Zaina pov:
علمتني احبك..
Zaina: 3lmne kaif ansak?
I was about to tear
Khaled: Zaina le Hal drja t7bene? Medach?
كثير الي بداخلي من كلام ..
ودي ولكن خايف له أحكي
ناظر عيوني وشوف الأهتمام..
لو تكلمت شوي يمكن أبكي
Zaina: khaled, I loved you bkmel ma fne. You were the first one that I broke my rules l3yuna.
Khaled: Zaina
Zaina: no khaled I don't want to hear more, ele sm3ta more than enough
Khaled: bas--
Zaina: you promised that you'll never let go of me.
Khaled: don't make it even harder
Zaina: you boys think that girls are toys, I used to warn kel ele 7ule from love but you were so clever.
Zaina: SO CLEVER
Zaina: jedart tyeeeb rase, gdart TAKSERNE
Khaled: ma a89ed
Zaina: damek mu mt2akd mn sh3urek laish t9r7e feh?
Zaina: 3lagtnee, 3shamtne b shay ma ra7 e9er. 3ratht nafse 7ag el e7raaaj!!! 76aitne b mawqef baykhh
حبيتك وعرضت نفسي للاحراج ماتنعطا قلب ولاتنعطا وجه
I was holding back my tears, I didn't want to cry in front of him
He didn't say a word, he was very shocked. He was used to the quite Zaina that's doesn't shout at all!
Zaina: you deserve an oscar, you are very good at acting wallahh. You made me believe that you love me.
Khaled: I did, 7baitech wal--
Zaina: LAT7LF!
He lowered his head
Zaina: b3dtne khaled?
لا تبيع الي عيونه تشتريك…
Zaina: khaled latgul enk 7baitne
Khaled: wala Zaina Ysh'had alla
Zaina: 3yal mashra3 ma nsait'ne!!
Khaled gave me he back, and started walking away
Khaled's pov:
تحسب اني قدرت انساك؟ ترى كله حكي فاضي، انا مقفي و في نفسي اقول الله يرده لي
I went to the other side of the cruise, I sat down and faced the sea. The sound of the waves where so relaxing.
كل ما قلت الصبر مرسى الإماني ضمني بحر التعب من كل صوب
Ana shswait b Zaina?
ابتعادي والي صار صدقيني وباختصار
هي ظروف وعاكستني مالي فيها اي قرار
I keep rembembering what she said to me... I wish I could take back what I said to her..
I took out the pack and was about to put the ciggarete in my mouth..
*Flashbacks*
"Khaled: I'm sorry wallah Makan qasdee athaygech
Zaina: khaled low sma7t Mabeh ashufek teshraaab Hal shay marthania
Khaled: Laishhh? Khalas mara7 ashrabhha jedaamech
Zaina: bas abeek tedakhen kelsh!
Khaled: laish?
Zaina: SHENOO LAISH? TADERI ELZEGAARAA TG9ER MEN 3OOMREK??? smela 3alaik ba3ad 3oomeren 6weel!!"
*end of flashback*
I sighed... I threw the ciggarete in the occean..
I needed it. Kent abeeehaa etray7nee bas l3yoon zainaa I wont...
zaina's pov:
I went into the room w saw aljazi sleeeping...
i quickly wiped my tears w la7aftha
الله كريم الله كريم يهون جرح الأليم...
I layed my head on my pillow hopping to get some sleep...
All I thought about was khaled
إنت مو قد الكلام كل يوم لك كلام
انت تلعب بالقلوب انت جاهل بالغرام
I love him, I'm already in love with him. How can I forget him? Why did he tell me this now? When I'm so attached to him.
I couldn't sleep, tears where rolling down my face none-stop. My eyes where burning.
bader's pov:
I finnaly found khaled.. w yaraitne malegaitaa..
He had his hand on his head.. ebayen enaa thayeg khelgaa
I didnt know what to do, I went towards khaled
bader: khaled?
he turned and looked at me.. This is the first time I ever saw him cry! yes cry!!!
feenee welaa feek ya khaled...
bader: SHFEEEEK?
khaled: bader tekfaa rou7
bader: mara7 akhleeek! kh-khaled 3asaa ma shar?
I was scared, I didnt know what to do! I want to help khaled eb ay6areeqa! I hate seeing him like this.
khaled: BADER! ETHLEF! ROU7!
bader: HATHAA YEZAAAY YAAY ASHOUF SHFEEEK!!!!
Khaled was quite... I calmed down
bader: yaa okhooi gouleee shfeek!
khaled came and held me from my shirt...
Khaled: MATEFHAAAM!!! ENT!!!!
i was schocked... he pushed me slightly
khaled: ROU7 ROU7! bader tekfaaa mabee latkhaleenee a6ale3 7aretee feeek!!
Khaled's eyes were full of sadness I could see it.. I left without saying any word..
i could see he wanted to be alone lamaa yehdaa ill talk to him
*the next day*
khaled's pov:
لا عين يجيها نوم... ولا نفس مرتاحها...
Bader's voice interupted my thoughts
bader: yalla benrou7 netraayaag!
khaled: kany kanay
bader: moo tet2akhar theek el maraa ooboi ysaweelnaa salfaa
khaled: enshalaaah..
bader: anaa na6rek ta7at
khaled: bader
bader: halaa?
khaled: anaa asef 3ala ams
bader: laa 3ady
khaled: walaah mafrooth maa amd eede 3alaik kebart
bader: 79aaaal khair
I smiled, he left the rooom.
All I wanted to do is sit in my bed for the whole day.. makan leeh khelg shay thany.
I closed my eyes and kept remembering what she said.. I cant get her out of my mind.
Hathaa elee ana ekhtertaa.. elee kent abeeeh. I have to accept it
I got up, and went to change my clothes
bader's pov:
I saw aljazi.. she was waiting for the elevator and offcourse I wanted to scare her.
I snuck up on her: 9BA7 ELKHAIR!!!
aljazi: entaa matyooz men 7arekatek hathe! yom men elayam betwagef galbe!
SMELA 3ALAICH!
bader: a7san 3ashaan aftak menech!
she pushed me lightly from my shoulders
aljazi: chub.. a9lan btawlah 3alaih wayed
وش ايامي بدونك وش؟ بعد عمري بلا ودك
bader: akeeed!!
aljazi: aderii!
the elevator arrived and we went down
aljazi: elyoum ma6agait all the buttons?
bader:3ashan e9eer nafes theek elmaraa w tabcheen 3alaynaa
aljazi: shakooo mabechait
i laughed: wallaah!
she laughed. one of my favorite features of aljazi her laugh a7eshaa etred elrou7
bader: aljaziii
aljazi: amer
bader: may 2amer 3alaich 3adoo khalas walaah shay
aljazi: laaa ma7eb ma7eb goul goul
bader: walaa shay khalas
aljazi: shdaaa3waaa! goulll!!!!
bader: moo shay moohem
aljazi: yalaah yallah please ma7eb!!!
bader: OHHH BAS GELT WALAA SHAY!
she laughed again... that laugh is perfection
aljazi: wayy wayed 3a9abee bser3aa tenarfaz
bader: entay etnarfezeen elwa7ed
aljazi: a777 jra7t masha3re
bader: maleeeqaaa
The elevator opened..
aljazi: tetsabag?
bader: yahel entaay shnetsabag feh?
aljazi: yallah yallah khal netsabag
bader: hablaa hablaa entay?
aljazi: khayef asbegek!
I laughed la2na kan men9ejha bader: shakhaf menaa 9ej yahal
aljazi: yallaah 3ashaanee please
انت بس قول ابقى وانا قول حاضر انت الوحيد الي كلامك اوامر!
bader: yallaah....
aljazi: heeeyaa!!! laaaiih bab el buffet okaay?
bader: enshalah
aljazi: one, two, three, GOOOO!!!!!
we both sprinted as hard as we can, i was the one winning
I turned back to see her w 6ala3t lsane welaa i pump into something... I turned welaa oobooi...
ooboo khaled: bdaair shfeeek traketh!
bader: ha?
my eyes were on aljazi as she started to walk past the door with a hug smile on her face
oboo khaled: shfeek matred 3alay!
bader: kent abeeh aw9al on time
oboo khaled: el7emdillah wel sheker emsh bas emsh
I looked at aljazi as I went in and she sticked her tongue out at me.
zaina's pov:
6ayer men 3youne el noum. men ams w anaa mo naymah!
I HATE THIS! I WISH forgeting someone could be easy! I used to say khaled was the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me, but now its the worst
why does love have to be so cruel? and so painful! everything is gone now and I cant do anything about it!
bas abeh a3aref laish? I never doubted his love! i used to see it from his eyes but it turns out even his eyes were lying!
i heard a knock on my door... maleekhelg afechaa...
zaina: meno?
omm zaina: zainaa fechay elbab!!!
zaina: enshalaah yumaa
i went and opened the door
oom zaina: haww zainaw!!! shfeeh wayhech a9far!! 3asaa ma shar shfeech??
zaina: lat7ateen bas moo naymaah 3adel!
i wanted to hug my mother and just let everything out but i knew i couldnt!
ooom zaina: yallah badlay khananzel nakel
zaina: moo meshtahyaa shay
oom zaina: yallaah emshaay!!
zainaa: enshalaah!
as we were on our way to the buffet we saw om khaled..
Om khaled: halaaa mneeraa shlonech shakhbarch?
om zaina: el7emdella entay shlonech?
on khaled: bkhair.. shlonech zainaa 7abeebty?
zaina: el7emdilaah bkhair khalty entay shlonech?
om khaled: yazeenech wallah el7emdillah zainaa
om zaina: elaa shrayech 3aysha elyoum enrou7 net3ashaa weyaa ba3aath ana weyach w e3yalna
NOOO MABEEH ASHOUF KHALED!
omkhaled: enshalahhh bas metaa tabeen?
omzaina: metaa ynasebkom? 8 zain
om khaled: enshalaah!
At first I didnt want to go but as I put some thought to it. Im going to make khaled regret what he said.
Aljaze pov:
Zaina was not ok.. She doesn't seem fine at all.
Her mood changed when my mother planned on going out with om khaled. Does she even know khaled?
I don't think klsh! zayoon mu chthe, she doesn't even believe in love.
Aljaze: zayona are you okay??
Zaina: yes I am
Aljaze: no your not!
Zaina: yes i am
Aljaze: shfech
Zaina: mafene
Aljaze: zayoon
Zaina: hala?
Aljaze: gulele?
Zaina: shgulch?
Aljaze: ely feech!! Ele sh'3el balich. Ely mthayg khlgech. Ely mkder kh6rech. Ele 3afsech fu ta7at. Ele mgha-
Zaina: Haay Haay shfech shfech!! you asked? W getlch ma fene shay
Aljaze: hmm m3laina, Ome tgul lat2a5run fashla mwa3da el Mara 3al thiman
Zaina: agul Jazjaz?
Aljaze: ALLLAAA YA5TH JAZJAZ W ESM JAZJAZ
Zaina: Maynona????
Aljaze: yanantenee!! Gtlech ma7b a7d enadene jazjaz feleeeha
Zaina: baih Ana wain w entay wain, sm3ay
Aljaze: asm3ch gulay
Zaina: shalbs?
Aljaze: 7ag shnu?
Zaina: sha6la?! 7ag today's dinner!!
Aljaze: Weee 3shtaaaw!! 7asastne were doing on a date. B3ad shtalbsen? Ay shay!!
Zaina's pov:
A date? Oh well yes.
What to wear? I know you love the color red
I opened the closet, and picked up my red Chloe dress.
Zaina: jazy wain your red nailpolish?
Aljaze: kahuu
احمر ما يغرز
Zaina: curly wla straight?
Aljaze: hmmm
Zaina: khl9aay!
Aljaze: shrayech tswen big waves? Wavy 7lu 3laich
I started doing my hair, the way Aljaze told me and applied some simple makeup
It really matched my face.
Aljaze: zaynooh Lbsay your channel black heals 7luuu weya ldress
Zaina: 9A7 THKARTENEEE
Aljaze: 7dech mshta6a!! Madre shwarach
Zaina: chubaaay entay, gulay 7g Ome nbe bkhur
I know how much you adore the smell of the bkhur khaled, I know you so well.
عطرك أصبح عطري المفضل بين العطور
I did what I have to do, and I'm ready to go.
Aljaze: AMBAAAAIH
Zaina: shfeech!!
Aljaze: YOU LOOK BREATHTAKING!!
Zaina: 9ej 3ad?
Aljaze: WALLAAAAAHHHH
Zaina: sm3tay el bab? Aked 3anouda w farou7. Open the door ftha7ona
Aljaze went and opened the door
Farra7: ha? Khla9taw Ome tgul- UKHHHHH
Zaina: shfeeeech t6l3ene chthe?
Farra7: you look stunning!!
Al3anoud: 7dah zayoon flawless mashallaaah!!
Zaina: emshaw zain lant2a5ar
Al3anoud: eh wala malna khlg nenzaf mn el walda. Galat ru7aw Shufaw lbnat w t3alaw
Aljaze: Yala 3yal let's go
I looked at my self for one last time in the mirror, I really looked perfectly amazing.
Aljaze's pov:
It's going to be awkward!! I have to act like I don't even know Bader.
Aljaze: wainhum?
Farra7: Ome glat bt6erna yam el fountain
Al3anoud: kahum kahum emshaaw
Om al3anoud: t2akhrtaw, Ana shmwa9etkum?
Aljaze: b3ad Zaina m2khratna
I'm al3anoud: ela wain Zaina?
I turned around, and Zaina was no where to be seen.
Aljaze: haww Knat tmshe waray
Fra7: 8ubraa bagouha
Aljaze: wee smela 3laiha!!! Shal fal?? Ana ray7a ashuf'ha
I went looking for her and found her standing near the elevator, we worried face expressions.
Aljaze: heey wainch!!
Aljaze: Zaina?
Aljaze: zayon?
Aljaze: ZAINOOOOOOOOH!!!!
Zaina: W WAY3A! SHTABEN?
Aljaze: shfech mtan7a? 9rle sa3a aklmech Mku response msabaha???
Zaina: st7aaay 3ala wayhech, wain khlte???
Aljaze: kana na6rech 9rlna sa3a, madre wain r7taaay. Ome galat le aru7 ashufech
Zaina: oh sorry bs sr7t shwy, 2a5rtkum?
Aljaze: good luck
Zaina: b what?
Aljaze: lat'3aishmain, you know what.
Zaina: Aljaze d3ele
Aljaze: tra madre shelsalfa, bs adre your up to something. Bs alla y7ageg ele eb balech etha feh khair 7gech
Zaina: alla ysma3 mnech ya ikhte l7lwa
Aljaze: look who's talking, Kalba you Look beyond pretty and attractive b this red dress
Zaina: Yala t2khra Ome tn6rba weya 5lte.
We went to them, my mother gave us the "t2khrtaw" look.
Om al3anoud: tbrak el r7man zayona mashalah t'hablen
Aljaze: E7MMMMMM
they all laughed
Om Zaina: klkum 7lweeen Yuma, bs Yala emshaw t2khra 3al mra fashla
Zaina's pov:
Our eyes met, I know I'm going to tear any min.
I miss you.
I miss you khaled.
The table was ready, with candles lightened and designed with followers.
Khaled was sitting next to his small sister, the place in front him was empty.
I was walking toward the table
Om khaled: hala walla, 7yakum
Om al3anoud: sm7ena 7abebte 3l t2kher
Om khaled: shd3wa, masmu7en tfathelaw
Aljaze: 5lte shlunch?
Om khaled: wee ya7louha!! Aljaze mu?
Om Zaina: ehhh hatha lje3da
Om khaled: rbe e7fth'ha
Khaled's pov:
I couldn't take my eyes of her
She was so perfect Aljaze pov:
Zaina was not ok.. She doesn't seem fine at all.
Her mood changed when my mother planned on going out with om khaled. Does she even know khaled?
I don't think klsh! zayoon mu chthe, she doesn't even believe in love.
Aljaze: zayona are you okay??
Zaina: yes I am
Aljaze: no your not!
Zaina: yes i am
Aljaze: shfech
Zaina: mafene
Aljaze: zayoon
Zaina: hala?
Aljaze: gulele?
Zaina: shgulch?
Aljaze: ely feech!! Ele sh'3el balich. Ely mthayg khlgech. Ely mkder kh6rech. Ele 3afsech fu ta7at. Ele mgha-
Zaina: Haay Haay shfech shfech!! you asked? W getlch ma fene shay
Aljaze: hmm m3laina, Ome tgul lat2a5run fashla mwa3da el Mara 3al thiman
Zaina: agul Jazjaz?
Aljaze: ALLLAAA YA5TH JAZJAZ W ESM JAZJAZ
Zaina: Maynona????
Aljaze: yanantenee!! Gtlech ma7b a7d enadene jazjaz feleeeha
Zaina: baih Ana wain w entay wain, sm3ay
Aljaze: asm3ch gulay
Zaina: shalbs?
Aljaze: 7ag shnu?
Zaina: sha6la?! 7ag today's dinner!!
Aljaze: Weee 3shtaaaw!! 7asastne were doing on a date. B3ad shtalbsen? Ay shay!!
Zaina's pov:
A date? Oh well yes.
What to wear? I know you love the color red
I opened the closet, and picked up my red Chloe dress.
Zaina: jazy wain your red nailpolish?
Aljaze: kahuu
احمر ما يغرز
Zaina: curly wla straight?
Aljaze: hmmm
Zaina: khl9aay!
Aljaze: shrayech tswen big waves? Wavy 7lu 3laich
I started doing my hair, the way Aljaze told me and applied some simple makeup
It really matched my face.
Aljaze: zaynooh Lbsay your channel black heals 7luuu weya ldress
Zaina: 9A7 THKARTENEEE
Aljaze: 7dech mshta6a!! Madre shwarach
Zaina: chubaaay entay, gulay 7g Ome nbe bkhur
I know how much you adore the smell of the bkhur khaled, I know you so well.
عطرك أصبح عطري المفضل بين العطور
I did what I have to do, and I'm ready to go.
Aljaze: AMBAAAAIH
Zaina: shfeech!!
Aljaze: YOU LOOK BREATHTAKING!!
Zaina: 9ej 3ad?
Aljaze: WALLAAAAAHHHH
Zaina: sm3tay el bab? Aked 3anouda w farou7. Open the door ftha7ona
Aljaze went and opened the door
Farra7: ha? Khla9taw Ome tgul- UKHHHHH
Zaina: shfeeeech t6l3ene chthe?
Farra7: you look stunning!!
Al3anoud: 7dah zayoon flawless mashallaaah!!
Zaina: emshaw zain lant2a5ar
Al3anoud: eh wala malna khlg nenzaf mn el walda. Galat ru7aw Shufaw lbnat w t3alaw
Aljaze: Yala 3yal let's go
I looked at my self for one last time in the mirror, I really looked perfectly amazing.
Aljaze's pov:
It's going to be awkward!! I have to act like I don't even know Bader.
Aljaze: wainhum?
Farra7: Ome glat bt6erna yam el fountain
Al3anoud: kahum kahum emshaaw
Om al3anoud: t2akhrtaw, Ana shmwa9etkum?
Aljaze: b3ad Zaina m2khratna
I'm al3anoud: ela wain Zaina?
I turned around, and Zaina was no where to be seen.
Aljaze: haww Knat tmshe waray
Fra7: 8ubraa bagouha
Aljaze: wee smela 3laiha!!! Shal fal?? Ana ray7a ashuf'ha
I went looking for her and found her standing near the elevator, we worried face expressions.
Aljaze: heey wainch!!
Aljaze: Zaina?
Aljaze: zayon?
Aljaze: ZAINOOOOOOOOH!!!!
Zaina: W WAY3A! SHTABEN?
Aljaze: shfech mtan7a? 9rle sa3a aklmech Mku response msabaha???
Zaina: st7aaay 3ala wayhech, wain khlte???
Aljaze: kana na6rech 9rlna sa3a, madre wain r7taaay. Ome galat le aru7 ashufech
Zaina: oh sorry bs sr7t shwy, 2a5rtkum?
Aljaze: good luck
Zaina: b what?
Aljaze: lat'3aishmain, you know what.
Zaina: Aljaze d3ele
Aljaze: tra madre shelsalfa, bs adre your up to something. Bs alla y7ageg ele eb balech etha feh khair 7gech
Zaina: alla ysma3 mnech ya ikhte l7lwa
Aljaze: look who's talking, Kalba you Look beyond pretty and attractive b this red dress
Zaina: Yala t2khra Ome tn6rba weya 5lte.
We went to them, my mother gave us the "t2khrtaw" look.
Om al3anoud: tbrak el r7man zayona mashalah t'hablen
Aljaze: E7MMMMMM
they all laughed
Om Zaina: klkum 7lweeen Yuma, bs Yala emshaw t2khra 3al mra fashla
Zaina's pov:
Our eyes met, I know I'm going to tear any min.
I miss you.
I miss you khaled.
The table was ready, with candles lightened and designed with followers.
Khaled was sitting next to his small sister, the place in front him was empty.
I was walking toward the table
Om khaled: hala walla, 7yakum
Om al3anoud: sm7ena 7abebte 3l t2kher
Om khaled: shd3wa, masmu7en tfathelaw
Aljaze: 5lte shlunch?
Om khaled: wee ya7louha!! Aljaze mu?
Om Zaina: ehhh hatha lje3da
Om khaled: rbe e7fth'ha
Khaled's pov:
I couldn't take my eyes of her
She was so perfect
Om khaled: bnat tfthlaaaw, shfekom msta7yen
she came and sat in front of me.
It's the most perfect choice my Zaina.
I miss your eyes, look at me!!
Sadly, she didn't. Her head was lowered
Zaina's pov:
I couldn't look at him, it hurts so much.
Om khaled: khal a3rfkum, hathoula khaled w Bader w Dana
Om al3anoud: ya7louhum, smela 3ala Dana zu'3aa
Om khaled: eh 3ad Dana ghair, zayoona shklha ms7ya ha?
I didn't hear what she just said, all I heard was my name.
Om khaled: lats7en Yuma zaina khal a3rfch 3ala 3yle, hatha badraaan. 5bel w m6l3 3aineee b sh6anta
My head was still lowered
Om khaled: w hatha 3ad khaled shai5 el shabab
اسمك لاسمعته ينولد فيني إحساس
صعب وعميق وشي ماهو بمعروف
This time? I lifted my head and saw him.
Zaina: tsharfna
A tear fell automatically
الغريب يللي كنت اقرب قريب
وأغلى حبيب .. انهم يعرفوني قيك .. تشرقنا
