Costa Mediteranea post 17

Zaina pov:
علمتني احبك..
Zaina: 3lmne kaif ansak?
I was about to tear
Khaled: Zaina le Hal drja t7bene? Medach?
كثير الي بداخلي من كلام ..
ودي ولكن خايف له أحكي
ناظر عيوني وشوف الأهتمام..
لو تكلمت شوي يمكن أبكي
Zaina: khaled, I loved you bkmel ma fne. You were the first one that I broke my rules l3yuna.
Khaled: Zaina
Zaina: no khaled I don't want to hear more, ele sm3ta more than enough
Khaled: bas--
Zaina: you promised that you'll never let go of me.
Khaled: don't make it even harder
Zaina: you boys think that girls are toys, I used to warn kel ele 7ule from love but you were so clever.
Zaina: SO CLEVER
Zaina: jedart tyeeeb rase, gdart TAKSERNE
Khaled: ma a89ed
Zaina: damek mu mt2akd mn sh3urek laish t9r7e feh?
Zaina: 3lagtnee, 3shamtne b shay ma ra7 e9er. 3ratht nafse 7ag el e7raaaj!!! 76aitne b mawqef baykhh

 حبيتك وعرضت نفسي للاحراج ماتنعطا قلب ولاتنعطا وجه
I was holding back my tears, I didn't want to cry in front of him
He didn't say a word, he was very shocked. He was used to the quite Zaina that's doesn't shout at all!

Zaina: you deserve an oscar, you are very good at acting wallahh. You made me believe that you love me.
Khaled: I did, 7baitech wal--
Zaina: LAT7LF!
He lowered his head
Zaina: b3dtne khaled?
‏ لا تبيع الي عيونه تشتريك…
Zaina: khaled latgul enk 7baitne
Khaled: wala Zaina Ysh'had alla
Zaina: 3yal mashra3 ma nsait'ne!!
Khaled gave me he back, and started walking away

Khaled's pov:
تحسب اني قدرت انساك؟ ترى كله حكي فاضي، انا مقفي و في نفسي اقول الله يرده لي

I went to the other side of the cruise, I sat down and faced the sea. The sound of the waves where so relaxing.
كل ما قلت الصبر مرسى الإماني ضمني بحر التعب من كل صوب

Ana shswait b Zaina?
ابتعادي والي صار صدقيني وباختصار
هي ظروف وعاكستني مالي فيها اي قرار

I keep rembembering what she said to me... I wish I could take back what I said to her..

I took out the pack and was about to put the ciggarete in my mouth..

*Flashbacks*
"Khaled: I'm sorry wallah Makan  qasdee athaygech
Zaina: khaled low sma7t Mabeh ashufek teshraaab Hal shay marthania
Khaled: Laishhh? Khalas mara7 ashrabhha jedaamech
Zaina: bas abeek tedakhen kelsh!
Khaled: laish?
Zaina: SHENOO LAISH? TADERI ELZEGAARAA TG9ER MEN 3OOMREK??? smela 3alaik ba3ad 3oomeren 6weel!!"
*end of flashback*

I sighed... I threw the ciggarete in the occean..

I needed it. Kent abeeehaa etray7nee bas l3yoon zainaa I wont...



zaina's pov:
I went into the room w saw aljazi sleeeping...

i quickly wiped my tears w la7aftha

الله كريم الله كريم يهون جرح الأليم...

I layed my head on my pillow hopping to get some sleep...

All I thought about was khaled
إنت مو قد الكلام كل يوم لك كلام
انت تلعب بالقلوب انت جاهل بالغرام

I love him, I'm already in love with him. How can I forget him? Why did he tell me this now? When I'm so attached to him.

I couldn't sleep, tears where rolling down my face none-stop. My eyes where burning.
bader's pov:
I finnaly found khaled.. w yaraitne malegaitaa..

He had his hand on his head.. ebayen enaa thayeg khelgaa

I didnt know what to do, I went towards khaled

bader: khaled?
he turned and looked at me.. This is the first  time I ever saw him cry! yes cry!!!

feenee welaa feek ya khaled...

bader: SHFEEEEK?
khaled: bader tekfaa rou7
bader: mara7 akhleeek! kh-khaled 3asaa ma shar?

I was scared, I didnt know what to do! I want to help khaled eb ay6areeqa! I hate seeing him like this.

khaled: BADER! ETHLEF! ROU7!
bader: HATHAA YEZAAAY YAAY ASHOUF SHFEEEK!!!!

Khaled was quite... I calmed down

bader: yaa okhooi gouleee shfeek!

khaled came and held me from my shirt...

Khaled: MATEFHAAAM!!! ENT!!!!

i was schocked... he pushed me slightly

khaled: ROU7 ROU7! bader tekfaaa mabee latkhaleenee a6ale3 7aretee feeek!!

Khaled's eyes were full of sadness I could see it.. I left without saying any word..

i could see he wanted to be alone lamaa yehdaa ill talk to him

*the next day*

khaled's pov:

لا عين يجيها نوم... ولا نفس مرتاحها...
Bader's voice interupted my thoughts

bader: yalla benrou7 netraayaag!
khaled: kany kanay
bader: moo tet2akhar theek el maraa ooboi ysaweelnaa salfaa
khaled: enshalaaah..
bader: anaa na6rek ta7at
khaled: bader
bader: halaa?
khaled: anaa asef 3ala ams
bader: laa 3ady
khaled: walaah mafrooth maa amd eede 3alaik kebart
bader: 79aaaal khair

I smiled, he left the rooom.

All I wanted to do is sit in my bed for the whole day.. makan leeh khelg shay thany.

I closed my eyes and kept remembering what she said.. I cant get her out of my mind.

Hathaa elee ana ekhtertaa.. elee kent abeeeh. I have to accept it

I got up,  and went to change my clothes


bader's pov:
I saw aljazi.. she was waiting for the elevator and offcourse I wanted to scare her.

I snuck up on her: 9BA7 ELKHAIR!!!

aljazi: entaa matyooz men 7arekatek hathe! yom men elayam betwagef galbe!

SMELA 3ALAICH!

bader: a7san 3ashaan aftak menech!

she pushed me lightly from my shoulders

aljazi: chub.. a9lan btawlah 3alaih wayed
وش ايامي بدونك وش؟ بعد عمري بلا ودك

bader: akeeed!!
aljazi: aderii!

the elevator arrived and we went down

aljazi: elyoum ma6agait all the buttons?
bader:3ashan e9eer nafes theek elmaraa w tabcheen 3alaynaa
aljazi: shakooo mabechait
i laughed: wallaah!

she laughed. one of my favorite features of aljazi her laugh a7eshaa etred elrou7

bader: aljaziii
aljazi: amer
bader: may 2amer 3alaich 3adoo khalas walaah shay
aljazi: laaa ma7eb ma7eb goul goul
bader: walaa shay khalas
aljazi: shdaaa3waaa! goulll!!!!
bader: moo shay moohem
aljazi: yalaah yallah please ma7eb!!!
bader: OHHH BAS GELT WALAA SHAY!

she laughed again... that laugh is perfection

aljazi: wayy wayed 3a9abee bser3aa tenarfaz
bader: entay etnarfezeen elwa7ed
aljazi: a777 jra7t masha3re
bader: maleeeqaaa

The elevator opened..

aljazi: tetsabag?
bader: yahel entaay shnetsabag feh?
aljazi: yallah yallah khal netsabag
bader: hablaa hablaa entay?
aljazi: khayef asbegek!
 I laughed la2na kan men9ejha bader: shakhaf menaa 9ej yahal
aljazi: yallaah 3ashaanee please

انت بس قول ابقى وانا قول حاضر انت الوحيد الي كلامك اوامر!

bader: yallaah....
aljazi: heeeyaa!!! laaaiih bab el buffet okaay?
bader: enshalah
aljazi: one, two, three, GOOOO!!!!!

we both sprinted as hard as we can, i was the one winning

I turned back to see her w 6ala3t lsane welaa i pump into something... I turned welaa oobooi...

ooboo khaled: bdaair shfeeek traketh!
bader: ha?

my eyes were on aljazi as she started to walk past the door with a hug smile on her face

oboo khaled: shfeek matred 3alay!
bader: kent abeeh aw9al on time
oboo khaled: el7emdillah wel sheker emsh bas emsh

I looked at aljazi as I went in and she sticked her tongue out at me.

zaina's pov:
6ayer men 3youne el noum. men ams w anaa mo naymah!

I HATE THIS!  I WISH forgeting someone could be easy! I used to say khaled was the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me, but now its the worst

why does love have to be so cruel? and so painful!  everything is gone now and I cant do anything about it!

bas abeh a3aref laish?  I never doubted his love! i used to see it from his eyes but it turns out even his eyes were lying!

i heard a knock on my door... maleekhelg afechaa...

zaina: meno?
omm zaina: zainaa fechay elbab!!!
zaina: enshalaah yumaa

i went and opened the door

oom zaina: haww zainaw!!! shfeeh wayhech a9far!! 3asaa ma shar shfeech??
zaina: lat7ateen bas moo naymaah 3adel!

i wanted to hug my mother and just let everything out but i knew i couldnt!

ooom zaina: yallah badlay khananzel nakel
zaina: moo meshtahyaa shay
oom zaina: yallaah emshaay!!
zainaa: enshalaah!


as we were on our way to the buffet we saw om khaled..

Om khaled: halaaa mneeraa shlonech shakhbarch?
om zaina: el7emdella entay shlonech?
on khaled: bkhair.. shlonech zainaa 7abeebty?
zaina: el7emdilaah bkhair khalty entay shlonech?
om khaled: yazeenech wallah el7emdillah zainaa
om zaina: elaa shrayech 3aysha elyoum enrou7 net3ashaa weyaa ba3aath ana weyach w e3yalna

NOOO MABEEH ASHOUF KHALED!

omkhaled: enshalahhh bas metaa tabeen?
omzaina: metaa ynasebkom? 8 zain
om khaled: enshalaah!


At first I didnt want to go but as I put some thought to it. Im going to make khaled regret what he said.

Aljaze pov:
Zaina was not ok.. She doesn't seem fine at all.
Her mood changed when my mother planned on going out with om khaled. Does she even know khaled?
I don't think klsh! zayoon mu chthe, she doesn't even believe in love.
Aljaze: zayona are you okay??
Zaina: yes I am
Aljaze: no your not!
Zaina: yes i am
Aljaze: shfech
Zaina: mafene
Aljaze: zayoon
Zaina: hala?
Aljaze: gulele?
Zaina: shgulch?
Aljaze: ely feech!! Ele sh'3el balich. Ely mthayg khlgech. Ely mkder kh6rech.  Ele 3afsech fu ta7at. Ele mgha-
Zaina: Haay Haay shfech shfech!! you asked? W getlch ma fene shay
Aljaze: hmm m3laina, Ome tgul lat2a5run fashla mwa3da el Mara 3al thiman
Zaina: agul Jazjaz?
Aljaze: ALLLAAA YA5TH JAZJAZ W ESM JAZJAZ
Zaina: Maynona????
Aljaze: yanantenee!! Gtlech ma7b a7d enadene jazjaz feleeeha
Zaina: baih Ana wain w entay wain, sm3ay
Aljaze: asm3ch gulay
Zaina: shalbs?
Aljaze: 7ag shnu?
Zaina: sha6la?! 7ag today's dinner!!
Aljaze: Weee 3shtaaaw!! 7asastne were doing on a date. B3ad shtalbsen? Ay shay!!

Zaina's pov:
A date? Oh well yes.
What to wear? I know you love the color red
I opened the closet, and picked up my red Chloe dress.
Zaina: jazy wain your red nailpolish?
Aljaze: kahuu
احمر ما يغرز
Zaina: curly wla straight?
Aljaze: hmmm
Zaina: khl9aay!
Aljaze: shrayech tswen big waves? Wavy 7lu 3laich
I  started doing my hair, the way Aljaze told me and applied some simple makeup
It really matched my face.
Aljaze: zaynooh Lbsay your channel black heals 7luuu weya ldress
Zaina: 9A7 THKARTENEEE
Aljaze: 7dech mshta6a!! Madre shwarach
Zaina: chubaaay entay, gulay 7g Ome nbe bkhur

I know how much you adore the smell of the bkhur khaled, I know you so well.
عطرك أصبح عطري المفضل بين العطور
I did what I have to do, and I'm ready to go.
Aljaze: AMBAAAAIH
Zaina: shfeech!!
Aljaze: YOU LOOK BREATHTAKING!!
Zaina: 9ej 3ad?
Aljaze: WALLAAAAAHHHH
Zaina: sm3tay el bab? Aked 3anouda w farou7. Open the door ftha7ona

Aljaze went and opened the door
Farra7: ha? Khla9taw Ome tgul- UKHHHHH
Zaina: shfeeeech t6l3ene chthe?
Farra7: you look stunning!!
Al3anoud: 7dah zayoon flawless mashallaaah!!
Zaina: emshaw zain lant2a5ar
Al3anoud: eh wala malna khlg nenzaf mn el walda. Galat ru7aw Shufaw lbnat w t3alaw
Aljaze: Yala 3yal let's go

I looked at my self for one last time in the mirror, I really looked perfectly amazing.

Aljaze's pov:
It's going to be awkward!! I have to act like I don't even know Bader.
Aljaze: wainhum?
Farra7: Ome glat bt6erna yam el fountain
Al3anoud: kahum kahum emshaaw
Om al3anoud: t2akhrtaw, Ana shmwa9etkum?
Aljaze: b3ad Zaina m2khratna
I'm al3anoud: ela wain Zaina?
I turned around, and Zaina was no where to be seen.
Aljaze: haww Knat tmshe waray
Fra7: 8ubraa bagouha
Aljaze: wee smela 3laiha!!! Shal fal?? Ana ray7a ashuf'ha

I went looking for her and found her standing near the elevator, we worried face expressions.
Aljaze: heey wainch!!
Aljaze: Zaina?
Aljaze: zayon?
Aljaze: ZAINOOOOOOOOH!!!!
Zaina: W WAY3A! SHTABEN?
Aljaze: shfech mtan7a? 9rle sa3a aklmech Mku response msabaha???
Zaina: st7aaay 3ala wayhech, wain khlte???
Aljaze: kana na6rech 9rlna sa3a, madre wain r7taaay. Ome galat le aru7 ashufech
Zaina: oh sorry bs sr7t shwy, 2a5rtkum?
Aljaze: good luck
Zaina: b what?
Aljaze: lat'3aishmain, you know what.
Zaina: Aljaze d3ele
Aljaze: tra madre shelsalfa, bs adre your up to something. Bs alla y7ageg ele eb balech etha feh khair 7gech
Zaina: alla ysma3 mnech ya ikhte l7lwa
Aljaze: look who's talking, Kalba you Look beyond pretty and attractive b this red dress
Zaina: Yala t2khra Ome tn6rba weya 5lte.

We went to them, my mother gave us the "t2khrtaw" look.
Om al3anoud: tbrak el r7man zayona mashalah t'hablen
Aljaze: E7MMMMMM
they all laughed
Om Zaina: klkum 7lweeen Yuma, bs Yala emshaw t2khra 3al mra fashla

Zaina's pov:
Our eyes met, I know I'm going to tear any min.
I miss you.
I miss you khaled.
The table was ready, with candles lightened and designed with followers.
Khaled was sitting next to his small sister, the place in front him was empty.
I was walking toward the table
Om khaled: hala walla, 7yakum
Om al3anoud: sm7ena 7abebte 3l t2kher
Om khaled: shd3wa, masmu7en tfathelaw
Aljaze: 5lte shlunch?
Om khaled: wee ya7louha!! Aljaze mu?
Om Zaina: ehhh hatha lje3da
Om khaled: rbe e7fth'ha

Khaled's pov:
I couldn't take my eyes of her
 She was so perfect Aljaze pov:
Zaina was not ok.. She doesn't seem fine at all.
Her mood changed when my mother planned on going out with om khaled. Does she even know khaled?
I don't think klsh! zayoon mu chthe, she doesn't even believe in love.
Aljaze: zayona are you okay??
Zaina: yes I am
Aljaze: no your not!
Zaina: yes i am
Aljaze: shfech
Zaina: mafene
Aljaze: zayoon
Zaina: hala?
Aljaze: gulele?
Zaina: shgulch?
Aljaze: ely feech!! Ele sh'3el balich. Ely mthayg khlgech. Ely mkder kh6rech.  Ele 3afsech fu ta7at. Ele mgha-
Zaina: Haay Haay shfech shfech!! you asked? W getlch ma fene shay
Aljaze: hmm m3laina, Ome tgul lat2a5run fashla mwa3da el Mara 3al thiman
Zaina: agul Jazjaz?
Aljaze: ALLLAAA YA5TH JAZJAZ W ESM JAZJAZ
Zaina: Maynona????
Aljaze: yanantenee!! Gtlech ma7b a7d enadene jazjaz feleeeha
Zaina: baih Ana wain w entay wain, sm3ay
Aljaze: asm3ch gulay
Zaina: shalbs?
Aljaze: 7ag shnu?
Zaina: sha6la?! 7ag today's dinner!!
Aljaze: Weee 3shtaaaw!! 7asastne were doing on a date. B3ad shtalbsen? Ay shay!!

Zaina's pov:
A date? Oh well yes.
What to wear? I know you love the color red
I opened the closet, and picked up my red Chloe dress.
Zaina: jazy wain your red nailpolish?
Aljaze: kahuu
احمر ما يغرز
Zaina: curly wla straight?
Aljaze: hmmm
Zaina: khl9aay!
Aljaze: shrayech tswen big waves? Wavy 7lu 3laich
I  started doing my hair, the way Aljaze told me and applied some simple makeup
It really matched my face.
Aljaze: zaynooh Lbsay your channel black heals 7luuu weya ldress
Zaina: 9A7 THKARTENEEE
Aljaze: 7dech mshta6a!! Madre shwarach
Zaina: chubaaay entay, gulay 7g Ome nbe bkhur

I know how much you adore the smell of the bkhur khaled, I know you so well.
عطرك أصبح عطري المفضل بين العطور
I did what I have to do, and I'm ready to go.
Aljaze: AMBAAAAIH
Zaina: shfeech!!
Aljaze: YOU LOOK BREATHTAKING!!
Zaina: 9ej 3ad?
Aljaze: WALLAAAAAHHHH
Zaina: sm3tay el bab? Aked 3anouda w farou7. Open the door ftha7ona

Aljaze went and opened the door
Farra7: ha? Khla9taw Ome tgul- UKHHHHH
Zaina: shfeeeech t6l3ene chthe?
Farra7: you look stunning!!
Al3anoud: 7dah zayoon flawless mashallaaah!!
Zaina: emshaw zain lant2a5ar
Al3anoud: eh wala malna khlg nenzaf mn el walda. Galat ru7aw Shufaw lbnat w t3alaw
Aljaze: Yala 3yal let's go

I looked at my self for one last time in the mirror, I really looked perfectly amazing.

Aljaze's pov:
It's going to be awkward!! I have to act like I don't even know Bader.
Aljaze: wainhum?
Farra7: Ome glat bt6erna yam el fountain
Al3anoud: kahum kahum emshaaw
Om al3anoud: t2akhrtaw, Ana shmwa9etkum?
Aljaze: b3ad Zaina m2khratna
I'm al3anoud: ela wain Zaina?
I turned around, and Zaina was no where to be seen.
Aljaze: haww Knat tmshe waray
Fra7: 8ubraa bagouha
Aljaze: wee smela 3laiha!!! Shal fal?? Ana ray7a ashuf'ha

I went looking for her and found her standing near the elevator, we worried face expressions.
Aljaze: heey wainch!!
Aljaze: Zaina?
Aljaze: zayon?
Aljaze: ZAINOOOOOOOOH!!!!
Zaina: W WAY3A! SHTABEN?
Aljaze: shfech mtan7a? 9rle sa3a aklmech Mku response msabaha???
Zaina: st7aaay 3ala wayhech, wain khlte???
Aljaze: kana na6rech 9rlna sa3a, madre wain r7taaay. Ome galat le aru7 ashufech
Zaina: oh sorry bs sr7t shwy, 2a5rtkum?
Aljaze: good luck
Zaina: b what?
Aljaze: lat'3aishmain, you know what.
Zaina: Aljaze d3ele
Aljaze: tra madre shelsalfa, bs adre your up to something. Bs alla y7ageg ele eb balech etha feh khair 7gech
Zaina: alla ysma3 mnech ya ikhte l7lwa
Aljaze: look who's talking, Kalba you Look beyond pretty and attractive b this red dress
Zaina: Yala t2khra Ome tn6rba weya 5lte.

We went to them, my mother gave us the "t2khrtaw" look.
Om al3anoud: tbrak el r7man zayona mashalah t'hablen
Aljaze: E7MMMMMM
they all laughed
Om Zaina: klkum 7lweeen Yuma, bs Yala emshaw t2khra 3al mra fashla

Zaina's pov:
Our eyes met, I know I'm going to tear any min.
I miss you.
I miss you khaled.
The table was ready, with candles lightened and designed with followers.
Khaled was sitting next to his small sister, the place in front him was empty.
I was walking toward the table
Om khaled: hala walla, 7yakum
Om al3anoud: sm7ena 7abebte 3l t2kher
Om khaled: shd3wa, masmu7en tfathelaw
Aljaze: 5lte shlunch?
Om khaled: wee ya7louha!! Aljaze mu?
Om Zaina: ehhh hatha lje3da
Om khaled: rbe e7fth'ha

Khaled's pov:
I couldn't take my eyes of her
 She was so perfect
Om khaled: bnat tfthlaaaw, shfekom msta7yen
she came and sat in front of me.
It's the most perfect choice my Zaina.
I miss your eyes, look at me!!
Sadly, she didn't. Her head was lowered

Zaina's pov:
I couldn't look at him, it hurts so much.
Om khaled: khal a3rfkum, hathoula khaled w Bader w Dana
Om al3anoud: ya7louhum, smela 3ala Dana zu'3aa
Om khaled: eh 3ad Dana ghair, zayoona shklha ms7ya ha?
I didn't hear what she just said, all I heard was my name.
Om khaled:  lats7en Yuma zaina khal a3rfch 3ala 3yle, hatha badraaan. 5bel w m6l3 3aineee b sh6anta
My head was still lowered
Om khaled: w hatha 3ad khaled shai5 el shabab

اسمك لاسمعته ينولد فيني إحساس
صعب وعميق وشي ماهو بمعروف
This time? I lifted my head and saw him.
Zaina: tsharfna
A tear fell automatically

الغريب يللي كنت اقرب قريب

وأغلى حبيب .. انهم يعرفوني قيك .. تشرقنا

Costa Mediteranea post 16

I know Hal mra 6wlt 3laikum wayed bs I'm excused 9a7? :p
This post is dedicated to:
@PositiveAjwan @ralolaimany @meskyr @Shahenax @asooma_e @feelingspeak_ @bentahmad_   @hoplessdreams__ @SWalsarraf and for my one and only 6ayouba @6aibakhanum;*
ENJOOOOOOOOOY!!
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(ما قدرت اصبر وجيتك قبل موعدنا بساعه
 والغريب اني لقيتك تنتظر قبلي بساعه
تنتظر؟
قبلي؟
خالد؟
خالد!؟

 HE WAS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN!!

I waited an hour..

two hours and he still not there

where could he be? What's more important than me?)

Zaina's pov:
Ley Mta bn6er ya3ne? :)
I can't believe he forgot. Shd3wa? He's the one who told me to come at this time mu Ana-.-
It's getting cold.. Very cold.
I loved the view, everything is missing khaled.
I excused khaled for today.
الغايب عذره معاه.
I looked at the sea, I started remembering the times we spent together.
على البال كل التفاصيل على البال
Oh how much I love khaled.
I love him, I really do.
I closed both of eyes and all the flashbacks came.

*Flashbacks*
Zaina: Yala 3ad Yala
Aljaze: haw shd3wa zayon Mafeha shay
Zaina: la feha w n9
Farrah: Weeeh entay sh3rfech
Zaina: la bs entay t3rfen
Al3anoud: bnat bnat serious talk, when it comes to love? Tra mu bedna
Aljaze: yeah I know, I admit this ya3ne. Bas I feel that I'm way to young to love
Farrah: bkaifech ehu? Tra Mku a certain age to love. It's comes like this.
Al3anoud: eh tra 9ej jazy, mu bedch Ekun
Zaina: eh g9ay 3la e5te g9ay, jazjaz ma3laich kela bedch.
Aljaze: YA 7MARA DONT CALL ME JAZJAZ OK?
Farrah: Zaina lat2lfen ok? Laish jrbtay?
Zaina: n3am?
Farrah: jrbtay?
Zaina: ha?
Farrah: mn gal ha? Sma3! Jrbtay?
Zaina: laish eshyfatne?
Farrah: a human. Who doesn't love?
Zaina: I don't, and I'll never will.
Farrah: you never know..
Zaina: oh well I do know, bs skray elsalfa Farrah. Ma eye mn wrach ela l5rab. W please lt5rben jazzy
Al3anoud: tra farra7 ma galat shay!!!
Zaina: kel ele Tgula 5rbee6 b5rabe6
Farrah: biye lwagt ele t8tan3ain, Yala 3anoud emshay t25rna.

*end of flashback*
I remember Farrah went wyha m39ba that day, lne klsh ma 3batrt'ha ble Tgula. Bs ya lyum ele thbatle ena klmha 9a7.
من عاب؟ ابتلاه
بس...صج الحب بلوه؟
I asked myself
الحب بلوه؟؟؟

 I'll never know, until I try.
Khaled is beyond nice, I don't think he will hurt me.  
I closed my eyes again, and hoped for the best.

Bader pov:
Her long wavy hair was being blown in the direction of the wind. Her black eyes had a lot to tell. The way she talked made me want to know more about the subject she's discussing.

Aljaze: SHRAYK??
انا رايي مع رايك يبيع و يشتري .. ياللي سكنت بناظري و اغلى علي من ناظري
Bader: bb-shnu?
Aljaze: HAWW?? 9RLE SA3A MN AKLM?
Bader: Kmlay Kmlay m3ach
Aljaze: WEE Y7THE WAIN M3AY? ELA KLSH MU M3AY
Bader: shfech? Sr7t shway my9er?
Aljaze: ZAIN WNA SHGLT? MGLT ELA EL 9EJ
Bader: zain Yala kmlaay
Aljaze: MABE
Bader: 3AN SWALF EL YHAL YALA 3AD
Aljaze: SHKU YHAL? W B3DAIN SHFEHOM EL YHAL? MKNT YAHEL? SEDA KBART MSHALAH 3LAIK??

I wanted to laugh at what she just said, bs mstk nfse.

Bader: eh seda
Aljaze: SHLOUN BALA?
Bader: madre 3nech!!! Shu2lch nafs wayhech!!!
Aljaze: ALLAAA YAZENA MN SU2AL

صدقتي

Bader: 3laich th8aaaa madre mn wain yaybat'ha. Madre mn ga9 3alaich
Aljaze: ashwa enhom e7bonha
Bader: Mnu ehma?
Aljaze: ehma ma 3rft'hum?
Bader: la ma3rft'hum, 3rfeha 3laihom
Aljaze: haw ehma 5ubre 5ubrk??
Bader: ehhhh thkart!!  Wala 5ush nas ha?
She looked at me with the corner of the eyes
Aljaze: 7dhom!! Bs Ykhe sreee3 e39booon
Bader: MN GAL SHAKU???
Aljaze: bsmellah!!! Kahum 39baw

I laughed
Bader: laish t5tar3ain lman a9r5
Aljaze: Ymken 3shan t5r3?
Bader: tra wala mu bedy, ya3ne I have anger issues
Aljaze: shlun ya3ne?
Bader: ya3ne bsr3a atnarfz, bser3a a6fer. Wtha 39bt ma3rf ele jdame.
Aljaze: shd3wa!! Latbl'3!!
Bader: MN9JE ATKLAAAAM

Aljaze pov:
I've know Bader for a short amount of time, bs I agree with him. He has anger issues. Myt7maaal!
Aljaze: waaay!! Adre bs knt at'3shmar m3ak
Bader: ma kan wagt '3shmra, knt g3d atklm mn 9je
He said that and turned his face
Aljaze: hmm z3lt?
Bader: Shku az3al?
Aljaze: madre fj2a nfst
Bader: mu mnafs
Aljaze: shd3wa Bader? I didn't mean to say that tra
Bader: mn gal z3alt? Gltay shay ez3el 3shan az3al?
Aljaze: b9ra7a? La mashuf nfse glt shay ez3l oo ystahel kel Hal nfseya!!
Bader: bkaifech mnafs?
Aljaze: latklme chthe
Bader: laish shlon tabene aklmech?
Aljaze: t9b7 3ala 5air!!
I stood up, he grabbed me from my hand.
Bader: l7tha, m5l9t klame Ana! Mat36ne thahrech w Tamshen fahma?
Aljaze: Bader enta t7taj tehdaaa shwy!
Bader: MU M3A9B MA TFHMEEEN?
Aljaze: la klsh
Bader: ALJAZE BAS
Aljaze: I'm sorry walah
Bader: don't be worry, why are you sorry?
Aljaze: I don't know, it just..
Bader: it's just shnu?
Aljaze: never mind
Bader: t7chay
Aljaze: it's just the fact m7b ashufk z3lan
He gave me a half smile
Aljaze: eh eh eth7ak
وجان بدر يشق الابتسامه
Aljaze: EH EH CHTHE MU MSA3A
Bader:  jazy
Aljaze: hala?
Bader: shrych nru7 to the very end of the cruise?
Aljaze: wayed tshuf titanic?
He laughed
Bader: 9je wala what do you think?
Aljaze: why not?
Bader: Yala emshay
Aljaze: Bader Chna a huge risk? It's windy, akhaaf e9er shay
Bader: don't worry

Bader pov's:
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on..
Bader: wayhech mu3aber!!
Aljaze: agul Bader
قول امر سمعا وطاعه يا بعد هل قلب واوجاعه
I laughed
Bader: mn ghair mtgulen adre 5yfa mbayn
Aljaze: khan rid, Chna hwant?
Bader: Yala 3ad, wedy 7ail walah
Aljaze: waaay Bader Yuma akhaaf
Bader: 3-3a6nyy edch
She stretched her hand
Bader: mra7 Ahdech lat5fen
Aljaze: ok take the lead, wana al7gek
Bader: bsmellah
The floor was slippery, knt 5yf 3laiha akthar mn ma knt 5yf 3ala nfse
Aljaze: BADEEERR!!!
She was holding my shirt so tight
Bader: SHFEEECH!! TRA I'M LOSING BALANCE SHWY SHWY
Aljaze: knt bzleg
Bader: alla yhadach, b'3na nru7 w6e
Aljaze: a7s Chna titanic, jack w rose
Bader: but rose loved jack
Aljaze: Bader
Bader: shnu..
Aljaze: mo gtlay ensay? Laish tb6el lmawthu3 again?
Bader: glt'ha mn ghair may7s
Aljaze: Bader were almost there

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Bader: close your eyes
Aljaze: Mbe Mbe
Bader: trust me
Aljaze: with my life?
Bader: with your life!

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Aljaze: afta7 3aine?
Bader: l7tha
Aljaze: ha? Aftha7?
Bader: shwy bs
Aljaze: now? Afta7?
Bader: ft7aaaay

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Aljaze pov:
I saw love in Bader's eyes, I can see in them how much he loves me.
I see him as a brother.. Not more not less.
I feel sorry for him.. I don't mean to hurt him. He's a good friend, a very good one. I admit he's the only friend I can now trust with everything. Expect my heart.
Aljaze: mashaaalaaah!! It's breathtaking
Bader: mskaaaay ede
Aljaze: ka mskaaa el handle
Bader: 5wara hathe you can't depend on it.
Aljaze: 3yal?
Bader: depend on me, I will never let you down. Trust me

I knew exactly what he meant

He held my hand
Bader: Edch bardaa
Aljaze: ljaaaw bard
He was about to take off him jacket
But a call interrupted
Bader: aloo... Hala?... Shfeek? Ukhhh... La wala?? Matshuf shar... 3ad mu wagta... Yala Yala kne yaaay

And then he closed the line
Aljaze: 3sa mashar?
Bader: mashar bs u5ouy t3ban shwy
Aljaze: m3laih ela l3fya enshalh, myshuf shar.
Bader: elshar mayeeech, ast2thn ana.

Khaled pov:
A weird feeling I never felt before, I didn't have a flue. Wala knt m9d3. The only thing that was hurting me ? Was my heart. Not because of Zaina, because of me. Yes me.

I  heard a knock on the door, Akeed it's Bader.
Khaled: b6el Elbab, mba6al
Bader: Ukhh!!!! Salmaaaat Bo waleeed!! Wayhek film
Khaled: shd3wa?
Bader: wala it looks so pale
Khaled: 9ej wala?
Bader: eh wala mbyn 3laik t3ban, klait?
Khaled: lyum el buffet mu thak el zoud
Bader: anzel a5thlek mn el bar shay?
Khaled: la mu msht'he
Bader: 3yal laish mnadene?
Khaled: Ayaaal shagoul, hatha bdal ma tgoul ag3ad m3ak awnsk
Bader: 3ad hne? Wain lwansa bel salfa? Emsh n6l3 entmasha
Khaled: agulk mafene akel? Tgule emsh entmasha.. Wain fne 7ail?
Bader: 3yal 7e6 rasek w naam
Khaled: wala ya badair ma mnek fayda meee7 mt3rf t'hawen 3lay
Bader: AFAAAA N3EEN WN 3AWEN YA 5OOOY
Khaled: eglb wayek eglb wayek
Bader: shlun b3ad yglbona?
Khaled: latst'hbel mu nag9ek
Bader: mn 9jek? Shfeek?
Khaled: Bader
Bader: mn tgul Bader? Matf2al khair klsh. Shmhabib?
Khaled: Ana ahabeb? 5lait el habab 7gek ent wrab3ek
bader: khaled aderi enaa 3laa8atnaa hal cham senaa moo thak el zoud bas ee3ez 3alay ashoufek chethe goulee shfeeek?

I wanted to tell him whats going on bas I couldnt la2naa tawaa 9gheer 3alaa hal souwalef.

bader is my little brother w mahmaa kebar ra7 ekoun okhooi el 9gheer elee I always have to protect.. not the other way around

khaled: wallah bader mader shagoulek.. im going to go take a walk.
bader: khaled... tawaa etgoul mafeek 7ayl!

i smiled and went out of the room.

zaina's pov:
I came back to the same place that me and khaled meet hoping to see him today...

6oul el youm mashefta kelesh as if he disappeared

where could he be?

I sat on the chair and looked at the stars and began to think about khaled

I never thought I would ever "fall in Love"

I used to warn my sister to never make that mistake.. but I cant call khaled a "mistake" since hes the most beautiful thing that happened to me

....: zainaa

I turned and saw khaled.. his face was so pale

سلامات حبيبي مو على بعضك سلامات

سلامات اشوف الحزن في عيونك سلامات

Zaina: khaled.. 3asaa ma shar?? esh9aayer?
khaled: zainaa. ensaayne
zaina: shqa9dek?
khaled: e3tabray kel shay baina entaha

Costa Mediteranea post 15

First of all, Jad thank you 7g kl ele s2law w t6mnaw 3lay. Mg9rtaw Jad ma ra7 ansa kl ele s2al 3ne. Le Lyom wana yu9lne eb Kik, ask, w direct messages wala  a7bkum ya a7la followers.
My leg still hurts :( bs l7mdellah 3la kl 7al. After 2 days Enshalah i have to check with the dr again 3shan eb6lonha Lnha marbo6a now. Maknt nawya I post wala I'm beyond tired bs glt ma wde a6wel akthar mn chthe. I wrote this post sree3 3shan Mnrtha 3la z3lkum;* I need feedbacks ha? :(

Last thing: this post is dedicated for/
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-plus kl ele s2al, Lu btkeb Mnu? Mkhle9 walah

 Don't forget the feedbacks please :( much need walah :(

Love you all and enjoy!!

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"Zaina: zain ya3ne shswelha??
I came closer and whispered
Khaled: t'3aren?
تغارين يا زينه وتسعدين إ حساسي بهالغيره
واحس أني لقلبج موطن وديره"

zaina's pov:
اغار من كف الهوى لا شال عطرك وانت لي

zaina: shakooo?

aljazi came.. interupting me and khaled

aljazi: yallaa bser3aa ebnerkab hal le3baa

she pointed to the game.. w kan shakelhaaa 7ad'haa etkhare3.. it was a rollercoaster and had many loops... theres no way im riding it

zaina: rou7aw rekboooha
aljazi: maraa shkebrech lail7eene etkhafeeen terkebeeen??

allah yfashlech yaaa jazzy!!! I looked at khaled welaa he was laughing

zaina: shakooo makhaaf! bas ma7eb al3aab tagleb adookh
aljazi: ehh khair..e7naa ehnaaak ta3aleelnaa
zaina: bakel awaal you3anaa...

khaled's pov:
etkhaf ha? ma6la3 khaled ethaa marakb'tha the game!

bader and danaa came

bader: haa yallah makhthait el ticket?
khaled: Hal e5th malwtkom.. anaa shway w al7agkum
bader: wain ray7 ?
khaled: shway w yaay

i left them and went to zainaa

khaled: zainaa zainaa
zaina: hala?
khaled: ta3alaay ma3aay
zaina: wain?
khaled: ta3alaaay
zaina: eh gouleee wain?
khaled: brakbech el le3ba
zaina: ay le3ba?
khaled: el roller coaster
zaina: laa laaa khaled
khaled: malyshighel ebterkbeen'ha
zaina: khaled no
khaled: embala you will.. barakbech eyahaa ya3nee barakbech eyaha
zaina: akhaaf!
khaled: wallah wanaasaaa
zaina: please khaled laaa
khaled: 3ashane 3ashaane yalaah. 9adgeene ra7 testansain!

ba3ad maa 7anait 3alay'ha she finally said yes.

zaina's pov:
صعب غيرك يقدر اقناعي
maderi shlon qna3ne maderi... i was so scared

zaina: khaled khalas hawant
khaled: goulay bismella and theres nothig to be afraid off

it was are turn to ride it.. i went in and sat and khaled sat next to me... they closed it on us

zaina: khaled khaleeehom eefechoon tekfaa tekfaaa 7ady khayfaa!!!

i was so nervous i didnt know what to do.. i could feel my body shivering from fear.. i wanted to cry

khaled put his hand in mine, i looked at his eyes
when you're around, I feel safe and warm..
cause when you're around  I can fall in love every day..

khaled: latkhafeen medam ana ma3ach? mara7 ee9eer shay Enshalah

I closed my eyes
Zaina: en--shalah

the game started.. i squeezed khaleds hand and with each looop i held it tighter

men kether makent khayfaa i didnt even say a word.. not even scream.

holding khaled's hand made the fear go away alittle.

after a minute.. the game ended. I have to admit it was,in a way, kind of fun.

khaled: ha estanastay?
zaina: akher maraa trkbneee faahem!!!
khaled: laa 3ad kan feh le3baa thanyaa eb kha6raa arkab'haa weyaach
zaina: lazem arou7 7ag ekhte w banat khaltee
khaled: keshtay feehom
zaina: laa khaled shagoul'hom
khaled: ayshay ayshay
zaina: laa khaled
khaled: enzaain belaail nafes el mookan bel ship okay?
zaina: enshallaah
khaled: yalaaa ma3aa salaaamaa
zaina: byeee
I was walking away, but he made me turn
Khaled: Zaina
Zaina: hmm shfek?
Khaled: take care, 76ay blech 3la nfsech
I smiled and continued walking

aljazi's pov:
aljazi: 7adaaa wanaasaaa marthaaaniaaa marthaania!
al3anood: taboun?
fara7: laaa laaa! feh malyoun le3baaa khan nel3ab le3baa thanyaa
aljazi: ehh okaaay.. khanerkaab el water thingi
fara7: ay wa7eda?
aljazi: hathaa elee awal shay belmagloob!
al3anood: FOUGAA YALLAH!

rekabnaa el "water thingi"  w kan 7adaa wanaasaaa! first it goes upside down and the seccond one was really long

we went out of the game w kenaa 7adnaaa embaleleeen!

fara7: bard bard!!!!
al3anood: 7adaaa bard!
aljazi: eeh la2naaa kelnaa may
fara7: laa 7elfaay wallah?
aljazi: chubbb
fara7: khana5th lena shay neshrba
al3anood: HOT CHOCOLATE!
aljazi: yalaaah saraaainaaaaa

as we were goinng to the cafe we saw bader and his sister...

aljazi: rou7aw sebgouny al7een yayatlekom

bader's pov:
bader: ya3nee danaa shasawee?? anaa 6weeel makaafeee!
dana: effff bas abee arkaab
bader: rekbay brou7ech!!!
dana: akhaaaf mabee abeee ma3aaak!
bader: ya3nee shasawee maydakhloonee a6eg elee wagef???!

aljazi came to us... allaah yabech

aljazi: 3asaa ma shar? shaklek m3a9eb
bader: hathee terkaaab ma3ach!!!

danaa came and whispered to my ear "menoo hathee?"

i whispered back "bent rfeejat oome"

dana: hiii! my name is danaa!
aljazi: halaaa danaa ana esmeee aljazi
dana: i love your namee!
aljazi: i love it tooo

bader: 6ale3 el theqaa.. enzain terkebeeen hal le3baa ma3aa danaw ekhteee la2naa anaa magdar adesh
aljazi: eeeh akeeed... emshay dana anaa arkbech
dana: thank you!!!
aljazi: 7abeebtee
bader: anaa na6erkom ehneee

Hathawl wain thleeefaw balaa? 9arleee sa3aaa na6er!!!!

w akheeraan sharefaw...

bader: WAIN KENTAW?
dana: ignore him kelaaa m3a9eb...

aljazi laughed.. and some how that calmed me down

aljazi: rekabnaa ba3ad cham le3baa
bader: laa wallaah? chan geltaww zar3eene ehne sa3aa an6erkom??
dana: sorry bader

she came and hugged me

bader: wak5ray 5al9 m3laih


dana: bader bader i want icecream!!!

there was an icecream truck shway yamnaa

bader: walaiin belsha belsha

she turned to aljazi..

dana: thankk you aljazii!! see you on the boat
aljazi smiled: see you

danaa left to the icecream truck

bader: mashkoora wanastay ekhtee
aljazi: masawainaa shay anaa estanast belal3aab akthar menha
bader: aderii feech yahel
aljazi: i take that as a compliment

Zaina pov: ( back to costa)
We enjoyed our time in Europa park, we all had a blast!
It was such a memorable day. But we all know that's something should happen at the end of the good day to ruin it right?
I was walking to the usual place at sit with khaled at night. I was one hour early but I'm sure I'll find khaled waiting before me as always.

ما قدرت اصبر وجيتك قبل موعدنا بساعه والغريب اني لقيتك تنتظر قبلي بساعه

تنتظر؟ 

قبلي؟ 

خالد؟

خالد!؟ 

 HE WAS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN!!

I waited an hour..

two hours and he still not there

where could he be? What's more important than me?