Costa Mediterranea post 21

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bader: La mabech!!!! ely maybne Mabeh. 7walt fech.. Mra? Mrtain! Wala I wont give you a third chance. Ana Bader? B3tene mra? Ab3ech malyun. Abad ma aye 3ala kaif kaifech w 3ala hawach w meshtahatech. T7mlay ntejat 8arartech w Fkray gbel latkalimain. Al7en yaya tgulen le a7bek? Abshrech tra Ana amoot fech bs 5yabtay thane.. 5ab thane fech Aljaze. Bs thane b rabe 3umra ma ra7 e5eeeb.. Tru7en entay?  Oo W ALLAH e3wthne b 3ashra mthlch.

Aljaze pov:
Aljaze: Bader
I looked into his eyes
He avoided the eye contact I died to get
Aljaze: Bader aklmek Ana
Bader: shnu buga ma glteh?
Aljaze: Maglt shay, ent gelt kelshay. Mkhlait shay ela ma glta! Mzaheb el 7ache mn gabel?
Bader: thaka2ch yajle6!
Aljaze: et6naz?
Bader: la bs a5thech 3la gad 3aglech!
Aljaze: Bader
Bader: SHTABEN SHTABEN T2KHRT
Aljaze: Yala ru7
Bader: LATRF3EN THA86E ZOUD T7CHAAAY
I remembered his words

"B3tene mra? Ab3ech malyun"

"5yabtay thane.. 5ab thane fech Aljaze"

"Tru7en entay?  Oo W ALLAH e3wthne b 3ashra mthlch"

They were like knifes!

Aljaze: tb3ne Malyon mra? Tyeb 3shra mthle? 5ybt thanek?
Bader nodded
I screamed in pain
Aljaze: I THOUGHT I WAS DIFFERENT
Bader: you were! Not anymore..
Aljaze: I'm different I know that very well!! What happened to you?!
Bader: fahmt eldnya 9a7
Aljaze: wana t3tbrne ghl6a?
Bader: Jazy I just learned my lessons
Aljaze: what is all that for?
Bader: do you think it's that easy?
Aljaze: etha Ana a7bic? Wnta et7bn-
Bader: M7EB A7AD ANA
Aljaze: tawek tgoul Abshrech tra Ana amoot fech
Bader: w kamlt jemlte eb  5yabtay thane..
Aljaze: 3yal laish tgule abshrech? Mhee bshara!!!
Bader: ahlech yan6runch..
Aljaze: yan6roun akthar! Ana ma 5l9t 7chye..
Bader: bas Ana glt kel ele 3nde oo mu mst3d asm3

Bader pov:
I gave her my back and started walking away
تحسب اني قدرت انساك؟ ترى كله حكي فاضي، انا مقفي و في نفسي اقول الله يرده لي

Aljaze: Who will replace me??
I ignored
Aljaze: Bader don't leave
Aljaze: Bader latru7
Aljaze: BADER!!
I turned.. Smiled.. And then left
I can hear her voice saying my name continuously.. But I couldn't answer.

Zaina pov:
Om Zaina: zayona sh3ndech sr7ana wtbousimain?
Zaina: la Yuma Mku shay
Om Zaina: ekhtech mu Chna t25irat? Gumay Shufeha lant2a5r
I stood and started walking toward the gate
I saw AlJaze, her face was so pale!
I rushed to her
Zaina: JAZYYY!!! SHFEEECH!!!
Aljaze: Z-AINA
I hugged her so tight and she started crying so hard.
Zaina: SMELA 3LAICH GULELE SHFECH
Aljaze: m-afne shay
I pulled her closer for another hug
Zaina: shshsh bs bs latbchen

We went to my mother because she was waiting for us and we took so long. Aljaze refused to tell me what's wrong bs sooner or later ra7 a3rf fa glt akhleha 3la ra7t'ha ma kan wde ath8a6 3laiha.

Om zaina: WAINKUM T2KHRNAAA!

Khaled pov:
I was thinking of her nonstop
I didn't receive an answer.. It is a yes or a no.
What will happen when I arrive back home?
Will I be able to see her?
Will I be able to know where she lives?
The problem is I don't even have her number.. Not even her twitter, Instagram account or even Kik.
Bo Khaled: KHALOUD
khaled: h-ala Yuba amer?
Bo khaled: 9rle sa3a mn aklm?
Khaled: Asf  knt sar7an
Bo khaled: ma 3laina, ru7 nad e5uk madre wain ra7.. Yala lant25ar last call
Khaled: wena twa kan hne?
Bo khaled: 9adgne Lu adre chan ma s2ltek
Khaled: enshlah al7en agum ashufa
Om khaled: 3yal Ana oo ebok w e5tk na9bkum el 6yra?
Khaled: eh Yuma 3la ma Danity tetma56ar ela 6rat el 6yara
Dana: heey that was nasty!!
Khaled: I said nothing but the truth
Dana: baba shuf khaled
Dana gave my father a sad puppy face
No khaled: khaloud mlna 5lg swalf.. Gum shuf ekhouk
I laughed
Khaled: Enshalah

Bader pov:
ماقدرت ارمي احاسيسي وراي ، ولا قدرت انسى المحبه واهجرك .. جرحك اكبر من تفاصيلك معاي كيف اغمض عن جروحي واعذرك!
She not excused
She told me that she love me.. But she took so long.
I still love her?
No I don't اعشقها
I miss her already
I miss her beautiful eyes  ياللي مثل جمال عيونك مالمحت
I miss her beautiful smile
I miss her amazing voice
احب صوتك نبرتك شكلك كلامك ضحكتك

*cough* *cough*
Why am I coughing? Is it because it's my first time?
Why am I doing this?
Stranger: are you okay?
I was holding my chest
I nodded
I saw Khaled approaching
Khaled: ENT MN MTA TDA5N
Bader: mn Lyom w raye7
Khaled: BADOUR MN GA9 3LAIK W GAYLEK JARBHA?!

Aljaze pov:
we finally arrived at kuwait.. I was having a major headache.
I didn't sleep all flight.. I was thinking about Bader.. Badraan.. My one and only Bader.
The plane stopped and I was looking out the window.. The sky seems to be missing something
لي غاب البدر انطفى نور السما
Zaina rubbed my shoulders
Zaina: jazy 7abebty Yala emshy
I faked a smile
Jazy: yallah
صار الوطن بعدك من الناس خالي
صار الوطن غربه بعد مافقدناك
Om zaina: Yuma Ana ray7a Wya 5ltech Enshuf eljn6.. 6l3ay ente w e5tch gblna Shufaw wain el sayeg
Zaina: eh enshlah Yuma
 Me and Zaina where walking to the door.. As soon as the door open I saw....
Zaina: JAZY EMSHAY SARE3 W NZLAY RASECH
وانا ناقص حب ثاني انجرح منه واعاني؟
Jazy: OMG HATHA SHYAYBAAAA!!

Costa Mediterranea post 20

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"Aljaze pov:
Aljaze: Bader
Bader: hala?
Aljaze: shfek twaz3 ebtisamat?
Bader: mstans 5lene
Aljaze: Yala 3yal Ana d5t, barou7 Anam khlek mtans badraan ya 3saa Dom Hal Wanasa
I stood up ready to leave, he grabbed my hand
Bader: khalch latru7en

I don't know what is going on.. I don't know what I'm feeling in my stomach… AM I FEELING BUTTERFLIES??
OMG AM I INLOVE WITH BADER???"

Bader: shfeech tn7taaay?
Aljaze:sh--nu
Bader: ta96eeeel mush Mumkn!!! Ru7ay nmay yuba t9b7en 3ala khair
I realized that Bader was still holding my hand
I CAN FEEEL MY FACE TURN RED!!
Aljaze: wnta mn ahla!!
Bader: agoul jazy?
Aljaze: hmmm
Bader: Ia bs wala shay
Aljaze: TADRE MA7B HAL 7RKAAA
Bader: la walla bs ensay
Aljaze: Yala zain goodnight bs bacher ra7 tgule ok?

I knew he was going to say I love you, I can't wait till tomorrow to reply with (I love you too).

Bader: 3la khair Enshalah.

Khaled pov:
I'm speechless and I really don't  know what to say, I will miss her more than she expects.
She was facing the sea, her hair was being blown in the direction of the wind.
I was busy looking at her beauty
Zaina: khaled
Khaled: 3youn khaled
Zaina: bach-er
Khaled: latkamlen
Zaina: bt5lnee..
Khaled: may5thne ela el mout
Zaina: khaled bacher..
Khaled: Zaina let's life the moment!
Zaina: bs bacher..
Her eyes started to tear
I rubbed her back
Khaled: shshsh bs bs
She whispered
Zaina: I love you
Khaled: moreeee!!!
Zaina: look at the sky
Khaled: I'm busy looking deep into your eyes
She blushed
Khaled: I see true love!!
Zaina: Tadre el sma 7lwa?
She was trying to change the subject
Khaled: mu a7la mnech
You're a sky full of stars
Zaina: 7abebe
Khaled: SHGLTAY?
Her faced turned red
Zaina: yoaaah Khaled
Khaled: lail7en tst7en Mne?
Zaina: tra Ana dkht.. Bagum An--
Khaled: wain wain
Zaina: baru7 eldar dkht
Khaled: t3laay
I pointed on my lap
Zaina: awl mra r7tek mu zgayer
Khaled: wna Cham Zaina 3nde? Wagft walaaa
Zaina: mmmm  I'm so sleepy
I was playing with her hair
Unit she fell asleep..
I smiled... ta3awadt 3alaihaa

I cant believe bacher akher youm w ba3daain neftereg...

Matekhayalt feh youm at3alag eb wa7daa nafes mata3algt eb zaina

9ej we only spent a couple of months together.. bas mat9awer ayaame bedounhaa!
اه لو تدري حبيبي كيف ايامي بدونك تسرق العمر وتفوت
I sighed.. It ended too quickly! If there is only a way that will keep us together.

khaled: zainaa 7abeebeeteee goumaay
zainaa: hmmm?
khaled: elwagt met2akher yallah emshay..
zainaa: mabe e9er bacher
khaled: walaa ana
zaina: bacher el9eb7 ta3al hne
khaled: enshallah!

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*next day*

zaina's pov:

This was the last day! todaaay Im going back to kuwait!

I dont know what will Happen between me and khaled after this!

mabee astemer belghala6 bas mabe i leave khaled! mara7 agdar 3alaa efraaga!

I turned to see if aljazi was in her bed, but she wasnt.. elthaaher ge3adat!

I got up, and started making my bag! I dont want this cruise to end!
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aljazi's pov:

I was sitting on a table near the pool.. waiting for bader to wake up!

I cant wait to tell him that I love him! I spent the whole night thinking about it and Im absulotely sure that I love him!

I smiled at the thought of him... he came towards me

bader: 9abaaa7 elkhaaaairrrr
aljazi: 9abaa7 elnoor
bader: shemga3dech embacher?
I smiled aljazi: magedart anaam
bader: laaisssh?
I ignored his question,
 aljazi: sheno kent tabee etgoulaa ams?
 he rubbed his head
bader: maderi wallah nesait!
i pushed his shoulder,
aljazi: latchaatheb goul!!
bader: men9ejeee nesait!!!
aljazi: okay!!!
 I got up.....
bader: hay wain ray7aa ta3alaay ta3aalaay thekart!
I turned around and smiled
aljazi: shenoo? shenooo alshay???!!!!!
bader smiled,: ta3alaay ge3daay 3ashaaan ma7ad yesmaa3!
aljazi: kanee ga3adt ga3adt shenoo!!!
bader came closer....
bader: aanaaa....
aljazi: eeh?
bader : khalas walaa shaay

 he started laughing!! waaiiiii!! yerfa3 elthaaaagh6!!!!!

aljazi: khalass mabee a3aref zain!!

I got up and  walked awaay.. bader followed me

bader: elyoum akher youm! ta3alay ta3alaay!
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zaina's pov:

ماقدرت اصبر وجيتك قبل موعدنا بساعه والغريب اني لقيتك تنتظر قبلي بساعه...!

My eyes started to tear.. I dont want this to end

zaina: kh-khaaled!
khaled: 3youna!
zaina: sheno ra7 nsawe? is it all over?
khaled: SHHH! I will never let you go sam3a?

I really dont know what will happen after this...  Khaled became a huge part of my life that Im not ready to let go of!

I sat down on the chair.. and wiped my tears

zaina: lanfaaker eb hathaa elshaay chenaa mara7 ee9er! khansawlef nafes kel mara chena mo akher mara ensawlef feeha

I held back my tears... khaled came and sat next to me

khaled: 7ather!
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bader's pov:

Ta3awadt 3alaiha? wayed!  bas shasawe?

offcourse I remember what I wanted to say to her yesterday, but i'll just keeep it to myslef!

ta3abt w anaa I tell her I love you w ehyaaa tadgerne!

medaam she see us as just friends? thats what we'll be!

aljazi: this is the last time you will see me!
Im going to miss you so much!
bader: eeh matshoufeene 6ayer men el far7a?
wayh aljazi e3tefas: Eeh 9a7 a9laan mategdar 3alaa frage
bader: khair enshallah!
aljazi: tabee el9ara7a? I will miss you
 wayhaaaa 9ar a7maar
bader:  shfeeh wayhech 9ar 6oomaa6aaaa mayloug!
        tenarfezt again,
bader: wetgouleen ana bser3a atnarfaz... I will miss you tooo!
  I smiled and she smiled back!
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khaled's pov:

I was staring at those eyes ellee mayenmal menhom!

I cant let her go! I wont let her go!  enradaaainaa lekuwait? it will be all over! and I dont know what will happen!

men ams w anaa afaker eb hal shay! I couldnt sleep!
I know what to do!

zainaa's voice brought me back to reality..

zaina: Khaled!!! anaa asawelf 7ag nafsee?
khaled: a7ebech!
 zainaaa blushed..
khaled: a7EBECH!
zainaa blushed harder
zaina: ohh bas khaled!
khaled: zainaa feh shay-
zaina: khaled anaa lazem arou7! 6ale3 esa3aa cham! akeed oome ga3daa etdawrne!
      I stayed quite... zainaa's eyes began to tear, I wiped her tears
zaina: khaled mabee aroo7

I Hugged her really hard.. zainaa I promise enaa I will never leave you!
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Bader's pov:

I didnt want her to go, I didnt want  her to leave

aljazi: bader anaa lazem arou7.. ethaaa feh shay tabe etgoulaa goulaa

she looked straight into my eyes as if she wanted me to tell her I love her!

I toook a deep breath: deerbalech 3alaa nafesech jazi

She smiled.. bas kan ebayen enaa it was a fake smile: enshalaah wentaa ba3ad!

Aljazi was holding back her tears, I could see it! I didnt know what to do

Aljazi: ma3aaa salaama bader!
قال الوداع ومقصده يجرح القلب...
bader: ma3aa salaamaa aljazi!

and she left me her.. I will never forget her.
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zaina's pov:
 I was standing by myself.. as I was loooking at the cruise.. Mara7 ansaa kelshaay 9ar! khaled mara7 ansaa 6oul 3oomre! after I go back to kuwaitt? maderi what will happen! The day I told khaled I love him.. The day he told me I love you.. The days we spent together I will never forget them!

Aljazi's pov:
   I was standing next to my mother, I took a moment to look at the cruise. It was the best summer! Bader? Ehwaa eelee 7alaa! Elmeshkela? after we go back to kuwait I will never see him again! Its clear that He wont say it again so is it up to me? Lazem anaa arou7 w agoulaa!

Bader's pov:
Kent ga3ed a6ale3 the cruise.. I sighed... I loved her with all my heart bas makaan feeh ne9eeb. Allah Kareem! ashwaa enaa re7t hal cruise If I didnt go, I would never have met aljazi! Medaam et3ezeene methl ekhoohaa faa ana al7een ba3zehaa methl ekhtee! I will miss her so much!

khaled's pov:
Kent ga3ed asa3ed oobooi a7e6 lejnaaa6 bel taxi... lazem arou7 7ag zainaa There is something I need to tell her! I will not let her go like this! Abeehaa t3aref enaa anaa mara7 akhaleeha! 9ej ma3erfhaa menzeman bas I love her I truley do!

I saw her standing by herself

khaled: yubaa anaa al7een raje3
bu khaled: lat6awel!
khaled: enshalaah!!!

I rushed towards zaina...

khaled: mabee arou7 elaa lamaa i tell you thiss!
zaina: khaled rou7 la7ad eshoufnaa!
khaled: khal eshoufnaa!
zaina: khaled tekfa!
khaled: moo gabel maa agoulech hal shay!
om zaina: Zainnaaa ZAINAA!
zaina: khaled oome etnadeene!
     she was about to leave but I held her hand
khaled: ethaa khe6abtech terthain?
om zaina: ZAINAAA!

her faced was shocked.. she let go of my hand and ran towards her mother...
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aljazi's pov:

OK I NEED TO TALK TO BADER!

aljazi: mama anaaa al7een rada!
oom aljazi: wain 3alaa alaah? Benroo7!
aljazi: ahh basaalem 3alaa bent rfeejtech
oom aljazi: laish bala?
aljazi: 7araam wayed kent ag3ad ma3aha!
oom aljazi: moo et6awleen! na6reenech saree3!
aljazi: enshallaah!

3ala 7athee bader kan ma3aa ekhta! yessss!!!  I walked toward them

dana: Aljaaziii!!!!!!!
she came and huggeed me
dana: Im going to miss you!
aljazi: 7abeebte anaa akthar!

bader: danaa rou7aay 7ag khalood anaa al7een yaaay
dana: enshalaah! bas lat6awel

she waved goodbye and I waved back. bader came closer to me

bader: 3asaa ma shar aljazi?
aljazi: bader theres something you need to know, w ana khayfaa etha magelt? I regret it
bader: tefaathelaay goulaaay

I closed my eyes and toook a deeep breath

aljazi: bader... I love you!!!

bader's pov:
  I was waiting for her to say it.. bas lamaa galeta? I didnt want it.

bader: bas anaa maabeech!

aljazi's voice cracked: ma-matabeene?

bader: La mabech!!!! ely maybne Mabeh. 7walt fech.. Mra? Mrtain! Wala I wont give you a third chance. Ana Bader? B3tene mra? Ab3ech malyun. Abad ma aye 3ala kaif kaifech w 3ala hawach w meshtahatech. T7mlay ntejat 8arartech w Fkray gbel latkalimain. Al7en yaya tgulen le a7bek? Abshrech tra Ana amoot fech bs 5yabtay thane.. 5ab thane fech Aljaze. Bs thane b rabe 3umra ma ra7 e5eeeb.. Tru7en entay?  Oo W ALLAH e3wthne b 3ashra mthlch.

Costa Mediterranea post 19

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"Dana: good morning big bro, mama tgul tell to Khaled to pack
Khaled: why?  We are going to Paris?
Dana:  i wish!
Khaled: Cannes? Niece?
Dana: Kuwait
Khaled: SHNUU!!!????? 9RLNAA 3 MONTHS? MASRAAAA3!!"

Khaled pov:
I didn't get enough of her, mashb3t. T3wadt a9be7 kel yoam 3laiha w ma gam ehanaly Noam ela la sm3t mnha goodnight.
Khaled: Dana are you sure?
Dana: why are you stressed out? Mama told me this afternoon!
Khaled: Dana reday 3la gad el su2al! Are you sure?
Dana: kinda
Khaled: EE WLA LA
Dana: I---I don't know

Gmt a9rkh 3la Dana mn ghayr m7s, 6l3t 7artee kela feha m3nha klsh mlha sh'3el maskena.
I took the room key, left the room and closed the door behind.

*knock knock*
Om khaled: haw mn yayna Hal 7za??
Bo khaled: Akeed bdair lazem eswe action mat3rfena?
Om khaled: eh wnt 9aj, bu 6bay3 mayouz 3an 6b3a khal agum ashuf shyabe Hal mra kel yoam 6al3 Lena b fantag

She opened the door, and saw my depressed face.
Khaled: Yuma
Om khaled. Hala Yuma 7beby enta shfeeek!! Mareth?
Khaled: Yuma t3ban
She stretched her hand to check if I have fever
Khaled: la Yuma mu m9akhn, bs rse y3wrne shwy
Om khaled: t3al Yuma a36eek Panadol ery7ek shwy

I entered the room and saw my father laying in bed and watching TV
Bo khaled: 3sa mashar shfek yuba?
Khaled: mashar yuba bs m9ad3 shwy
Bo khaled: m3laik ela l3fya enshlah
Khaled: ela yuba agulk
Bo khaled: Sam
Khaled: Mta rj3en el dera?
My mother interrupted
Om khaled: tefthal Yuma, Hak el may…gul bsmellah
 Khaled: tslmen Yelghalya
Om khaled: Yala rou7 7e6 rasek w nam, warak Safra
Khaled: SHSAFRITA!! ANA TAWNE AS2AL OBOUY 3N MTA TGULEN LE BACHER??? SHNU AKHER MAN YA3LAAAM??!!?
Om khaled: Ana mwa9ya Dana t36ek 5bar
My heart ached
Khaled: CHAK BOOOM YALA PACK??? YA3NE SHNUU BACHER RAJ3EN
Bo khaled: KHALED G9ER 7SEK SHFEK T9R5???
Khaled: YUBA 3AN ETHNEK BAROU7 AZHEB SH'3LE
 I left the room and slammed the door behind…
The last thing I heard was my father saying "shfeh hatha d5el 3laina bshara"
I don't know why, I don't know how but I found my self standing in front of Zaina's room.
I Started knocking on the door mn ghayr ma7s chne maynon. the room was so quite!
Seconds later, she opened the door.
Zaina: khaled?
Khaled: ZAINA!! TADREN BACHER BNRU7?? TADREN 3UGB BACHER MRA7 NSHUF B3ATH!!
Zaina: khaled g9er 9utk!!!
Khaled: MNE MG9RA ZAINA MRA7 AG9RA
I pulled her out of the room
Zaina: OMG KHALED YNAIT WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!
Khaled: EHHH EHHH YNAIT!! FJ2A EGULON LE MRA7 ASHUFCH FAHMATNE SHAGUL???
Zaina: khaled shuf shuf shlbsaa my pj's!!!
Khaled: ZAINA FHMENE SHAGUL
Zaina: en6erne ab6el w a6l3 Lek!!
Khaled: LAT6WLEEN MAFENE 9BER

Zaina pov:
والله مكان الفرق اختياري!!
I chose something to wear 3al sree3 and went out.
I saw him standing next to door w mu 3la b3tha klsh
Zaina: khaled
He didn't respond
He held me from my hand and started walking fast
My heart beasts accelerated…
Where the hell are we going??
Zaina: ay ay 3wart ede
He didn't respond
Shfeeeh???
He finally stopped at my fav place in the cruise
I said in a low tone
Zaina: laish ybtne hne?
Khaled: Zaina Lana akher yoam Hal mukan yjm3na
Zaina: khaled I don't want to say goodbye
My eyes started to tear, he came closer and rubbed my shoulders.
Khaled: shshsh latbchen
Zaina: kh--aled
Khaled: 3yun khaled
Zaina: t3wadt *sniff* 3laik
Khaled: Zaina, I won't give up on you
Zaina: I'm afraid to lose you
Khaled: Zaina latgulen chthe
Zaina: bs khaled bacher ra7 ensaf--
Khaled: bs latkmlen
Zaina: this is the end?
Khaled: i will stay by you even till the last breath i have. What end are you talking about??
Zaina: khaled klhum egulon chthe w eg6on el bnat akher shay 3la 95ar
Khaled: bs Ana mu mth'lhum Ana mu ehma ANA KHALED
my whole body shivered when he said his name
I looked at him and smiled
يا غير عن كل القلوب وغير عن كل البشر
Khaled: zayona t3lay
He stretched both of his hands
Zaina: in your dreams
Khaled: tekfa! It's my last change
I wanted to hug him so bad bs ma trbait 3la chthe
He gave me a look
Akhh he's my weakness!! I could help…I could help but hug him.

Khaled pov:
I didn't want to let to of her…
She pulled her self away.
She was blushing continuously
I saw  true love somewhere in my zaina's beautiful eyes
Khaled: alla y7fthech wkhlech le
She smiled
Khaled: Zaina I never loved a girl as much as I love you
Zaina: you loved before me??
Khaled: m3tabra 7ub. L3eb yahal
Zaina: klmtha!??
Khaled:  la la layru7 balech b3eed
Zaina: hmmm
Khaled: m7ad mla Hal 3ain ghrech!!
Zaina: ge9 3lay bklmtain
Khaled: mn galb wala mu mbyn? Shufay 3yune
Her eyes were on the ground
Khaled: heey rf3ay rasech
She didn't
Mskt wayha gently w rf3t ras'ha forcing her to have an eye contact with me.
Khaled: lajel 3ainech mu bas tkram alf 3ain!! Lajel 3ainech ekhthe 3yune w l3bay bntharha
 يا سيد الاحساس!!!
Zaina: ahh a7bekk
She came and gave me a side huge
…ZAINA!!!

Aljaze's pove:
No Zaina don't disappoint me please. Mnu hatha? W why the hell are you hugging him???
Zaina: I can explain
Aljaze: OMG ZAINA EXPLAIN WHAT? AY EXCUSE BRAG3LECH ELE SWAITEH
Zaina: lat9arkheeen!!
Aljaze: AMBAIIIHH ZAINA STW3BTAY SHKNTAY TSWEN? YOU WERE HUGGING A STRANGER!!
Zaina: jazy ajlay el salfa ley el ghrfa
Aljaze: MAT2AJAL!! MNE GADRA ASHUFECH!!
Zaina: JAZYYY
Aljaze: you used to warn me from all this!!! 6l3 bas 7che w klam fathe entay mu gada!!

Zaina: JAZYYY…
Aljaze: hathe a5rat tarbiyat mama fech???
Zaina: khal afhmech
Aljaze: mne gadra a3threch wala wde afhmech
Zaina: may9er
Aljaze: mu entay tgulen le shnu y9er w shnu may9er. Laish ele swaiteh e9er????
Khaled: bs ekhtech g3d tbche!!! 7ram 3laich Shufeha
Aljaze: 7ram?? T3rf l7ram??? 5lna mn ekhte ma fkart eb ekhtec gabel ma tl3ab b3gel ekhte? Tra wala mu l3ba!! Wle tswe b bnat el nas bacher bred 3la omek wla ekhtek
He ignored what I just said, he turned and looked at Zaina.
Zaina: khaled Mumken tkhlena shwy?
Khaled: are you sure?
Aljaze: tra Ana ekhtha btw latswe nfsek 5yf 3laiha
Khaled: w rab el k3ba el 7shema l5tech, hatha ele nag9 Hal 6oul w elsanech? DABALATCH

Zaina's pov:
Khaled gave us his back and left, I was so ashamed of myself.
I didn't know what to even say!!
I started to cry
Aljaze felt sorry for me
Aljaze: laish bs gulele laish
Zaina: madre *snif* madre j--azy wala madre
Aljaze: laish swaitay shay '3l6 wntay 3rfa ena ghl6
Zaina: Jazy 3gle ma kan weyay
Aljaze: bla kan weyach bs entay fkrtay bglbech
يا سارق القلب!!
Zaina: EE
Aljaze: W WAY3E TWYA3 El 3DU
I can feel that my face reaction changed
Aljaze couldn't help but laugh
Zaina: JAZYOOUUH KHABLA?
She came and gave me a a huge
I started crying
Zaina: I'm sorry
Aljaze: ele glta fe m9l7tech
Zaina: adre bs wala khaled ghair
Aljaze: sm3t el kalam mn wayed nas kel wa7da etgul ele tklma ghayr 3yl mn buga ele mu ghair?

I admit that she was 100% right

Zaina: ee bs--
Aljaze: la bs wala shay, entay Akbar mne w 3rfa m9l7tech wain w ham 3arfa el 9a7 mn el ghl6
Zaina: ja--
Aljaze: Ana a7s ene I over reacted bs lne Jad en9dmt. Wde aru7 a3tither 7g khaled mbyn ena tnarfz mn el 7che
Zaina: ma5laitay shay ela ma glteh ma chne e5tech chne 3adotech w na6ra el zala 3lay!!
Aljaze: 3yal taben agulch 3afya 3al sha6ra wa9fglech?
Zaina: emshay emshay khl9ene

Khaled pov:
Alla khlag w farg wla hthe ekht Zaina? Knt wa9l 7ady!!! Full mntarfz
Ma w3at el Zaina mjbla 3lay
I automatically smiled
Zaina: khaled
قول آمر سمعا وطاعه يا بعد هالقلب وأوجاعه
Khaled: 3sach bkhair? 3sa ma sm3ty klma tqthech??
I smiled
Zaina: jazy yaya t3t'ther 3n ele 9ar msa3
Khaled: ma3thora yuba bs wainha?
Zaina: r7at tshtre red velvet
Khaled: 3la sas yaya t3tither!!
Zaina: tgul fashla w male wayh ashufa
Khaled: emshay

Zaina's pov:
We both started walking toward jaz jaz, she was busy eating her red velvet and looking toward the seaside.
Khaled: e7mm
Jazzy jumped in her place
Aljaze: OMG FASHLA I DONT WANT TO SEA YOU EVER AGAIN
Khaled: yuba khl9 79al khair ensay
Aljaze: hmmm it's kinda awkward lazem Amshe
Khaled laughed
Zaina: jazjaz
She turned
Aljaze: FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME DONT CALL ME JA--
Zaina: a7bech
AlJaze: zayoon agulch yaha jdam khaled you deserve the best. Atmana Ekun ystahel wa7da nfsech w e3ref 8mtech
Zaina: UKHHHH SHAL KALAM LM9AF9AF
Aljaze: zayoon bru7a 6l3 bl 8a9b!! Yala ast2thn Ana.. Have fun on your last day love birds
Khaled: birds?
Aljaze: duuuuuh chthe egulon bl movies
And she left us.
Khaled: so it's our are last day zaina?

Bader's pov:
وداعيه يا آخر ليله تجمعنا
I was waiting for her in the same place.
She came, and sat down
Aljaze: ha yay mbacher lyum?
Bader: la mbcher wla shay, entay ele mt2akhra
Aljaze: eh maybe
Bader: shufene
Aljaze: haw Bader shfek
Bader: entay bachya 9a7??
Aljaze: ghayr el salfa mu bachya
Bader: etheg khlgech wana mawjood?
Aljaze: madre shdkhal b 3aine
Bader: mu Yahel Ana!!!
Aljaze: Bader are you please change the subject?
Bader: ele yr7ech Ana asweeh
Aljaze: Bader
Bader: gulay
Aljaze: your a good friend

That made my year!!

Aljaze pov:
Aljaze: Bader
Bader: hala?
Aljaze: shfek twaz3 ebtisamat?
Bader: mstans 5lene
Aljaze: Yala 3yal Ana d5t, barou7 Anam khlek mtans badraan ya 3saa Dom Hal Wanasa
I stood up ready to leave, he grabbed my hand
Bader: khalch latru7en

I don't know what is going on.. I don't know what I'm feeling in my stomach… AM I FEELING BUTTERFLIES??
OMG AM I INLOVE WITH BADER???

Costa Mediterranea post 18

3eedkum mbarak, w kel 3am wntaw b2lf khayr.
3thurone for not posting the previous days bs ensh'3lt wayed.
I hope you all love this post and I miss your feedbacks "wink wink" :p
This post is dedicated to all of my beloved readers!
AND ENJOOY
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"Om khaled: w hatha 3ad khaled shai5 el shabab
اسمك لاسمعته ينولد فيني إحساس
صعب وعميق وشي ماهو بمعروف
This time? I lifted my head and saw him.
Zaina: tsharfna
A tear fell automatically
الغريب يللي كنت اقرب قريب
وأغلى حبيب .. انهم يعرفوني قيك .. تشرفنا"

Khaled pov:
She knew me before you all do..
Khaled: elsharf le wala
She faked a smile and continued forcing her self to eat.
 Om khaled: Yuma Zaina a76lech pasta?
Zaina: la 5lte, I'm full el7mdellah
Om khaled: ay full! 63ay 97nech 3ala 7a6ita ma klaitay shay
Zaina: mkla gbel ma aye
Aljaze: liar liar pants on fire!
Zaina: jazy!!
Om khaled: zayona el akel mu 3jbch? Nghyra
Zaina: la tslmen khlte wala bs a7sne shb3ana
Om khaled: shufay bntch Shufeha
Om Zaina: zaynouh eklay Yuma eklay
Zaina: klait Yuma
Bader: khlaw el bnt 3la r7t'ha yakhe ma tbe
She looked at Bader and smiled, it killed me.
As they say jealousy kills
Zaina: hahaha Ana ry7a ashm swayat hawa. 3an ethnkum

Aljaze's pov;
As much as I enjoy annoying zayoon and getting on her nerves I regretted saying "liar liar pants on fire". Something is wrong, Zaina mu 3la b3th.ha klsh. I tried to get rid of the negative thoughts and continued eating.
Aljaze: A777
I looked at Bader and he was holding back his laugher
Om Zaina: haww shfech smela 3laich!!
Aljaze: ha? La mafene
Om Zaina: 6ul 3mrech habla
La la Yuma not now tkfain
I looked at Bader and he was laughing already.
Om khaled: bdair Yuma 3aib
Bader: Asf Yuma
Om Zaina: Waih khle ma glt ela el 9j
Aljaze: YUMAAAA
Om Zaina: 7abebty bnayte
Aljaze: habla ha? 7g el shamata ya s3aad!
I looked at Bader and he was still laughing.
Aljaze: shftay Yuma? Khlaitene shimata
Om khaled: Yala 3ad tra Martha 3ala jazy el7lwa
Aljaze; 3shaaat khlte!!
Khaled: el7mdellah, akramkum alla.
Om khaled: khaled 7abeby?

Khaled pov:
 I turned to her, and faked a smile.
Khaled: hala Yuma?
Om Khaled: wain ray7?
Khaled: fe hne a shop ebe3 tanning products
Om khaled: bs ya Yuma mu zainlek el tan entaw ma tgron? Hal amrath el m5talfa smela 3laikum
Bader: Yuma Yuma Ana ele abeeh mu ehwa
Om Khaled: wnta thed el shams?
Bader: hahahay tnakteeen Yuma?
Om khaled: Badoor w way3a gadek Ana!!!
Bader: la Yuma el smo7a bs g6tech nar
Om khaled: etdanaz Wya wayhek?
Bader: shfee wayhe!!
Om khaled: Jaikar 6al3 3ala ebook
Bader: ashwa ena lkel egul ashb'hech!!
Om khaled: 3yal 6agek el ml7
Khaled: Yuma shklech entay w Bader m6wlen, Ana mashe
Om Zaina: khaled Yuma etha shft Zayona b6rejk, Gulaha trja3 bs latb3ed khu ehya tnsa nfsha awl ma t76 Hal headphone
I nodded and went

Zaina's pov:
I was facing the sea, and my headphones were plugged in.
احبك أيه احبك هذا حظي اللي ان كتب
ودربي اللي امشيه وادري به تعب
I loved the view!!  I felt Brocken and lost.
I needed my father the most.
After all I'm daddy's girl, not Khaled's.

Khaled pov:
I saw her sitting on a chair facing the sea, and started walking towards her kan  Galbe yasbgne gabel reli
آه لو تدري اذا شفتك شيصير امشي مدري شلون امشي ترتبك مني الخطاوي وما احس بالناس حولي
Khaled: Zaina?
She turned
Zaina: Khaled?
Khaled: umech tgul rday

Zaina's pov:
That's all you want to say?
Zaina: enshalah, ray7tlhum now
Khaled: Zaina kntay tabchen?
I smiled, you know this smile that hold back the tears? Yes this one
Zaina: la, maknt g3d abche
Khaled: 3yunch 7amra
Zaina: ahh ymken d5al feha shay? Madre wala
Khaled: ashuf t3alay
He took a step closer, I took a step back
Khaled: bs bashuf 3yunch!!
Rf3t rase, he was looking into my eyes
Khaled: 3yunch mafeha shay, entay kntay tabchen. Zaina 3yunch tgul kalam mayngal
من دون ما اشره شرھتِي فِي عيوني عمر العتب مَ كان له صوت عالي
Zaina: yes i was crying, don't act like nothing happened!
Khaled: Zaina..
Zaina: yala Ana ray7a
His hand stopped me
Khaled: l7tha
Khaled stretched his hands
I ran and threw my self on his chest, It was the first time I hug him.
I cried my heart out, I needed this hug.
He was rubbing his hands on my back and whispering "a7bech" continuously
His Ralph Lauren  perfume filled my nostrils, he hugged me tighter. He didn't want to let go, but I pushed my self away
Khaled: asf
Zaina: don't you ever leave me again!!
Khaled: achthb 3alaich Lu agulch ru7ay mabeech 3umrch shftay 3ain tarme nitharha????
صرنا نسترجع هوانا واللي فات
وابتدت ترجع لبسمتنا الحياة
قلت له وشلون فرطنا بهوانا
قال لي انسى ترى اللي فات مات
مر طعم البعد واحساس الغيااب
الدقيقه طول شهر من العذاب
طالبكـ ما ابي نكررها حبيبي
ليه نفتح للحزن والهم باب؟؟
Bader pov:
(Back to the cruise)
ليه ما يرتاح بالي الا قربك
ليه انت اللي من العالم أبيك
ما لها تفسير الا اني أحبك
My favorite place with my favorite person.
I was looking deep into her eyes..
"awkward silence"
I wanted her to tell me I love you bader but she didn't.
Bader: Lai meta?
Aljaze: haw shfeek mtn7 chthe!! Le mta shnuu??
Bader: wala shay!!
حس مره بحتياجي للتفاصيل الصغيرة!!
Aljaze: OMG BADER WHY ARE YOU ANGRY KNOW TWA SHA7LAILEK TSULF
Bader: Zain sktay
Ajaze: mne saktaa!!! Why are you so bipolar??? A9lan shknt sar7aan fee ele 3fseek??
سرحان فيج
Bader: jaze latkbren lmwathee3! Sr7t bshaay w 6af!
Aljaze: bs ya bader mynfa3 chthe, mra balek m3ay mra abad mu m3aay madre shtfaker feh!!
 يمكن افكر فيج؟
Bader: jaze ok khl9
Aljaze: la mu khl9!! Tell me shfek!! I'll help
Bader: you won't, you won't even understand
Aljaze: bader 3sa mashar? Shnu wdek?
ودي تذكر قلبي بعز انشغالك
ودي ما افارق خيالك لو ثواني
Bader: wde nu9al el Kuwait asra3 sree3
Aljaze: 7dah el klam mn wra gablbek 9a7??
Bader: 9A7
Aljaze: tra mku shay yswa kel Hal theega ele Tyeeek faj2a!!
هاتني من دنيا ينقصها وجودك
دنيتي تكمل حبيبي وانت فيها
عطني فرصة خلني أعبر حدودك
ياللي (تسوى الأرض هذي وما عليها)
Bader: la fe ashya tswa
Aljaze: mku
Bader: fee wala fee entay ma tadren fa lat2alfen
Aljaze: mu ga3d 2a2alf tra-
Bader: LAT7CHAIN 3AN SHAY ENTAY MA JARBTEEE
Aljaze: what are you even talking about?
Bader: my life is missing
something or maybe someone
Aljaze: no it's not, shuf 7ulek you are surrounded by your loved ones
Bader faked a smile
Aljaze: tra mayth7ek, I'm serious
Bader: lat3wren Galbe akthar w lat'3aishmain, you know what I want!! You know who's my loved one is!!

Aljaze pov:
I lowered my head
Aljaze: ensaha!
Bader: mafene
Aljaze: Laish
Bader: Shahel '3laha b3aine
Aljaze: 5yf?
Bader: a5serha? Wayed
Aljaze: bader
Bader: wde agulaha a7bech w a3esh 3umre m3aha NSHAAAAR N'3NE N3EESH DNYA BHAL 7YAAA
I was about to stand
He held my hand
Bader: 7ub mn 6raf wa7d? Thb7ne
I sat down
My eyes were full of tears
Aljaze: smela 3alaik bader Latgul chthe
He faked a smile again
Bader: ya3ne t5fen 3lay?
Aljaze: bader I love you SO MUCHH!! sadly, not the same way you love me
A tear fell from my eyes
Bader: ENZAIN LAISHH GIVE ME A CHANCE
Aljaze: bader forget me
Bader: as simply as that? Do you think it's easy wla 3la kaif kaife el salfa?!
Aljaze: I don't know what to even say
Bader: because you don't even know how hard is it!! Or how much it kills deep down inside
Aljaze: bader!!
Bader: say something
Aljaze: bader.. I love you yes, but as a  brother for the millionth time
Bader: bs Ana mu ekhuch!! Ana 7tan ma9erlech
Aljaze: bs 3zaitek m3azat ukho la akthar wala a8al, bnat Elkuwait kel wa7da tgul elzain 3ndy!! Shtabe fne??
Bader: CHUB
Aljaze: shn--u??
Bader: 3balech l7ub l3ba??? Shnu go 7eb '3aire?? Mn galech Lu bkaife chan 7baitech?
Aljaze: shnuu?
Bader: sm3taaay mala da3e a3eed..
He looked away, he was so frustrated.
Bader: 3aine ma mlaha ela entay, Galbe ma 8bal '3arech, 3yune ma mtaalaaat ela feeech, dnyteee mara7 tzen ela weyach bs entay mu rathya tefhimeeen
Aljaze: tra fahma
Bader: eh 9a7 wayed wath7
Aljaze: lat6naaaz!!
Bader: mu ga3d a6naz bs latyben el 7ache 7ag nafsech!! Latgulen fahma w entay af3alech tamaman tgul el 3aks
Bader pov:
I looked at her, she was crying it broked me.
Bader: la la la latbchen!!
Aljaze: bader *snif* *snif*
Bader: asef wala ma89ed, m3ash mn enzel dmu3ch
Aljaze: I'm the one that has to be sorry wala
Bader: Ana 7maaar wala!!  Bs latbcheeen tra atwahag m3rf shswe
Aljaze laughed
I smiled automatically
Bader: yazen Hal th7ka zainaah!! Ya wailech tabchen mra thanya tra wala ma7b ashufch tabchen
Aljaze: Lu mashft wayhec chan kmlt bche Le el9b7, bs wayhec kan mtwahg w 7dek tshwg!!!
Bader: ashwg??? Shgltay??
I smirked
Aljaze's face turned red
Aljaze: maglt shay, t9b7 3ala khayr badoure
Bader: ukhhhh shnuu!! Badoorech??
Aljaze: goodnight!!

Khaled pov:
I woke up with the widest smile on my face remembering what happened yesterday
(يا ما حاولت الفراق وما قويت
كنت أبي أنساه لكن ما نسيت
ما عصاني قلبي بعمره ولكن
الأكيد إني أنا اللي ما اشتهيت)
 AKEEED MASHTAAHAIT
I heard a knock on the door
Khaled: tfathaaal
Dana: Khaloody mama says wake up yala
Khaled: good morning danity
Dana: good morning big bro, mama tgul tell to Khaled to pack
Khaled: why?  We are going to Paris?
Dana:  i wish!
Khaled: Cannes? Niece?
Dana: Kuwait
Khaled: SHNUU!!!????? 9RLNAA 3 MONTHS? MASRAAAA3!!

Costa Mediteranea post 17

Zaina pov:
علمتني احبك..
Zaina: 3lmne kaif ansak?
I was about to tear
Khaled: Zaina le Hal drja t7bene? Medach?
كثير الي بداخلي من كلام ..
ودي ولكن خايف له أحكي
ناظر عيوني وشوف الأهتمام..
لو تكلمت شوي يمكن أبكي
Zaina: khaled, I loved you bkmel ma fne. You were the first one that I broke my rules l3yuna.
Khaled: Zaina
Zaina: no khaled I don't want to hear more, ele sm3ta more than enough
Khaled: bas--
Zaina: you promised that you'll never let go of me.
Khaled: don't make it even harder
Zaina: you boys think that girls are toys, I used to warn kel ele 7ule from love but you were so clever.
Zaina: SO CLEVER
Zaina: jedart tyeeeb rase, gdart TAKSERNE
Khaled: ma a89ed
Zaina: damek mu mt2akd mn sh3urek laish t9r7e feh?
Zaina: 3lagtnee, 3shamtne b shay ma ra7 e9er. 3ratht nafse 7ag el e7raaaj!!! 76aitne b mawqef baykhh

 حبيتك وعرضت نفسي للاحراج ماتنعطا قلب ولاتنعطا وجه
I was holding back my tears, I didn't want to cry in front of him
He didn't say a word, he was very shocked. He was used to the quite Zaina that's doesn't shout at all!

Zaina: you deserve an oscar, you are very good at acting wallahh. You made me believe that you love me.
Khaled: I did, 7baitech wal--
Zaina: LAT7LF!
He lowered his head
Zaina: b3dtne khaled?
‏ لا تبيع الي عيونه تشتريك…
Zaina: khaled latgul enk 7baitne
Khaled: wala Zaina Ysh'had alla
Zaina: 3yal mashra3 ma nsait'ne!!
Khaled gave me he back, and started walking away

Khaled's pov:
تحسب اني قدرت انساك؟ ترى كله حكي فاضي، انا مقفي و في نفسي اقول الله يرده لي

I went to the other side of the cruise, I sat down and faced the sea. The sound of the waves where so relaxing.
كل ما قلت الصبر مرسى الإماني ضمني بحر التعب من كل صوب

Ana shswait b Zaina?
ابتعادي والي صار صدقيني وباختصار
هي ظروف وعاكستني مالي فيها اي قرار

I keep rembembering what she said to me... I wish I could take back what I said to her..

I took out the pack and was about to put the ciggarete in my mouth..

*Flashbacks*
"Khaled: I'm sorry wallah Makan  qasdee athaygech
Zaina: khaled low sma7t Mabeh ashufek teshraaab Hal shay marthania
Khaled: Laishhh? Khalas mara7 ashrabhha jedaamech
Zaina: bas abeek tedakhen kelsh!
Khaled: laish?
Zaina: SHENOO LAISH? TADERI ELZEGAARAA TG9ER MEN 3OOMREK??? smela 3alaik ba3ad 3oomeren 6weel!!"
*end of flashback*

I sighed... I threw the ciggarete in the occean..

I needed it. Kent abeeehaa etray7nee bas l3yoon zainaa I wont...



zaina's pov:
I went into the room w saw aljazi sleeeping...

i quickly wiped my tears w la7aftha

الله كريم الله كريم يهون جرح الأليم...

I layed my head on my pillow hopping to get some sleep...

All I thought about was khaled
إنت مو قد الكلام كل يوم لك كلام
انت تلعب بالقلوب انت جاهل بالغرام

I love him, I'm already in love with him. How can I forget him? Why did he tell me this now? When I'm so attached to him.

I couldn't sleep, tears where rolling down my face none-stop. My eyes where burning.
bader's pov:
I finnaly found khaled.. w yaraitne malegaitaa..

He had his hand on his head.. ebayen enaa thayeg khelgaa

I didnt know what to do, I went towards khaled

bader: khaled?
he turned and looked at me.. This is the first  time I ever saw him cry! yes cry!!!

feenee welaa feek ya khaled...

bader: SHFEEEEK?
khaled: bader tekfaa rou7
bader: mara7 akhleeek! kh-khaled 3asaa ma shar?

I was scared, I didnt know what to do! I want to help khaled eb ay6areeqa! I hate seeing him like this.

khaled: BADER! ETHLEF! ROU7!
bader: HATHAA YEZAAAY YAAY ASHOUF SHFEEEK!!!!

Khaled was quite... I calmed down

bader: yaa okhooi gouleee shfeek!

khaled came and held me from my shirt...

Khaled: MATEFHAAAM!!! ENT!!!!

i was schocked... he pushed me slightly

khaled: ROU7 ROU7! bader tekfaaa mabee latkhaleenee a6ale3 7aretee feeek!!

Khaled's eyes were full of sadness I could see it.. I left without saying any word..

i could see he wanted to be alone lamaa yehdaa ill talk to him

*the next day*

khaled's pov:

لا عين يجيها نوم... ولا نفس مرتاحها...
Bader's voice interupted my thoughts

bader: yalla benrou7 netraayaag!
khaled: kany kanay
bader: moo tet2akhar theek el maraa ooboi ysaweelnaa salfaa
khaled: enshalaaah..
bader: anaa na6rek ta7at
khaled: bader
bader: halaa?
khaled: anaa asef 3ala ams
bader: laa 3ady
khaled: walaah mafrooth maa amd eede 3alaik kebart
bader: 79aaaal khair

I smiled, he left the rooom.

All I wanted to do is sit in my bed for the whole day.. makan leeh khelg shay thany.

I closed my eyes and kept remembering what she said.. I cant get her out of my mind.

Hathaa elee ana ekhtertaa.. elee kent abeeeh. I have to accept it

I got up,  and went to change my clothes


bader's pov:
I saw aljazi.. she was waiting for the elevator and offcourse I wanted to scare her.

I snuck up on her: 9BA7 ELKHAIR!!!

aljazi: entaa matyooz men 7arekatek hathe! yom men elayam betwagef galbe!

SMELA 3ALAICH!

bader: a7san 3ashaan aftak menech!

she pushed me lightly from my shoulders

aljazi: chub.. a9lan btawlah 3alaih wayed
وش ايامي بدونك وش؟ بعد عمري بلا ودك

bader: akeeed!!
aljazi: aderii!

the elevator arrived and we went down

aljazi: elyoum ma6agait all the buttons?
bader:3ashan e9eer nafes theek elmaraa w tabcheen 3alaynaa
aljazi: shakooo mabechait
i laughed: wallaah!

she laughed. one of my favorite features of aljazi her laugh a7eshaa etred elrou7

bader: aljaziii
aljazi: amer
bader: may 2amer 3alaich 3adoo khalas walaah shay
aljazi: laaa ma7eb ma7eb goul goul
bader: walaa shay khalas
aljazi: shdaaa3waaa! goulll!!!!
bader: moo shay moohem
aljazi: yalaah yallah please ma7eb!!!
bader: OHHH BAS GELT WALAA SHAY!

she laughed again... that laugh is perfection

aljazi: wayy wayed 3a9abee bser3aa tenarfaz
bader: entay etnarfezeen elwa7ed
aljazi: a777 jra7t masha3re
bader: maleeeqaaa

The elevator opened..

aljazi: tetsabag?
bader: yahel entaay shnetsabag feh?
aljazi: yallah yallah khal netsabag
bader: hablaa hablaa entay?
aljazi: khayef asbegek!
 I laughed la2na kan men9ejha bader: shakhaf menaa 9ej yahal
aljazi: yallaah 3ashaanee please

انت بس قول ابقى وانا قول حاضر انت الوحيد الي كلامك اوامر!

bader: yallaah....
aljazi: heeeyaa!!! laaaiih bab el buffet okaay?
bader: enshalah
aljazi: one, two, three, GOOOO!!!!!

we both sprinted as hard as we can, i was the one winning

I turned back to see her w 6ala3t lsane welaa i pump into something... I turned welaa oobooi...

ooboo khaled: bdaair shfeeek traketh!
bader: ha?

my eyes were on aljazi as she started to walk past the door with a hug smile on her face

oboo khaled: shfeek matred 3alay!
bader: kent abeeh aw9al on time
oboo khaled: el7emdillah wel sheker emsh bas emsh

I looked at aljazi as I went in and she sticked her tongue out at me.

zaina's pov:
6ayer men 3youne el noum. men ams w anaa mo naymah!

I HATE THIS!  I WISH forgeting someone could be easy! I used to say khaled was the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me, but now its the worst

why does love have to be so cruel? and so painful!  everything is gone now and I cant do anything about it!

bas abeh a3aref laish?  I never doubted his love! i used to see it from his eyes but it turns out even his eyes were lying!

i heard a knock on my door... maleekhelg afechaa...

zaina: meno?
omm zaina: zainaa fechay elbab!!!
zaina: enshalaah yumaa

i went and opened the door

oom zaina: haww zainaw!!! shfeeh wayhech a9far!! 3asaa ma shar shfeech??
zaina: lat7ateen bas moo naymaah 3adel!

i wanted to hug my mother and just let everything out but i knew i couldnt!

ooom zaina: yallah badlay khananzel nakel
zaina: moo meshtahyaa shay
oom zaina: yallaah emshaay!!
zainaa: enshalaah!


as we were on our way to the buffet we saw om khaled..

Om khaled: halaaa mneeraa shlonech shakhbarch?
om zaina: el7emdella entay shlonech?
on khaled: bkhair.. shlonech zainaa 7abeebty?
zaina: el7emdilaah bkhair khalty entay shlonech?
om khaled: yazeenech wallah el7emdillah zainaa
om zaina: elaa shrayech 3aysha elyoum enrou7 net3ashaa weyaa ba3aath ana weyach w e3yalna

NOOO MABEEH ASHOUF KHALED!

omkhaled: enshalahhh bas metaa tabeen?
omzaina: metaa ynasebkom? 8 zain
om khaled: enshalaah!


At first I didnt want to go but as I put some thought to it. Im going to make khaled regret what he said.

Aljaze pov:
Zaina was not ok.. She doesn't seem fine at all.
Her mood changed when my mother planned on going out with om khaled. Does she even know khaled?
I don't think klsh! zayoon mu chthe, she doesn't even believe in love.
Aljaze: zayona are you okay??
Zaina: yes I am
Aljaze: no your not!
Zaina: yes i am
Aljaze: shfech
Zaina: mafene
Aljaze: zayoon
Zaina: hala?
Aljaze: gulele?
Zaina: shgulch?
Aljaze: ely feech!! Ele sh'3el balich. Ely mthayg khlgech. Ely mkder kh6rech.  Ele 3afsech fu ta7at. Ele mgha-
Zaina: Haay Haay shfech shfech!! you asked? W getlch ma fene shay
Aljaze: hmm m3laina, Ome tgul lat2a5run fashla mwa3da el Mara 3al thiman
Zaina: agul Jazjaz?
Aljaze: ALLLAAA YA5TH JAZJAZ W ESM JAZJAZ
Zaina: Maynona????
Aljaze: yanantenee!! Gtlech ma7b a7d enadene jazjaz feleeeha
Zaina: baih Ana wain w entay wain, sm3ay
Aljaze: asm3ch gulay
Zaina: shalbs?
Aljaze: 7ag shnu?
Zaina: sha6la?! 7ag today's dinner!!
Aljaze: Weee 3shtaaaw!! 7asastne were doing on a date. B3ad shtalbsen? Ay shay!!

Zaina's pov:
A date? Oh well yes.
What to wear? I know you love the color red
I opened the closet, and picked up my red Chloe dress.
Zaina: jazy wain your red nailpolish?
Aljaze: kahuu
احمر ما يغرز
Zaina: curly wla straight?
Aljaze: hmmm
Zaina: khl9aay!
Aljaze: shrayech tswen big waves? Wavy 7lu 3laich
I  started doing my hair, the way Aljaze told me and applied some simple makeup
It really matched my face.
Aljaze: zaynooh Lbsay your channel black heals 7luuu weya ldress
Zaina: 9A7 THKARTENEEE
Aljaze: 7dech mshta6a!! Madre shwarach
Zaina: chubaaay entay, gulay 7g Ome nbe bkhur

I know how much you adore the smell of the bkhur khaled, I know you so well.
عطرك أصبح عطري المفضل بين العطور
I did what I have to do, and I'm ready to go.
Aljaze: AMBAAAAIH
Zaina: shfeech!!
Aljaze: YOU LOOK BREATHTAKING!!
Zaina: 9ej 3ad?
Aljaze: WALLAAAAAHHHH
Zaina: sm3tay el bab? Aked 3anouda w farou7. Open the door ftha7ona

Aljaze went and opened the door
Farra7: ha? Khla9taw Ome tgul- UKHHHHH
Zaina: shfeeeech t6l3ene chthe?
Farra7: you look stunning!!
Al3anoud: 7dah zayoon flawless mashallaaah!!
Zaina: emshaw zain lant2a5ar
Al3anoud: eh wala malna khlg nenzaf mn el walda. Galat ru7aw Shufaw lbnat w t3alaw
Aljaze: Yala 3yal let's go

I looked at my self for one last time in the mirror, I really looked perfectly amazing.

Aljaze's pov:
It's going to be awkward!! I have to act like I don't even know Bader.
Aljaze: wainhum?
Farra7: Ome glat bt6erna yam el fountain
Al3anoud: kahum kahum emshaaw
Om al3anoud: t2akhrtaw, Ana shmwa9etkum?
Aljaze: b3ad Zaina m2khratna
I'm al3anoud: ela wain Zaina?
I turned around, and Zaina was no where to be seen.
Aljaze: haww Knat tmshe waray
Fra7: 8ubraa bagouha
Aljaze: wee smela 3laiha!!! Shal fal?? Ana ray7a ashuf'ha

I went looking for her and found her standing near the elevator, we worried face expressions.
Aljaze: heey wainch!!
Aljaze: Zaina?
Aljaze: zayon?
Aljaze: ZAINOOOOOOOOH!!!!
Zaina: W WAY3A! SHTABEN?
Aljaze: shfech mtan7a? 9rle sa3a aklmech Mku response msabaha???
Zaina: st7aaay 3ala wayhech, wain khlte???
Aljaze: kana na6rech 9rlna sa3a, madre wain r7taaay. Ome galat le aru7 ashufech
Zaina: oh sorry bs sr7t shwy, 2a5rtkum?
Aljaze: good luck
Zaina: b what?
Aljaze: lat'3aishmain, you know what.
Zaina: Aljaze d3ele
Aljaze: tra madre shelsalfa, bs adre your up to something. Bs alla y7ageg ele eb balech etha feh khair 7gech
Zaina: alla ysma3 mnech ya ikhte l7lwa
Aljaze: look who's talking, Kalba you Look beyond pretty and attractive b this red dress
Zaina: Yala t2khra Ome tn6rba weya 5lte.

We went to them, my mother gave us the "t2khrtaw" look.
Om al3anoud: tbrak el r7man zayona mashalah t'hablen
Aljaze: E7MMMMMM
they all laughed
Om Zaina: klkum 7lweeen Yuma, bs Yala emshaw t2khra 3al mra fashla

Zaina's pov:
Our eyes met, I know I'm going to tear any min.
I miss you.
I miss you khaled.
The table was ready, with candles lightened and designed with followers.
Khaled was sitting next to his small sister, the place in front him was empty.
I was walking toward the table
Om khaled: hala walla, 7yakum
Om al3anoud: sm7ena 7abebte 3l t2kher
Om khaled: shd3wa, masmu7en tfathelaw
Aljaze: 5lte shlunch?
Om khaled: wee ya7louha!! Aljaze mu?
Om Zaina: ehhh hatha lje3da
Om khaled: rbe e7fth'ha

Khaled's pov:
I couldn't take my eyes of her
 She was so perfect Aljaze pov:
Zaina was not ok.. She doesn't seem fine at all.
Her mood changed when my mother planned on going out with om khaled. Does she even know khaled?
I don't think klsh! zayoon mu chthe, she doesn't even believe in love.
Aljaze: zayona are you okay??
Zaina: yes I am
Aljaze: no your not!
Zaina: yes i am
Aljaze: shfech
Zaina: mafene
Aljaze: zayoon
Zaina: hala?
Aljaze: gulele?
Zaina: shgulch?
Aljaze: ely feech!! Ele sh'3el balich. Ely mthayg khlgech. Ely mkder kh6rech.  Ele 3afsech fu ta7at. Ele mgha-
Zaina: Haay Haay shfech shfech!! you asked? W getlch ma fene shay
Aljaze: hmm m3laina, Ome tgul lat2a5run fashla mwa3da el Mara 3al thiman
Zaina: agul Jazjaz?
Aljaze: ALLLAAA YA5TH JAZJAZ W ESM JAZJAZ
Zaina: Maynona????
Aljaze: yanantenee!! Gtlech ma7b a7d enadene jazjaz feleeeha
Zaina: baih Ana wain w entay wain, sm3ay
Aljaze: asm3ch gulay
Zaina: shalbs?
Aljaze: 7ag shnu?
Zaina: sha6la?! 7ag today's dinner!!
Aljaze: Weee 3shtaaaw!! 7asastne were doing on a date. B3ad shtalbsen? Ay shay!!

Zaina's pov:
A date? Oh well yes.
What to wear? I know you love the color red
I opened the closet, and picked up my red Chloe dress.
Zaina: jazy wain your red nailpolish?
Aljaze: kahuu
احمر ما يغرز
Zaina: curly wla straight?
Aljaze: hmmm
Zaina: khl9aay!
Aljaze: shrayech tswen big waves? Wavy 7lu 3laich
I  started doing my hair, the way Aljaze told me and applied some simple makeup
It really matched my face.
Aljaze: zaynooh Lbsay your channel black heals 7luuu weya ldress
Zaina: 9A7 THKARTENEEE
Aljaze: 7dech mshta6a!! Madre shwarach
Zaina: chubaaay entay, gulay 7g Ome nbe bkhur

I know how much you adore the smell of the bkhur khaled, I know you so well.
عطرك أصبح عطري المفضل بين العطور
I did what I have to do, and I'm ready to go.
Aljaze: AMBAAAAIH
Zaina: shfeech!!
Aljaze: YOU LOOK BREATHTAKING!!
Zaina: 9ej 3ad?
Aljaze: WALLAAAAAHHHH
Zaina: sm3tay el bab? Aked 3anouda w farou7. Open the door ftha7ona

Aljaze went and opened the door
Farra7: ha? Khla9taw Ome tgul- UKHHHHH
Zaina: shfeeeech t6l3ene chthe?
Farra7: you look stunning!!
Al3anoud: 7dah zayoon flawless mashallaaah!!
Zaina: emshaw zain lant2a5ar
Al3anoud: eh wala malna khlg nenzaf mn el walda. Galat ru7aw Shufaw lbnat w t3alaw
Aljaze: Yala 3yal let's go

I looked at my self for one last time in the mirror, I really looked perfectly amazing.

Aljaze's pov:
It's going to be awkward!! I have to act like I don't even know Bader.
Aljaze: wainhum?
Farra7: Ome glat bt6erna yam el fountain
Al3anoud: kahum kahum emshaaw
Om al3anoud: t2akhrtaw, Ana shmwa9etkum?
Aljaze: b3ad Zaina m2khratna
I'm al3anoud: ela wain Zaina?
I turned around, and Zaina was no where to be seen.
Aljaze: haww Knat tmshe waray
Fra7: 8ubraa bagouha
Aljaze: wee smela 3laiha!!! Shal fal?? Ana ray7a ashuf'ha

I went looking for her and found her standing near the elevator, we worried face expressions.
Aljaze: heey wainch!!
Aljaze: Zaina?
Aljaze: zayon?
Aljaze: ZAINOOOOOOOOH!!!!
Zaina: W WAY3A! SHTABEN?
Aljaze: shfech mtan7a? 9rle sa3a aklmech Mku response msabaha???
Zaina: st7aaay 3ala wayhech, wain khlte???
Aljaze: kana na6rech 9rlna sa3a, madre wain r7taaay. Ome galat le aru7 ashufech
Zaina: oh sorry bs sr7t shwy, 2a5rtkum?
Aljaze: good luck
Zaina: b what?
Aljaze: lat'3aishmain, you know what.
Zaina: Aljaze d3ele
Aljaze: tra madre shelsalfa, bs adre your up to something. Bs alla y7ageg ele eb balech etha feh khair 7gech
Zaina: alla ysma3 mnech ya ikhte l7lwa
Aljaze: look who's talking, Kalba you Look beyond pretty and attractive b this red dress
Zaina: Yala t2khra Ome tn6rba weya 5lte.

We went to them, my mother gave us the "t2khrtaw" look.
Om al3anoud: tbrak el r7man zayona mashalah t'hablen
Aljaze: E7MMMMMM
they all laughed
Om Zaina: klkum 7lweeen Yuma, bs Yala emshaw t2khra 3al mra fashla

Zaina's pov:
Our eyes met, I know I'm going to tear any min.
I miss you.
I miss you khaled.
The table was ready, with candles lightened and designed with followers.
Khaled was sitting next to his small sister, the place in front him was empty.
I was walking toward the table
Om khaled: hala walla, 7yakum
Om al3anoud: sm7ena 7abebte 3l t2kher
Om khaled: shd3wa, masmu7en tfathelaw
Aljaze: 5lte shlunch?
Om khaled: wee ya7louha!! Aljaze mu?
Om Zaina: ehhh hatha lje3da
Om khaled: rbe e7fth'ha

Khaled's pov:
I couldn't take my eyes of her
 She was so perfect
Om khaled: bnat tfthlaaaw, shfekom msta7yen
she came and sat in front of me.
It's the most perfect choice my Zaina.
I miss your eyes, look at me!!
Sadly, she didn't. Her head was lowered

Zaina's pov:
I couldn't look at him, it hurts so much.
Om khaled: khal a3rfkum, hathoula khaled w Bader w Dana
Om al3anoud: ya7louhum, smela 3ala Dana zu'3aa
Om khaled: eh 3ad Dana ghair, zayoona shklha ms7ya ha?
I didn't hear what she just said, all I heard was my name.
Om khaled:  lats7en Yuma zaina khal a3rfch 3ala 3yle, hatha badraaan. 5bel w m6l3 3aineee b sh6anta
My head was still lowered
Om khaled: w hatha 3ad khaled shai5 el shabab

اسمك لاسمعته ينولد فيني إحساس
صعب وعميق وشي ماهو بمعروف
This time? I lifted my head and saw him.
Zaina: tsharfna
A tear fell automatically

الغريب يللي كنت اقرب قريب

وأغلى حبيب .. انهم يعرفوني قيك .. تشرقنا

Costa Mediteranea post 16

I know Hal mra 6wlt 3laikum wayed bs I'm excused 9a7? :p
This post is dedicated to:
@PositiveAjwan @ralolaimany @meskyr @Shahenax @asooma_e @feelingspeak_ @bentahmad_   @hoplessdreams__ @SWalsarraf and for my one and only 6ayouba @6aibakhanum;*
ENJOOOOOOOOOY!!
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(ما قدرت اصبر وجيتك قبل موعدنا بساعه
 والغريب اني لقيتك تنتظر قبلي بساعه
تنتظر؟
قبلي؟
خالد؟
خالد!؟

 HE WAS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN!!

I waited an hour..

two hours and he still not there

where could he be? What's more important than me?)

Zaina's pov:
Ley Mta bn6er ya3ne? :)
I can't believe he forgot. Shd3wa? He's the one who told me to come at this time mu Ana-.-
It's getting cold.. Very cold.
I loved the view, everything is missing khaled.
I excused khaled for today.
الغايب عذره معاه.
I looked at the sea, I started remembering the times we spent together.
على البال كل التفاصيل على البال
Oh how much I love khaled.
I love him, I really do.
I closed both of eyes and all the flashbacks came.

*Flashbacks*
Zaina: Yala 3ad Yala
Aljaze: haw shd3wa zayon Mafeha shay
Zaina: la feha w n9
Farrah: Weeeh entay sh3rfech
Zaina: la bs entay t3rfen
Al3anoud: bnat bnat serious talk, when it comes to love? Tra mu bedna
Aljaze: yeah I know, I admit this ya3ne. Bas I feel that I'm way to young to love
Farrah: bkaifech ehu? Tra Mku a certain age to love. It's comes like this.
Al3anoud: eh tra 9ej jazy, mu bedch Ekun
Zaina: eh g9ay 3la e5te g9ay, jazjaz ma3laich kela bedch.
Aljaze: YA 7MARA DONT CALL ME JAZJAZ OK?
Farrah: Zaina lat2lfen ok? Laish jrbtay?
Zaina: n3am?
Farrah: jrbtay?
Zaina: ha?
Farrah: mn gal ha? Sma3! Jrbtay?
Zaina: laish eshyfatne?
Farrah: a human. Who doesn't love?
Zaina: I don't, and I'll never will.
Farrah: you never know..
Zaina: oh well I do know, bs skray elsalfa Farrah. Ma eye mn wrach ela l5rab. W please lt5rben jazzy
Al3anoud: tra farra7 ma galat shay!!!
Zaina: kel ele Tgula 5rbee6 b5rabe6
Farrah: biye lwagt ele t8tan3ain, Yala 3anoud emshay t25rna.

*end of flashback*
I remember Farrah went wyha m39ba that day, lne klsh ma 3batrt'ha ble Tgula. Bs ya lyum ele thbatle ena klmha 9a7.
من عاب؟ ابتلاه
بس...صج الحب بلوه؟
I asked myself
الحب بلوه؟؟؟

 I'll never know, until I try.
Khaled is beyond nice, I don't think he will hurt me.  
I closed my eyes again, and hoped for the best.

Bader pov:
Her long wavy hair was being blown in the direction of the wind. Her black eyes had a lot to tell. The way she talked made me want to know more about the subject she's discussing.

Aljaze: SHRAYK??
انا رايي مع رايك يبيع و يشتري .. ياللي سكنت بناظري و اغلى علي من ناظري
Bader: bb-shnu?
Aljaze: HAWW?? 9RLE SA3A MN AKLM?
Bader: Kmlay Kmlay m3ach
Aljaze: WEE Y7THE WAIN M3AY? ELA KLSH MU M3AY
Bader: shfech? Sr7t shway my9er?
Aljaze: ZAIN WNA SHGLT? MGLT ELA EL 9EJ
Bader: zain Yala kmlaay
Aljaze: MABE
Bader: 3AN SWALF EL YHAL YALA 3AD
Aljaze: SHKU YHAL? W B3DAIN SHFEHOM EL YHAL? MKNT YAHEL? SEDA KBART MSHALAH 3LAIK??

I wanted to laugh at what she just said, bs mstk nfse.

Bader: eh seda
Aljaze: SHLOUN BALA?
Bader: madre 3nech!!! Shu2lch nafs wayhech!!!
Aljaze: ALLAAA YAZENA MN SU2AL

صدقتي

Bader: 3laich th8aaaa madre mn wain yaybat'ha. Madre mn ga9 3alaich
Aljaze: ashwa enhom e7bonha
Bader: Mnu ehma?
Aljaze: ehma ma 3rft'hum?
Bader: la ma3rft'hum, 3rfeha 3laihom
Aljaze: haw ehma 5ubre 5ubrk??
Bader: ehhhh thkart!!  Wala 5ush nas ha?
She looked at me with the corner of the eyes
Aljaze: 7dhom!! Bs Ykhe sreee3 e39booon
Bader: MN GAL SHAKU???
Aljaze: bsmellah!!! Kahum 39baw

I laughed
Bader: laish t5tar3ain lman a9r5
Aljaze: Ymken 3shan t5r3?
Bader: tra wala mu bedy, ya3ne I have anger issues
Aljaze: shlun ya3ne?
Bader: ya3ne bsr3a atnarfz, bser3a a6fer. Wtha 39bt ma3rf ele jdame.
Aljaze: shd3wa!! Latbl'3!!
Bader: MN9JE ATKLAAAAM

Aljaze pov:
I've know Bader for a short amount of time, bs I agree with him. He has anger issues. Myt7maaal!
Aljaze: waaay!! Adre bs knt at'3shmar m3ak
Bader: ma kan wagt '3shmra, knt g3d atklm mn 9je
He said that and turned his face
Aljaze: hmm z3lt?
Bader: Shku az3al?
Aljaze: madre fj2a nfst
Bader: mu mnafs
Aljaze: shd3wa Bader? I didn't mean to say that tra
Bader: mn gal z3alt? Gltay shay ez3el 3shan az3al?
Aljaze: b9ra7a? La mashuf nfse glt shay ez3l oo ystahel kel Hal nfseya!!
Bader: bkaifech mnafs?
Aljaze: latklme chthe
Bader: laish shlon tabene aklmech?
Aljaze: t9b7 3ala 5air!!
I stood up, he grabbed me from my hand.
Bader: l7tha, m5l9t klame Ana! Mat36ne thahrech w Tamshen fahma?
Aljaze: Bader enta t7taj tehdaaa shwy!
Bader: MU M3A9B MA TFHMEEEN?
Aljaze: la klsh
Bader: ALJAZE BAS
Aljaze: I'm sorry walah
Bader: don't be worry, why are you sorry?
Aljaze: I don't know, it just..
Bader: it's just shnu?
Aljaze: never mind
Bader: t7chay
Aljaze: it's just the fact m7b ashufk z3lan
He gave me a half smile
Aljaze: eh eh eth7ak
وجان بدر يشق الابتسامه
Aljaze: EH EH CHTHE MU MSA3A
Bader:  jazy
Aljaze: hala?
Bader: shrych nru7 to the very end of the cruise?
Aljaze: wayed tshuf titanic?
He laughed
Bader: 9je wala what do you think?
Aljaze: why not?
Bader: Yala emshay
Aljaze: Bader Chna a huge risk? It's windy, akhaaf e9er shay
Bader: don't worry

Bader pov's:
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on..
Bader: wayhech mu3aber!!
Aljaze: agul Bader
قول امر سمعا وطاعه يا بعد هل قلب واوجاعه
I laughed
Bader: mn ghair mtgulen adre 5yfa mbayn
Aljaze: khan rid, Chna hwant?
Bader: Yala 3ad, wedy 7ail walah
Aljaze: waaay Bader Yuma akhaaf
Bader: 3-3a6nyy edch
She stretched her hand
Bader: mra7 Ahdech lat5fen
Aljaze: ok take the lead, wana al7gek
Bader: bsmellah
The floor was slippery, knt 5yf 3laiha akthar mn ma knt 5yf 3ala nfse
Aljaze: BADEEERR!!!
She was holding my shirt so tight
Bader: SHFEEECH!! TRA I'M LOSING BALANCE SHWY SHWY
Aljaze: knt bzleg
Bader: alla yhadach, b'3na nru7 w6e
Aljaze: a7s Chna titanic, jack w rose
Bader: but rose loved jack
Aljaze: Bader
Bader: shnu..
Aljaze: mo gtlay ensay? Laish tb6el lmawthu3 again?
Bader: glt'ha mn ghair may7s
Aljaze: Bader were almost there

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Bader: close your eyes
Aljaze: Mbe Mbe
Bader: trust me
Aljaze: with my life?
Bader: with your life!

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Aljaze: afta7 3aine?
Bader: l7tha
Aljaze: ha? Aftha7?
Bader: shwy bs
Aljaze: now? Afta7?
Bader: ft7aaaay

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Aljaze pov:
I saw love in Bader's eyes, I can see in them how much he loves me.
I see him as a brother.. Not more not less.
I feel sorry for him.. I don't mean to hurt him. He's a good friend, a very good one. I admit he's the only friend I can now trust with everything. Expect my heart.
Aljaze: mashaaalaaah!! It's breathtaking
Bader: mskaaaay ede
Aljaze: ka mskaaa el handle
Bader: 5wara hathe you can't depend on it.
Aljaze: 3yal?
Bader: depend on me, I will never let you down. Trust me

I knew exactly what he meant

He held my hand
Bader: Edch bardaa
Aljaze: ljaaaw bard
He was about to take off him jacket
But a call interrupted
Bader: aloo... Hala?... Shfeek? Ukhhh... La wala?? Matshuf shar... 3ad mu wagta... Yala Yala kne yaaay

And then he closed the line
Aljaze: 3sa mashar?
Bader: mashar bs u5ouy t3ban shwy
Aljaze: m3laih ela l3fya enshalh, myshuf shar.
Bader: elshar mayeeech, ast2thn ana.

Khaled pov:
A weird feeling I never felt before, I didn't have a flue. Wala knt m9d3. The only thing that was hurting me ? Was my heart. Not because of Zaina, because of me. Yes me.

I  heard a knock on the door, Akeed it's Bader.
Khaled: b6el Elbab, mba6al
Bader: Ukhh!!!! Salmaaaat Bo waleeed!! Wayhek film
Khaled: shd3wa?
Bader: wala it looks so pale
Khaled: 9ej wala?
Bader: eh wala mbyn 3laik t3ban, klait?
Khaled: lyum el buffet mu thak el zoud
Bader: anzel a5thlek mn el bar shay?
Khaled: la mu msht'he
Bader: 3yal laish mnadene?
Khaled: Ayaaal shagoul, hatha bdal ma tgoul ag3ad m3ak awnsk
Bader: 3ad hne? Wain lwansa bel salfa? Emsh n6l3 entmasha
Khaled: agulk mafene akel? Tgule emsh entmasha.. Wain fne 7ail?
Bader: 3yal 7e6 rasek w naam
Khaled: wala ya badair ma mnek fayda meee7 mt3rf t'hawen 3lay
Bader: AFAAAA N3EEN WN 3AWEN YA 5OOOY
Khaled: eglb wayek eglb wayek
Bader: shlun b3ad yglbona?
Khaled: latst'hbel mu nag9ek
Bader: mn 9jek? Shfeek?
Khaled: Bader
Bader: mn tgul Bader? Matf2al khair klsh. Shmhabib?
Khaled: Ana ahabeb? 5lait el habab 7gek ent wrab3ek
bader: khaled aderi enaa 3laa8atnaa hal cham senaa moo thak el zoud bas ee3ez 3alay ashoufek chethe goulee shfeeek?

I wanted to tell him whats going on bas I couldnt la2naa tawaa 9gheer 3alaa hal souwalef.

bader is my little brother w mahmaa kebar ra7 ekoun okhooi el 9gheer elee I always have to protect.. not the other way around

khaled: wallah bader mader shagoulek.. im going to go take a walk.
bader: khaled... tawaa etgoul mafeek 7ayl!

i smiled and went out of the room.

zaina's pov:
I came back to the same place that me and khaled meet hoping to see him today...

6oul el youm mashefta kelesh as if he disappeared

where could he be?

I sat on the chair and looked at the stars and began to think about khaled

I never thought I would ever "fall in Love"

I used to warn my sister to never make that mistake.. but I cant call khaled a "mistake" since hes the most beautiful thing that happened to me

....: zainaa

I turned and saw khaled.. his face was so pale

سلامات حبيبي مو على بعضك سلامات

سلامات اشوف الحزن في عيونك سلامات

Zaina: khaled.. 3asaa ma shar?? esh9aayer?
khaled: zainaa. ensaayne
zaina: shqa9dek?
khaled: e3tabray kel shay baina entaha

Costa Mediteranea post 15

First of all, Jad thank you 7g kl ele s2law w t6mnaw 3lay. Mg9rtaw Jad ma ra7 ansa kl ele s2al 3ne. Le Lyom wana yu9lne eb Kik, ask, w direct messages wala  a7bkum ya a7la followers.
My leg still hurts :( bs l7mdellah 3la kl 7al. After 2 days Enshalah i have to check with the dr again 3shan eb6lonha Lnha marbo6a now. Maknt nawya I post wala I'm beyond tired bs glt ma wde a6wel akthar mn chthe. I wrote this post sree3 3shan Mnrtha 3la z3lkum;* I need feedbacks ha? :(

Last thing: this post is dedicated for/
1- Joud again and again and again
2- @Shouqalrasheedi & @Shahadt98
3- @Jana54x_ mabrok again 7abebty
4-@fajr74
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6- @bentahmad_
7- @_haaash  good luck ;)
8-@_xMonkey  cause you asked :p
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10-@reema723_

-plus kl ele s2al, Lu btkeb Mnu? Mkhle9 walah

 Don't forget the feedbacks please :( much need walah :(

Love you all and enjoy!!

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"Zaina: zain ya3ne shswelha??
I came closer and whispered
Khaled: t'3aren?
تغارين يا زينه وتسعدين إ حساسي بهالغيره
واحس أني لقلبج موطن وديره"

zaina's pov:
اغار من كف الهوى لا شال عطرك وانت لي

zaina: shakooo?

aljazi came.. interupting me and khaled

aljazi: yallaa bser3aa ebnerkab hal le3baa

she pointed to the game.. w kan shakelhaaa 7ad'haa etkhare3.. it was a rollercoaster and had many loops... theres no way im riding it

zaina: rou7aw rekboooha
aljazi: maraa shkebrech lail7eene etkhafeeen terkebeeen??

allah yfashlech yaaa jazzy!!! I looked at khaled welaa he was laughing

zaina: shakooo makhaaf! bas ma7eb al3aab tagleb adookh
aljazi: ehh khair..e7naa ehnaaak ta3aleelnaa
zaina: bakel awaal you3anaa...

khaled's pov:
etkhaf ha? ma6la3 khaled ethaa marakb'tha the game!

bader and danaa came

bader: haa yallah makhthait el ticket?
khaled: Hal e5th malwtkom.. anaa shway w al7agkum
bader: wain ray7 ?
khaled: shway w yaay

i left them and went to zainaa

khaled: zainaa zainaa
zaina: hala?
khaled: ta3alaay ma3aay
zaina: wain?
khaled: ta3alaaay
zaina: eh gouleee wain?
khaled: brakbech el le3ba
zaina: ay le3ba?
khaled: el roller coaster
zaina: laa laaa khaled
khaled: malyshighel ebterkbeen'ha
zaina: khaled no
khaled: embala you will.. barakbech eyahaa ya3nee barakbech eyaha
zaina: akhaaf!
khaled: wallah wanaasaaa
zaina: please khaled laaa
khaled: 3ashane 3ashaane yalaah. 9adgeene ra7 testansain!

ba3ad maa 7anait 3alay'ha she finally said yes.

zaina's pov:
صعب غيرك يقدر اقناعي
maderi shlon qna3ne maderi... i was so scared

zaina: khaled khalas hawant
khaled: goulay bismella and theres nothig to be afraid off

it was are turn to ride it.. i went in and sat and khaled sat next to me... they closed it on us

zaina: khaled khaleeehom eefechoon tekfaa tekfaaa 7ady khayfaa!!!

i was so nervous i didnt know what to do.. i could feel my body shivering from fear.. i wanted to cry

khaled put his hand in mine, i looked at his eyes
when you're around, I feel safe and warm..
cause when you're around  I can fall in love every day..

khaled: latkhafeen medam ana ma3ach? mara7 ee9eer shay Enshalah

I closed my eyes
Zaina: en--shalah

the game started.. i squeezed khaleds hand and with each looop i held it tighter

men kether makent khayfaa i didnt even say a word.. not even scream.

holding khaled's hand made the fear go away alittle.

after a minute.. the game ended. I have to admit it was,in a way, kind of fun.

khaled: ha estanastay?
zaina: akher maraa trkbneee faahem!!!
khaled: laa 3ad kan feh le3baa thanyaa eb kha6raa arkab'haa weyaach
zaina: lazem arou7 7ag ekhte w banat khaltee
khaled: keshtay feehom
zaina: laa khaled shagoul'hom
khaled: ayshay ayshay
zaina: laa khaled
khaled: enzaain belaail nafes el mookan bel ship okay?
zaina: enshallaah
khaled: yalaaa ma3aa salaaamaa
zaina: byeee
I was walking away, but he made me turn
Khaled: Zaina
Zaina: hmm shfek?
Khaled: take care, 76ay blech 3la nfsech
I smiled and continued walking

aljazi's pov:
aljazi: 7adaaa wanaasaaa marthaaaniaaa marthaania!
al3anood: taboun?
fara7: laaa laaa! feh malyoun le3baaa khan nel3ab le3baa thanyaa
aljazi: ehh okaaay.. khanerkaab el water thingi
fara7: ay wa7eda?
aljazi: hathaa elee awal shay belmagloob!
al3anood: FOUGAA YALLAH!

rekabnaa el "water thingi"  w kan 7adaa wanaasaaa! first it goes upside down and the seccond one was really long

we went out of the game w kenaa 7adnaaa embaleleeen!

fara7: bard bard!!!!
al3anood: 7adaaa bard!
aljazi: eeh la2naaa kelnaa may
fara7: laa 7elfaay wallah?
aljazi: chubbb
fara7: khana5th lena shay neshrba
al3anood: HOT CHOCOLATE!
aljazi: yalaaah saraaainaaaaa

as we were goinng to the cafe we saw bader and his sister...

aljazi: rou7aw sebgouny al7een yayatlekom

bader's pov:
bader: ya3nee danaa shasawee?? anaa 6weeel makaafeee!
dana: effff bas abee arkaab
bader: rekbay brou7ech!!!
dana: akhaaaf mabee abeee ma3aaak!
bader: ya3nee shasawee maydakhloonee a6eg elee wagef???!

aljazi came to us... allaah yabech

aljazi: 3asaa ma shar? shaklek m3a9eb
bader: hathee terkaaab ma3ach!!!

danaa came and whispered to my ear "menoo hathee?"

i whispered back "bent rfeejat oome"

dana: hiii! my name is danaa!
aljazi: halaaa danaa ana esmeee aljazi
dana: i love your namee!
aljazi: i love it tooo

bader: 6ale3 el theqaa.. enzain terkebeeen hal le3baa ma3aa danaw ekhteee la2naa anaa magdar adesh
aljazi: eeeh akeeed... emshay dana anaa arkbech
dana: thank you!!!
aljazi: 7abeebtee
bader: anaa na6erkom ehneee

Hathawl wain thleeefaw balaa? 9arleee sa3aaa na6er!!!!

w akheeraan sharefaw...

bader: WAIN KENTAW?
dana: ignore him kelaaa m3a9eb...

aljazi laughed.. and some how that calmed me down

aljazi: rekabnaa ba3ad cham le3baa
bader: laa wallaah? chan geltaww zar3eene ehne sa3aa an6erkom??
dana: sorry bader

she came and hugged me

bader: wak5ray 5al9 m3laih


dana: bader bader i want icecream!!!

there was an icecream truck shway yamnaa

bader: walaiin belsha belsha

she turned to aljazi..

dana: thankk you aljazii!! see you on the boat
aljazi smiled: see you

danaa left to the icecream truck

bader: mashkoora wanastay ekhtee
aljazi: masawainaa shay anaa estanast belal3aab akthar menha
bader: aderii feech yahel
aljazi: i take that as a compliment

Zaina pov: ( back to costa)
We enjoyed our time in Europa park, we all had a blast!
It was such a memorable day. But we all know that's something should happen at the end of the good day to ruin it right?
I was walking to the usual place at sit with khaled at night. I was one hour early but I'm sure I'll find khaled waiting before me as always.

ما قدرت اصبر وجيتك قبل موعدنا بساعه والغريب اني لقيتك تنتظر قبلي بساعه

تنتظر؟ 

قبلي؟ 

خالد؟

خالد!؟ 

 HE WAS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN!!

I waited an hour..

two hours and he still not there

where could he be? What's more important than me?

Costa Mediteranea post 14

This post is dedicated for Joud, I miss you already walah.
&
I need your feedbacks, enjoy!!
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"what is this??
REDVELVET!!!
A small paper was glued on the box
"goodnight yal b6ainiya"

Aljaze pov:
Awwwh!!! Bader!!!
I get way too excited when it comes to food specially desserts
Akhh red velvet!!
I didn't want to make any noise, zayoon is sleeping.
I have to eat it bra.
I don't even have a spoon!!
I folded both ends of my pj's and started eating the cake with my hand
Hmm hmmm hmmm
Ambai is so tasty!!
..: e7mm
I didn't want to look up, 7sait el icing kla 3la my noise.
…: yaal7lwa
This is not Bader's voice, not a familiar voice at all!!
…:Laih jalsa hna wish tswen?
…: ya bnt?
…wsh ga3da tswen tha el wagt?
His voice was so deep
Rf3t 3aine
I remember this face!!! Wain shyftaaa???
I didn't want to enter our room, mknt abeeh y3rf or ethabt darna.
I started walking w maknt adre wain ga3d arou7
…:La76'a wagfi bagoulk shay bas
I turned around
I turned
Aljaze: yes? Amer?
…: Wsh fek ga3da bara? Fek shay?
Shkla ma3nda salfa hatha, I gave him my back and continued waking
…:Laish t36ene 6'ahrk w timshen ga3da aklmk ana
Hatha shfeeeeh!!
…:Ya 7lwa dgega bas aby afhmk shay 3adi
Bader: SHTFAHMHA?
Ambai hatha mu 9out Bader? I turned
Yes it him.
He looked very frustrated
…:Wnta wsh d5lk men klmk?
Bader: t7cha 3del
…Wsh loun tbeeni a7ki?
Bader: e7kee bhamsek 7abebe!!
Omg Bader is so funny, knt mskta elth7ka I didn't want to laugh
…: Tst5ef damek?
Bader: ya3ne 9ayd el 7rka? Twkal twkal Yala

Bader pov:
I looked deep into her eyes
Bader: Ana mu gtlech la t6l3en? Shku 6al3a?
Aljaze: wala bs knt 3nd el-
Bader: lat7lfeeen!!
Aljaze: ya3ne Bader--
Bader: Mbe asm3
Aljaze: OMG you just asked me!!!
Bader: a rhetorical question!! I know the answer already
Aljaze: bs Bad-
Bader: bs shnu? Lazm t3nden 9a7?
Aljaze: m3nadt!! Mknt Abe e3rf darna
Bader: shftay shkla entay? Ebyn 3laih lakaa
Aljaze: shno ya3ne laka?
Bader: 5alech 3ala 3amach a7san

Aljaze's pov:
Ambai shfeh g3d eye 9oube chthe?
He's getting so close??
Aljaze: bb--
Bader: fe icing cream 3ala your nose
He was serious, but i laughed
Aljaze: yeah I forget to mention, thank you 3al cake
Bader: Hal cake kan bwadech eb dahya Lu ma knt atmasha bra
Aljaze: yeah and thank you 3al mawqf ele twa. Lifesaver
Bader: ma3rouf 3ane
Aljaze: thi8a much?
Bader: e7gle, may7gle?
Aljaze: wee 3shtaaaw
Bader: emshy
Aljaze: wain?
Bader: the place we always sit in, your not sleepy 9a7?
Aljaze: Amm Bader
Bader: 5l9 ensay ele gtlech, we'll stay friends mthel ma kna
Aljaze: bas Bader
He cut me off
Bader: la bs wala shay, lat5le a6l3 mn 6oure. Ensay ele glta w bas. Yala emshay
El shay ma ynsee ya Bader, how do you want me to forget?
He walked, I followed

5aled pov:
She's the cutest
Khaled: agoul dandash
Dana: khloud you never fail to make me laugh with the weird nicknames you give me
Khaled: laish yuba? Dandash ma3jbech?
Dana: 3jbne bla
Om khaled: khaled Yuma
Khaled: hala Yuma?
Om khaled: bacher 7abebe ra7 t5lon  danity weyakom ok?
Khaled: laish b3ad Yuma
Om khaled: you know that you sister dislike shopping, wana batsawag. take her to an amusement park aw shufolkum  ay mukan Germany wneeesa
Khaled: bs Yuma danooh d3la, bs t7en!!
Dana: mama what does t7n mean?
Khaled: bdaina!
Bo 5aled: 6awel balek khaled, sh6lben mnek e7na?
Khaled: ya3ne mat3rfooon bntkom? May3jbha el 3jab!

Bader's pov:
حطيت الأمل فيك بزياده
ورسمت احلام في عالم اوهامي
وش حيلة الي الوفا ما فاده
الله كريم و هو يزين ايامي

Bader: ha?? Lail7nech yu3ana?
Aljaze: Weeh shd3wa!! Eshyfne?
Bader: ya3ne mo yu3ana?
Aljaze: tawne maklaa shfeek
Bader: t9dgen 3ad? Msht'he red velvet
صار فيني من اطباعك كثير
Aljaze: allaaaa!!! Abe!!!

Kla kla mshta6a!!

Bader: 3ala Asas mo you3ana?
I smirked
Aljaze: Chna Chna y3t
Bader: y3taaay ha?
Aljaze: waaay Bader ya kerhek!!!

Aljaze's pov:
When it comes to red velvet? I ALWAYS want more ALWAYS
Aljaze: Yala Yala Goam nshtre
Bader: mabe
Aljaze: tra may9er chthe!!
Bader: shb3aaaan 5u
Aljaze: waaaay!! Tajle6
Bader: habla entay?
Aljaze: wala tra shawgtne, 7de shtahait
Bader: gumay gumay mra7 ardech

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He was standing next to pool, holding the red velvet in one hand w kan ga3d e2asher eb his other hand.
Bader: t3lay t3lay
It was cold, bl 8a9b w9ltla.. I can feel my legs shaking
Bader: shfech, bardana?
Aljaze: la 3ade
Bader: hach my jacket
Aljaze: mo bardana, Mbe
Bader: e5the Yala
Aljaze: Mbe
Bader: ANA GLT E5THE!

He gets angry way too fast
Aljaze: zain zain 36ne
Bader: eh 3ble b3aad, e5theeh Yala
Aljaze: Yala 36ne
Bader: shnu sha36eech?
Aljaze: hathe
Bader: shno?
Aljaze: Waay Bader!! La6ferne
Bader: hmm taben el red velvet ha?
Aljaze: ee ee
Bader: la Mku Mku bs 7agy
Aljaze: yal mleeeq 36nyyy
Bader: For Bader only
Aljaze: Bader I'm not joking 36ne
Bader: ka -- ka ka
Wela Bader y76ha b 7lja
Aljaze: LAISH KLAIT'HAAAA!!!
Bader: bl'3l6 5u

Bader pov:
She looked so funny, her eyes were about to pop out.
I started laughing, mu gader mu gader
She was just staring
Laish g3d e6l3ne chthe?
Bader: shd3wa Aljaze shfech?
She didn't even smile, bs Ana knt Myet mn elth7ek
She started walking toward me with a serious face.
She was so close, Shfeha?
Bader: YAAAAL HABLAAAAAA!!! TST'HBLAAAAAAAAIN?!! BAAAARDDDDD

Aljaze's pov:
Yeah I pushed Bader in the pool:)
Aljaze: I left your jacket on the chair, take it
Bader: ABE TOWEL
aljaze: get your own!!
I gave him my back and started walking
Bader: L7THA N6RAY WAIN RAY7A
Aljaze: barou7 ashtrele red velvet
I continued walking
Bader: W RAB EL K3BA MAYNOONA
انا المجنون وعاجبني جنوني

Khaled pov:
Khaled: es3a Cham bbnazel?
Om khaled: ma buga shay w nu9al Germany 7abebe, bs egulon nnzel el9b7 a7san 3shan eljaw
Khaled: ya3ne ma bthnkom may ha? Babtlesh eb danooh?
Bo Khalid: rdaina?
Dana: baba shno ya3nd ma bthnkom may? Water in your ears?
Khaled: baaaihhhh etha hathe awlha yn3af taleeha!!
Dana: mama
Om khaled: hala yuma
Dana: what does ma bthnkom may mean?
We all laughed
Khaled: m7ad byt7l6am kther Bador 3ala keeping Dana with us
Bo khaled with laughing: ela t3al? wain e5ook??
*knock knock*
Khaled: kahu kahu el6yb 3nd thkra hatha Akeed bdair
I opened the door
Khaled: UKHHHHH UKHHH MN MSWE FEEK CHTHE
I laughed
Om khaled: MAMA 7ABEBE LAISH CHTHE
Dana: oopsy Bader is not the perfect time at all to swim!!
Bader: CHUB DANA MLE 5LGECH!! 5ALOD WAIN EL CARD? BAROU7 ASB7


The next day

Zaina's pov:
I'm so ready to go shopping
Zaina: bnat wain tabon entsawag?
Aljaze: excuse me?? Ma sm3t??
Zaina: haw shfeech
Aljaze: 6a3 hathe etgul entisawag, 7abebty europa park all the way!!
Fara7/al3anoud: 7da!!
Zaina: mn 9jkom?
Aljaze: EEHH
Zaina: zain latsht6ain, kaifkom kaifkom

Hatha Mnu? Hatha mo 5aled?? Mnu Hal blonde ele m3aaa???

Aljaze: zayon wain ele w9aitech 3laih?
Aljaze: Zaina
Aljaze: ZANOOOOOH
Zaina: W WAY3AAAA
Al3anoud: eh yuba ele m5eth
Galbech yt'hana feeeh
Aljaze: wee y7sratnaaa
Fra7: tsbaht Zaina
Zaina: CHUB ENTAY WEYAHA!!! 5LKOM EB NAFSKOM OK?! W B3DAIN MN GALEKOM A7AD M5ETH GLBE? KNT GA3D A6L3 EL CHART
fra7: wle e6l3 el chart ma ysma3?? Wla et7cha?
Zaina: FARA7 FKENA W KRMENA BSKOOOTCH

5aled pov:
Khaled: it's okay, you get have to wait in line to get the ticket first. Oh yes then you will your name and the ID number
Spanish girl: thank you very much for your help, your get a gentlemen
Khaled: my pleasure
Rf3t 3ne wela Zaina knt g3d e6l3ne, I smiled at her.
While I was waiting in line, It was zaina's turn to get the ticket
Khaled: psssst Zaina
She turned
Zaina: hmm?
Khaled: shfech msa3a th7klech oo matith7kele?
Zaina: maknt mntab'ha
Khaled: shlon ma kntay mntab'ha ya3ne? Kntay ga3d e6al3ene
Zaina: mn gal?
Khaled: SHFEEECH MNFSA
Zaina: mafene
Khaled: 3yaaal??
Zaina: wala shay, 5AL HTHEECH EL BLONDE TNF3EK
khaled: ay blonde? AHHH FHMT
I laughed
Zaina: shth7ek?
Khaled:Tra Knat ta2al shlon she fill el application wala
Zaina: zain ya3ne shswelha??
I came closer and whispered
Khaled: t'3aren?

تغارين يا زينه وتسعدين إ حساسي بهالغيره 

واحس أني لقلبج موطن وديره

Costa Mediteranea post 13

"kal 3adaaa kanaat wayed meshta6a, wayed t7arek eed'haa laamaa tetkalaam

I smiled

aljazi: bader shfeeek?
bader: a7ebeech
aljazi: sh-sheno?
bader: sema3teenee"

aljazi's pov:

He loves me? shlon w metaa 9ar hal shay?

I was quite,I froze in my place

bader: aljazi?

awal maraa eb 7ayaatee i feel speechless! maderi shagoul I felt like crying

bader: REDAY 3ALAY!

ared shagoul? I dont love you?

bader: Tadren shnu? Latrden. Wala mashe wala
Aljaze: bb--
Bader: SHSHSHSHSH WALA KLMA

he left me.. I was still shocked

6oul el wagt wanaa ga3daa ma3aaa bader mafakart feeeh eb hal 6areeqa.. 7alaa 7al ay 9baay.

he was just a friend, not more..not lesss

a3ez bader bas not the same way he does.

wayed 9damnee, I dont know what to do. I felt like crying! Laish Bader laish?

zaina's pov:

I opened my eyes and the first thing i remembered was what happened yesterday.... I automatically smiled.

I got out of bed and took a quick shower

zaina: JAZJAZ!!!!!!! GOUMAAY!!
aljazi: hmmm sh9ayer?
zaina: Yallaaah bser3aaa 3ashaan elyoum mykonos
aljazi: mmmm give me five minutes!
zaina: makooo yallaaah goumaay! anaa banzel
aljazi: effff kaa al7een agoum!

6la3t men el gherfaa w 7a6ait my headphones

الحب خالد وحبـــــي خالد وباقيللي احبـــه واحب دار ســــكن فيها شلته فعيني وشلت الحـــب باعماقي

khaled: welrou7 belshoug ghanatlaa aghaaneeha ?

hathaaa shlon semaa3... FASHLA!

wayhee gelaab a7mar

khaled: 9baa7 el khairrr
kent 7ady mesta7ya
zaina: 9ba7 el noor
khaled: allah y'hadach shfeech m3aleetaa chethe?
zaina: ah makent 7asaa

wayyy 7adaaa fashlaaa!

khaled: ray7a el buffet?
zaina: ehhh
khaled: yallaa emshay m3ay

he smiled.. and when you smile the whole world stops and stares for a while!

kan kel shay awkward.. ya3ne both of us dont know what to do or say

kan ga3ed ee6al3nee w kel sa3aa he smiles.

khaled's pov:
لما اشوفك ابتسم صدقني ماهو بدي
Kan way'ha a7maar 7aayl.. w 7ad'ha mesta7yaaa
the elevator opened w ashartlahaa te6laa3 gablee

she whispered: mashkoor
khaled: t3lay t3lay
Zaina: wain?
Khaled: emshay emshay
Zaina: gule awl wain?
Khaled: mu lazem t3rfen
Zaina: heey bla lazem
Khaled: mu 9a7 your alone? E5tch mu m3ach?
Zaina: la mu m3ay
Khaled: 3yal emshay
Zaina: wain Amshe?
Khaled: Zaina shfech? Mra7 aswelch shay!!
Zaina: bs 5aled--
Khaled: yuba wala it's just another place to eat breakfast
Zaina: WE'LL EAT TOGETHER?
khaled: eh eh together together
Zaina: la Mbe Mbe
Khaled: eb Kaifech eho?
I laughed

Zaina's pov:
His eyes and the perfect view.
Khaled: ha? Shrayech?
Zaina: 5aled
Khaled: 3yon 5aled
Zaina: Nzlne Nzlne, akhaaf a7ad eshufna
Khaled: a5af 3laich akthar mn ma entay t5afen 3ala nafsech ok?  fa lat7ateen wntay m3ay klsh
I wanted to hug him
Khaled: shfech t6al3ene chthe?
He smirked
Zaina: Shku ma6l3t shfeeek
Khaled: madre shfene Zaina, I love you very much
I looked at the sea
Khaled: laish lfaitay? Shufay shufay
I looked back at him
Zaina: shnu? Shashoof?
Khaled: shufay 3yone
I looked into his eyes and saw a  deep passion within

Khaled pov:
I looked deep into her eyes and thought I saw my future there.
Khaled: I love you

One of the main reasons I love saying it to her is to see her face go completely red!!

Khaled: enzain shd3waa gouleele Ana akthaar shay?
Zaina: ohh khaled
Khaled: 3youn khaled

She blushed once more..

Khaled: adre ena Ana ma9arle wayed a3arfech bas men9eje a7ebech

Zaina's pov:

I love how he says it a lot trying to convince me that he truly does love me.. Mayadre ena it shows from his eyes

Khaled: taraaa ana mo ga3daa al3ab Fa lat76een eb balech Hal shay
Zaina: walah Aderi ya khaled. You don't have to say it
Khaled: just to make sure
Zaina: ennzain yalah khaled barou7
Khaled: wain 3al Allah?
Zaina: akhaaf a7ad eshouna
Khaled: lat7ateen medaam anaa ma3ach

He's perfect. Absolutely perfect.
Khaled: g3day shwy
Zaina: no 5aled
Khaled: bs shwy?
Zaina: zain ok bs 5 min's ok?

Khaled's pov:
I put my hand in my pocket and reached for my pack

I took out a cigaret and lit it up...

Khaled: wallah el jaw khayal!

She didn't say a word she just look at the cigaret that was between my mouth

Khaled: zaina shfeech?
Zaina: 6af'ha
Khaled: sh6afee
Zaina: 6af el zgara al7een!!!
-

Zaina's pov:

one of the most painful things is to see someone you love smoking

Khaled: shda3waaa Zaina
Zaina: khaled 6af'haa now Magdar.. Masta7mel ree7at'haa 6afhaa!!

He instantly threw it on the ground and stepped on it

He came closer to me and started rubbing my back

My father smokes w I can't stand seeing him. A9lan gam maydakhen belbait wel sebaaa Ana Magdar ashoufa ma3aha

Khaled: I'm sorry wallah Makan  qasdee athaygech
Zaina: khaled low sma7t Mabeh ashufek teshraaab Hal shay marthania
Khaled: Laishhh? Khalas mara7 ashrabhha jedaamech
Zaina: bas abeek tedakhen kelsh!
Khaled: laish?
Zaina: SHENOO LAISH? TADERI ELZEGAARAA TG9ER MEN 3OOMREK??? smela 3alaik ba3ad 3oomeren 6weel!!

Khaled's pov:

This is maybe the first time I hear her shout.

Khaled: bass ya Zaina 9a3eb ahed'haa walaaah
Zaina: Maleeeh shighel khaled bet'hedha!
Khaled: Enshalah Enshalah ee9eer khair

I hope she understands that it will be hard... And that I would need time

I hope she also understands that I'm leaving it for her, just for her
-

aljazi's pov:

aljazi: 7adee you3anaa makhalaitoone akel!
zainaa: hmmm wain taboon
fara7: feh m63am eebe3 beryaanee taboun?
aljazi: BERYAANE? Abe abeee khanrou7laa!!!
al3anood: hadaaytaay kelshay w geltaaay taben beryaane!
aljazi: ehh ehh yallaah please please emshaaw!
zaina: yallaaah saraaaina

el7emdillah enaaa elyoum nezalnaa mykonos.. i didnt want to see him kelesh!

re7naa ga3adnaa bel ma63am.. and guess menoo kan feeh? Bader w ekhoo :)

i didnt look at bader not even smile to him

we sat down and ordered. ya3ne khal9aw el ma6a3em yaay hal ma63am?

fara7: hathawl moo elee ma3anaaa belboat?

men ghaba2ee i turned and looked! bader was looking at me bas awal mashafnee chan elef

aljazi: eeh hathawlaaa
al3anood: ehh 7abeeeb zayoon
zaina: shakooo????
al3anood: ahh 3alainaa 3alainaa
fara7: eeh 9a7 eb cannes 6ag el 9bay 3ashan ghazal zayoon
zaina: chub faraa7!
aljazi: shfeeeh wayhech gelaab a7maar?
zaina: la2naaa 7aaar!!!! eff

...: aljazi?

haw menoo hathaaa? i turned welaa jassim ele ma3ay bel madressa

jassem: halaa shlonech shakhbarech?
aljazi: zainaa el7emdillah entaa shlonek?
-
bader's pov:

Menooo HATHA???

W SHENOO GA3ED EEGOULAAAHAAA???

W LAISH MA36EETAA WAYH? 6ALE3 6ALE3 GA3DEEN EESAWLFOON?

khaled: badoor!!! shfeek etkhez bent el nas chethee?
bader: haa? moo ga3ed akhez a7ad
khaled: anaa ga3ed ashoofek b3aynee chenek btethb7ha!

i looked awaay as i started eating the food. kent ga3ed a6al3haa men 6araaf 3ainy

sheno elshay elee ga3den egoulonaa? abee asma3!!!

aljazi looked at mee. awal ma she looked 9adaait chenee moo mehtaaam
Bader: Yala 5aloood emsh, el akel mo thak el zoud!! La mn akel wala mn view? M95raaa!!
Aljaze rf3t one of her eyebrows
I winked, and left.

aljazi's pov:

efffff mo gadraaaa anaam!!! it was 10:30 at night...

7adyyy you3anaa! bamooot! i looked at zainaaa w kanaat eb sabe3 noumaa so i decided to sneak out of the rooom

awal mafechait el room welaa bader eb wayheee

bismelaaaah shyaabaaa.. i smiled

bader: shem6al3ech hal 7azaa?
aljazi: barou7 akel
bader: laish moo met3ashyaaa?
aljazi: laa akher shay kalaitaa kan el beryaanee
bader: aahaaaa
aljazi: ehhh ta3al shakoo kent ga3ed et6ale3nee chethee bel ma63am? taraaa hes just a friend 7ala men 7alek
bader: 7ALA MEN 7ALE??? a9laan shakoo etgoulelee hal kalam? wna shaku feech?

bader's pov:
7alaaa men 7aleee? mashy aljazi mashy
aljazi: laa gelt bas agoulek 3ashan matfaker feene ghala6

bader: WN GAL ENE AFKER FEECH BEL ASAS 3SHAN AFKER GHLAAA6
aljazi: Lateg3ad etzefenee!!! moo men zoud el meyaanaa elee bainaa 3ashaan etzefne!
bader: anaa el ghal6an welshar'ha 3alaay 6ay7at ma3ach el meyanaa! a9laaan moo men zoud el meyaanaa a7ebech? moo men kether mezayaach
aljazi: bader!! lat3aded le 3uyne w2arth alla wseee3a, m7ad glek e3trf le bel '3la wnt ma t'3lene!!
ليتني ما احبج ولا اغليج
bader: la bas glt agzer feeech!! shwray? m6wleeen bel cruise?
aljaze: wana mo mn ele tgzer fehom etha ent mt3awd egazerha wya bnat 5lg laa!!
bader: SHNUU
aljaze: sm3t
bader: FEEECH 5AIR 3EDAY
Aljaze: fne 5air, w 3shan chthe mne rada. wtha fe a7ad ma feh 5air hne? fa ehwa ent
bader: ANA MA FNE 5AIR?!
Aljaze: bader thats all i want to say
bader: bs hatha ele 3ndech tgulena?
aljaze: shnu shnu what are you waiting for??
bader: NOTHING! 9EJ LE GLAW SA67 3LAQATEK M3A EL NAS TSLAAAM

Aljaze pov:
i ignored what he just said, i didnt want to argue more. i didnt want him  to see the other side of me. 3la kther ma i take life as a joke? m3rf ele jdame lman a39eb
i walked away
bader: WAIN RY7A?
aljaze: gtlek ray7a akel, yu3an? 7yaak
I said the previous sentence while i contuined walking
bader: A7AR MA 3NDE ABRAD MA 3NDECH?! T3LAAAAAY
i continued walking as if i didnt hear what he just
he held my hand tight, and pulled me causing me to turn.

aljaze: A77777
bader: SMELA
aljaze: SHTBE SHTBE?!
bader: SHUFAY ES3A CHAM
aljaze: its 11:00???
bader: not a perfect time to leave the room to have a sandwhich!! t9braaay
Aljaze: YU3ANA
bader: rj3ay el dar
aljaze: Mabe ya3ne mat'fham yu3ana?!!!
bader: rj3ay el dar
aljaze: ambaii 6a3 hatha i'm hungry
bader: rj3ay eldar
aljaze: ya3ne yu3ana!!! ya3ne shloun bnam?
bader: what part of "rj3ay eldar" dont you understand
aljaze: all of it!!
i gave him my back and walked,
he held my hand tighter this time!!
Aljaze: A7777!! CHNA ESTANST 3AL 7RKA?!!!
bader: ALJAZE PLEASE RJ3AY EL DAR
bader's  face turned red, he looked very angry and  frustrated
ambai ya3ne i'm so hungry!!
aljaze: I'M HUN--
bader: MTF'HMEEEN???? YLA D5EL!!
zaina: UFFFFFF UFFFF

i enetred the room, and slammed the door behind
OOPSY ZAYOOON'S SLEEEPY
zaina: SH9AR
Aljaze: MA9AR
zaina: SHAL Z3AJ?! MATGULEN FE 7MARA NAYMA HNE?!
Aljaze: ZAINA KMLAY NMAY WALA TRA MLE 5LGECH
zaina: weeeh 3shtaaaw!!!

bader's pov:
shnu t7b?? shnu t7b??
RED VELVET!!
i rushed down stairs, to get her a red velvet.
انت لو تدري فحيآتي من تكون؟ كآن عفت العآلم وودعت آهلك! وانت عآدي  لو تبي تجرح تمون والله ان  الجرح أرحم  علي من انك تنام جوعان

bader: ONE RED VELVET CAKE PLEASE!!
bader: emm exuse me? do you have a paper?

aljaze's pov:
WAAAY YU3ANA!! FE A7AD ENAAAAM YU3AN Y3NEEE?!!!!!
UGHHH UGHHH UGHHH
I CANT SLEEEP WALLAAAHHH!!
i heared knocking on the door
gmt sree3 i didnt want zaina to wake up again.
i whispered: mnu?
no response
aljaze: mnu!!
no response
aljaze: haaww mnu!!!
no response..its farou7 akeed
i opened the door
aljaze: FARA7 ITS NOT THE PERFECT TIME TO MESS AROUND IM HUNG--
where is farra7? who am i talking to???
what is this??
REDVELVET!!!
A small paper was glued on the box
"goodnight yal b6ainiya"