich awaamer! 
7amad: enshallaah!

w ga3adnaa insowleff laihh 9aalaaat il fayer... 

7amad: mizyan anaa lazem arou7 9alaat il fayer akalmich ba3daain! 
Mizyan: ok yallaa bye!
-
Mizyan's pov: 
talking to him was just amazing! wallaa inaa kamel wil kamel allaah! yazeenaa w yazeeen souwalfaaa! 
zaina: waai laih mitaa ya3ni bitkalmeenaa! 
mizyan: bas 5alaas ra7 9alaat ilfayerr! wallaaa eeeshaaaweg!! 
moza: ishgaal? 
mizyan: bainii anaa wiya! 
moza: chub chub! 
and she grabbed the phone from my hand w ehyaa and zayoun kanaw ga3deen yegrawn the chat! 
mizyan: legaafaa! 
moza: waiii eeshaweg! 
zayoun: bas there's one problem
mizyan: shino? 
zayoun: maagaalech a7ebich, wallaa 7abeebti walaa dali3ich! ishda3waa 3alaay! 
mizyan: aderi adrri ehoo mu nou3aa chithee
 moza: weee bit3eesheen ma3aa wa7ed maydal3ich wallaa shay! 
mizyan: waii shakoo feeni entaw? 
-
(Meanwhile in London) 
dalal's pov:
shfeehaa jana? 
laish ga3daa i6al3enii ib 7a8aara? 
kel hathaa 3ashaan i diddnt help her? shasawii lahaait ib 6aalal! 
after the exam i went up to her...

jana's pov: 
ughh laaa2 latyeen 9oubiii wa5raay 3anii! i didnt want to talk to her! not today...
dalal: janaa ana asfaa inee mashilt my phone kan moo ma3aay naseetaa bel bait 
jana: aahhh wain kintay ray7a
itchathbeeen 3alaay i know maa kintaay naseetaa? 
dalal: kent ib starbucks 
i dont know how it came out of my mouth 
jana: ahh ma3a 6alal?